superlike 2

😇heavn

my alt+chill favs rn

I love you <3

just some sht ive been listening to recently

Everything at once 🌎_part3

mainstream sellout

twin flame

produced by skylin

lyrics:

I don't want to be alone, I reached out to everyone
no one answering my calls, don't blame me when I am gone
feeling all this hatred and anxiety in my heart
can't control the thoughts that rush in I have to restore

please do not leave me I need you right here
patience is fleeting and you're nowhere near
cut off all my ties remove all emotion
treat me like some shit I know that you want this

why did you think that it was okay to leave me now?
I sit here all alone and I can't hear a single sound

I said that I'll be A-OK but I was lying out my face
the few that I would call my friends thought that I left without a trace

light a blunt and hold my tongue I cannot use the words I want
fuck him up and leave him rough if he think I won't piece him up
do no harm but take no shit, I promise you that's how I live
I don't really talk that much but it don't mean you won't get clipped

effort

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

ANYTHING PUBLISHED OR USED HERE IS NOT MINE
ALL RIGHTS GOT TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS

WUANT X BLUNDER - OUt oF mY HEad

chicago! prod. jayysoul + sennai + ugazee

<chorus>
she wanna take me ‘round da world,
she wanna take me to chicago!
she wanna take me ‘round da world,
shawty in love wit me ik!
yk how i be yuh.
omg hate to be yuh!
omg he da-
~
imma take you onna shopping spree, bae wassup.
shawty cmere lemme show u off, swag u up!
i walk in dat bih i hadda show off da belt,
gucci yuh.
fendi belt. rickys on! getcho bag! who is yall?

<verse>
i’m doin coo, these nigga trippin. 
deja vu!
i’m getting pape, broke ahh ho.
hbu?
bon appetite! eat da bitch up.
jus like food.
my nigga stay witta tool fr.
shoutout screw (@screwstache) (lol)
~
dem nigga be in my-
dem niggas be in my mf ear.
i’m getting high wanna live in da hills.
when i get up imma live in da hills.
dat nigga trippin b poppin a pill!
i’m finna eat da bitch up like im- damn!
~
i’m finna eat da bitch up like a meal.
my niggas dissin on u, how it feel?
my nigga running ts like a field!
dat nigga running n shi, bra comeback!
my nigga stay witta plaque like he max!
look at my pockets they look way to fat!
i’m finna stack up my mf [bills]!
pussyboy show me a band!
i cannot fw dat boi he a fan.
i cannot fw dat bih cause she- (pfft)

<chrous again>*


| part 2 | jerk version prod. ugazee

she wanna take me ‘round da world,
she wanna take me to chicago!
she wanna take me ‘round da world,
shawty in love wit me ik!
yk how i be yuh.
omg hate to be yuh!
omg he da-
~
imma take you onna shopping spree, bae wassup.
shawty cmere lemme show u off, swag u up!
i walk in dat bih i hadda show off da belt,
gucci yuh.
fendi belt. rickys on! getcho bag! who is yall?
~
i’m doin coo, these nigga trippin. 
deja vu!
i’m getting pape, broke ahh ho.
hbu?
i walk in dat bih i hadda show off da belt,
gucci yuh.
fendi belt. rickys on! getcho bag! who is yall?
           
                                       
                                                                            -🧞

chicago! <jayysoul + sennai + ugazee>

nerd1k + wifisfuneral - blast off [p. jaxx + wydwilson + chrxme]

im back (prod. astro x kaixan)

Hate Me

HIGHJACK

HIGHJACK (feat. Jessica Pratt)

prod by me :<

lyrics:

