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@heath3n @blxty 

p @voidrave99

lyrics :p

[heath3n]
i feel the worst when i let myself down
(its hard 2 pick up again, i dont wanna do this again)
i cant explain it all u do is bring me down
(so why u play me like this, please dont drain me like this)
i wanna get up again
u say its my fault
im high off the ground
hope i dont fall down
all of my friends they just laugh i frown
i dont wanna be here without my crown

[blxty]
dont wanna live here stay on high ground
i dont wanna be here but still i stick around
i cant even love me ur better by urself
im drawing these tears can u hear me cry for help
n honestly its so stupid
tell u how i feel im past being ruthless
n honestly ur so stupid
if i told u truths then ud still lose it

upndown +blxty

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@heath3n @1sincere @redhxrse
p recyclebin + back2thapast
coverart by me

@heath3n
confused i lost my purpose
push a smile but u got me so nervous
hide away i just feel so nauseous
down bad swear im fucking exhausted
look at me like im talking in circles
what u said to me got me hurting
fall quick put a block in my certains
by myself now im drawing the curtains

these ppl rnt like me
dont like these ppl
their smiles r evil
they talk n they laugh about me
its nothing but rain around me
i cant get u out of my head
tryin my best but i still regret u
its nothing i know ill forget
wish i was dead instead i just lost u

@1sincere
honestly i got no clue what bro is saying

@redhxrse
drawing the curtains
feel like im falling
brought on by all your curses
finding my feet
i wish u could see
how bad u really are for me
i just want normality
so over these formaltiies
n i just stare in the mirror
shame myself for trusting u in me
the things id do to never see the visage of yours
the things id do to get out of your hold
the things id do to get back my soul
so much easier said than done
dont wanna face problems ill just run
n i know i said id do my part
but its too late now cant u see what ive become

visage

visage +sin+redhorse

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godlike [4evr]

p @325s

where were u
fall so far, im through
lost control of my mood
im like wht can i do

got me feeling like the worst
fucking up my head
fucking up my heart
n ur making it all hurt
love jst only seems to scar
yea these feelings only burn
all this shit is getting hard
got me feeling like im cursed
iv been lying in my hearse
tears been drying on my shirt
keep on fucking w my friends
all this shit is getting worse
n u got me pleading, stop
fuck this shit u fucked me up
nah u gotta let me out
swear u wanna see me fall
left me down no1 to call
swear 2 god i need to calm
yea u got me bleeding out
left me dying on the floor

got me feelign so worthless
need u back nothings working
crossed up me n my certains
no this shit wasnt worth it

wherewereuu [arcane]

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violet

p @kudasaithree

well now its obvious to me
im such a fool, now im so weak
n we dont talk guess thats on me
its all my fault, i cut too deep

tell me why i waste my fucking time
everything i do, to make it right
all i rlly want, to see u smile
i dont rlly wanna be alright

treat me wrong, guess so
still i cant let go
cant tell right now
r u friend or foe
touch my soul ice cold
said im doing "so so"
i dnt wanna lie now
i been feeling fucked up

deep [kudasaithree]

Cover by Fnckoff
prod. nothempts

Lyrics:

Running my way straight 2u
Doing the things we used2
Taking these things I’m used2
But I’m nvr finding my escape
Look into my heart, yea it’s decayed
Wishing away all the pain
Feel the day wither away 

Oh there’s no escape
Wishing everyday my lungs fade away
Don’t wanna see the light of day
Don’t wanna hear a thing u gotta say

1,2,3,4
Got me begging 4 more
When I find myself ur the 1 I’m looking 4
Is life worth it anymore?
Without u I’m sore

Spoopify

2u (nothempts)

see u soon.

--

@kiremo

bb u ask me why i love u like u dont even already know
why u acting insecure?
lets do something fun ill take u anywhere u wanna go
buy u anything u want designer dolls or dior 💅

when im feeling down u dissolve all of my stress
u know all the perfect words to leave me feeling like a mess

its ok. u never have to run away.
ill keep ur heart safe.
i love u.
what else i need to say?

@🦀

Drop in ur dm
like wow
Ask u a
Million times now
Boyfriend or not
Give it a shot
I kinda like u alot

“Trust me”
Do you really like me?
Hold, please.
Cause I’m brushing my teeth

Talk to me 
Cause I'm  here to waste ur tii//ime
Oh, What the fuck!
Am I doing online
(it’s 3 am!!!)
 
Time to sleep
babe
It’s time to sleep 
Got me counting abs
Like they’re sheep.

tell me more w/ 🦀 (lovekey)

prod @1virtualgirlfriend
art @murrumur

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wherewereuu [arcane]

heath3n

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