[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

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feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

paradise

escape from hell

lyrics
i look at my face waking up was a mistake
then i check my phone no notis on it today
man fuck my mind cause these thoughts i cannot shake
why am i still alive? when i could die today
why should i go on? i cant enjoy shit
sick of watching everyones fun i dont have solace
hand me a fully loaded gun and give me a clip 
because at this point anything seems better then this

why should i go on?

ericdoa - die2niteee (feat. d0llywood) prod. vinso (rare asl lmaooo)

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

choke

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

superficial

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW4qunWtEiQ&feature=youtu.be 
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the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

blame (kurtains)

heavn