I never thought you wouldn't be the one
and now my brain is at war in between
it's two halves in perpetual war
no one will gain the upper hand

all black fit, pop the hoodie over head
we gon' mean mug him, curb stomp him
leave that nigga red, ya ya

ain't no bitch like me
too clean niggas runnin nike
okay like i might drop a body
alright like imma pull up 5 deep

like you don't even know me like that
I'm the king of new york don't gotta [?] prove shit like him
already been in [?] bitch waiting for the drop
so I could get the drop on him

alter

prod by me
@melonsly

- lyrics -
- grasior -
see me in the garden of Asphodel
laying dead in what feels like hell
you got me feeling phsyco
hitting all my high notes
just a shell of what i used to be
got me runnin round in circles
hurting those i wont know
why am i such a lie
am i worthless
cause i dont want to be me
fall apart one day
no you don't want to see me

- melon -
no, im not moving in circles
yeah im not moving at all
cant even look at these out there 
breaking me down
but i run to you
and now even you're fucking gone
you're gone
you're gone
hurt me again
why do i care that much
i hate myself
im crushing down under the weight

asphodel ft. melon

produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

prod by me

- lyrics -
walking all the way back
you decide my last
to feel some i never knew
jsut to push me into some you drew
never thought id be so true
every night i see you
wonder if i was too good to you
sit n smile i was overdue
for me and you

whats the cost to get your love back
when in your life theres such a crack
bleeding out no ones ever there
call em up but they are aware
spoke to much youll never see the near
causer all you do is bring us fear
never ponder loop around in sphere
tryna live but its been your year

all i see is red you broke me into mess
your voice bring out the near of death my dear
try to look but see the shadows
bring life to some so hollow
disbute all that you saw
cause it showed who you are raw
cant tell by how you look
brought back frpm once within
lingerd soul that felt so shook
a cry for help for what you took

whats the cost to get your love back
when in your life theres such a crack
bleeding out no ones ever there
call em up but they are aware
spoke to much youll never see the near
causer all you do is bring us fear
never ponder loop around in sphere
tryna live but its been your year
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

aware

prod by me

- lyrics -
i know you feel ashamed of me
bloodstains drawn on everything
love was never meant to be
but parenting was hard to see
and i know you wouldnt like what i wanna be
your life was so preassues when i wernt a thing

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

but i lost everything jsut seeing you
your no father did you follow yours
taught you lessons oh you followed far
got another does he know im far

(you tried
i died
why should i
see whats in light) x2

no i dont want to think
but everyday i do
you crubmled in my life
to be seen by someone new
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand
oh where do i stand
when theres no demand

i spent way to long
trempling in thoughts
could life be different now
so real i should've drowned
but im back on the forecast
weathers dying but you knew that
decade gone what a news flash
gonna be shit fuck you from the past
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

crumbled

prod by me

- lyrics -
lay in my arms
cry your heart
i said you would love me
i thought i desired
so let me breathe
ctrl, alt, delete
i said, you said, i said
i said, i said, you said
it hurts
to know i did wrong
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

breathe

prod by me

- lyrics -
am i one to be who i am when i stand in place
i can count the times that I've failed to make a friend
i can feel the world wrap around my head
ponder thoughts to i wanna shred myself
shred myself

sent a couple texts and i started overthink em
unsent what i said, I'm so scared to be an anker
im sure what i said, would only make em sadder
i should be alone, just know it cause i felt it

i spent lost, at own cost
am i still in need
lost love talks, not enough
to be one who feels free
to cry lot, there's no stop
a substance lies in drugs
what i wear, has my tear
in instability
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

instability

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

prod by me :>

lyrics:

"sorry I haven't talked to you in a while.."
"I mean its only been a- [???]"
"..which I guess in the grand scheme of things isn't that long"
"isn't our life like a blip in the cosmic calendar or something.."

talk to me, i love your voice and it's features. 
love on me, give me everything you offer

down again, not near the top, again
i'm lookin down, again, not one to talk, again
i'm feeling lone, again, no one around, again
i'm killing time, again, still stuck on you, again

and i been..

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

"makes me hate myself that I've already gotten used to the idea of her not being here"

"in a year, I'll maybe think about her every once in a while. and then she'll become an anecdote"

“a thing to say..”

