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me and @lovefear1 jamming today with 2 drum mics and a 4track

demo with theo

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

an ode to once remembered individuals, gems that cant be recovered #Dreamer

Thank you kara, thank you kmoe for the acapella at the end


I know I made you wait
I know I made you stay again
you said it's getting late
who said you couldn't make a friend?
got nothing left to spend
god knows ill be condemned 
I finally found my place and its nowhere near you
I sit and laugh cuz you think that I would fear  you 
but now you're in the sky
there's nothing left to hide 
no longer a disguise..

https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose

I need a savior
I wish u could hear me cry
product of danger
I can't keep hanging
u leave me out to dry
can't keep on cus
I'm just done now
I just miss u
I don't know how
wanna tell u
rather fall off 
can I test u
would u hold on
holding back holding on
holding on keep it strong
holding on holding back
I don't know bout that

come down from above + dolly

Produced by kurtains
Art by me

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

and when we talk it dont last 
we used to skip out on class
and then we sat by the grass but you forgot

you took to many years 
you say that im the one to blame and its my fault

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

roads

roads (kurtains)

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

i see that you call 
then i throw out the phone 
dont matter at all
got a burner to go
you made a mess 
then you go complain 
its the same as the rest 
think im gooing insane
go feed a friend
dont pick up at all
my heads in the den 
come back in the fall

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

flysolo

you call my name
its a shame, its a shame
lips stained with mistakes
no way, no way
call me on the wake
and I swear ill play, ill play
lets take a break (one day)
that's what you say
but just stay
hello hello
whats wrong whats wrong
you don't know at all
you run and hid
you watch and you cry
about it all night
you call my name its a shame, its a shame
lips stained with mistakes
no way, no way

Suburbia

sTREAM

nevermore

Smashingpumpkins (Prod. bloody shield)

close me up
oh you veronica i love 
keep me close 
until you overgrow 
i overdose 
on the smell of all your clothes
you quick-escape into the burning sun
you lose your head when you deside to much
i wouldnt rather be with anyone 
why cant it only be the both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up
lets stay making angels in the snow
you stay in the middle where it grows
you want everything i ever known
you dont really even know
swirling round the purple angel dust
then we wait until the sun could gleam enough
you really wanted me to just shut up 
you know the pain inside you lives in both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up

veronica's shield

want to keep you close 
where the wind might blow 
been waiting for snow
the clock is moving so slow

find yourself ahead 
before you end up dead
its like your mother said 
they hid under the bed

you cant chase these memories down
find someplace that's out of town 
dont you think on coming down
dont come back you might just drown

one day you were out and gone
hope youre not lost youre taking long
i just hope youre holding on
dont let trouble tag along

you thought that you were innocent 
blinded by your ignorance 
blame it on the half of us
i don't need deliverance

nitelight

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iG8_c1FVadY

ft. @gl0wrm

lyrics:
i meant to hurt you love 

if not for all my skin 
me and my gun are twins 
if not for my devotion
we'd both be just the same 
if not for all these years 
id live a life off x 
i meant to hurt you love 
i meant to hurt you love

(gl0wrm)
here’s something u can’t see
i see beauty in the things I hate
razor sharp white teeth
i drink ur blood it’s sweet
Yea I’m smoking ice and weed
can’t feel or fucking breath
no I don’t sleep at night
no I don’t go outside
you are not like me
bitch I can’t fucking breath
something u can’t see

meant to hurt w/gl0wrm (video in desc)

Someone Like You ft Kurtains

i know its hard i know it is
i played my part i lost my grip
until next year im off that shit
want something new im bored of this
and if u find the answer to my question
then let me know im tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me im a waste and everyone tells me the same
yea maybe theres a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i dont know
im fighting for u back dont think about me

now this is a story i dont wanna tell
its like the end of a movie i havent seen before
ive always lived for attention why cant u see that
im on my knees begging for more

war within

LSD and the Search for God self-titled EP. 
Mind Expansion Records. CD out of print. 
Deep Space Recordings. Vinyl re-issue.
© 2006 LSD and the Search for God

starting over

Silverstein - Call It Karma (Kurtains Remix) *Blood Exclusive*

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

prod @prodelxnce  @kuraiiii
feat @trevmas 

rhymes:

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics
cut u out the pictures, lil baby
know i had to
punchin the wall because im pissed
i coulda had u
lost it all because i hate
when u got attitude
dropped the ball because
u didnt say i had to

ya i know u and u know me
ya evil hates u cuz u a phony
they like "kkypr can i kick it wit yo homies"
im like "nah we a tight circle makin money" 
ou ou ou gotta watch my back
check both sides to make sure they do not attack
wit my bros you know that we could never lack
oh shit gotta reload, gonna b right back

i got these diamonds on my choker
place my bets, like im playing fucking poker
i swear i never sleep
ya thats the end of me
eyeing u from down the hall cuz u a enemy

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics

[trev]

I gotta listen to my own advice
I told myself this wasn’t good for me a hundred times 
I bet the money line
Love rolling the dice
You brought me to life 
I’m paying the price 
But that’s some shit that I just gotta do
I lost all control
That’s some shit the bottle do
I ride with the pole 
That’s some shit I gotta do
That bitch took my soul
Right out of the blue

Put the past in the past
Blow the gas let it pass
And I’m down on my ass
Shawty I need you bad
Shawty you need a bag cause this money coming in fast
He talking we blick his ass
Too much blood for a rag

Tbt she throw it back like Thursday
She here on my worst days
Won my heart I gave her first place
We playing wordscape
Said she love my wordplay
Bodies hit the ground
Earthquake
Blow his candles out
Birthday

Devilish dude
Bitch I’m one hell of a guy
We bulletproof the whole outside of the ride
Plenty of drugs take them one at a time
I don’t like you no text back
Sorry bae that’s that

And that’s that, baby yea that’s facts
I don’t even want my shit back
Why can’t you face facts
Year and a half wish I could just fucking erase that

if ur reading this comment fart <3

aerobics w/ trev mas

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