"..I knew a girl that died"


"with the added bonus.. of- ..she died because of me."


"maybe I should hate myself"

---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ----
---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ----

sorry for being dead lately. 
life isn't good as of now. 

...

tomorrow is another day.

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again

new moon

need u in my life

just tell me what it is

prod. sudbath

i'm just as nervous as you
tell me what you're thinkin bout
you don't deserve this, i do
i'm in my head i'm freakin out

you're so surprised
but you won't ever fight back, you not really like that
i think your soul despises me
but if i

spend my time by ur side
borders break, we collide
you could run, i can't hide
spend the night terrified
i'll let you in
just tell me what it is
you got me fucked up, it's true
i'll make a mess out of you

i'm just as worthless as you
not to be mean, it's just true

stop actin so surprised
cus u won't even text back, finna get my ex back
i think your soul despises me
but if i

spend my time by ur side
borders break, we collide
you could run, i can't hide
spend the night terrified
i'll let you in
just tell me what it is
you got me fucked up, it's true
i'll make a mess out of you

collide

Wins ft. saturn (prod. miami & Djmegan23)

dumb ft. lucy bedroque (sochi north)

watch the music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F3SYdW0iuI

"Baile Anthem" out everywhere: https://ffm.to/fordisbaileanthem

production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

-

long live soundcloud x

Baile Anthem

For a Min ft Lucy Bedroque prod Misogi Ginseng

last night
i was feeling down
had my homies say they 
love me in surround sound
it was in one ear
out the other
think i made it very clear
i won't bother

if i stick by
i mean if i
i can't lie
you see through it like satellites
though i try
i can't bear see face
can't bear see me
so i'd rather sit inside
if all i am is what i've been
i'd rather not try
just to let you down
down down down down down down

i can tell you're getting tired of me
i think you can see inside of me now
i wish i could see inside of you
i wish you could see this side of me back then
tell me is the time up
call it perfect timing x2

yeah
i don't wanna see another face out here
baby i'm free
and i'm all that you need
under the satellite
i see clear as day
why should i have to try
when i'm as good as dead


SATELLITE

Anyone Else But You by The Moldy Peaches (cover by bloodgirl and zombieboy)

@poorconnection
prod heavn


  Heavn

I’ll be moving fast I’ve been moving really HD 
I’ve been really curious like what you’re doing lately 
I’ve been into deep I just need someone to save me 
I’ve been doing good off this bag that I’m chasing 


I don’t even know how this bitch Thought she could Kick it 
I think that I’m high of the shits fucking kicking 
Big bitch Trippin songs I’m whipping 
we got a problem and I’m never going to fix it 


she want me now and I said hold up hold up 
y-yo bitch wanna come call my phone like too much too much 
bad bitch ratchet always cappin 
never had my back with this song is really slapping

I’ll be moving fast I’ve been moving really HD 
I’ve been really curious like what you’re doing lately 
I’ve been into deep I just need someone to save me 
I’ve been doing good off this bag that I’m chasing 



   POORCONNECTION

I can feel it in my guts you a dub
Think you chilling but you doing too much
Made some cash imma go and fuck it up
Tell me again why you wanna fuck with us
I’m really out of love

I don’t care if you say you are on the way
I make you wait I’ll take my time I don’t care if I’m late
You think you safe but i don’t have the time to hit the brakes
I’m feeling great cuz I don’t give a fuck bout what you say

yeah I’m driving in a Honda not a beam
The thing is I can beat your mans with ease no match for me
I ain’t sharing shit with you I’m taking all the fucking
green
Walking out of Neuman’s got me looking extra clean

Are my eyes bloodshot that look on your face
Tells me I’m doing the worst for you babe
Get your ass gone out my mind get erased
This shit hitting different I swear that shit laced

Stream

high definition +bodygaard

takemeback

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track