its been a year and been listening to it at least one time every day, very good song i enjoyed

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

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pessimist original pitch

Produced by kurtains
Art by me

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

and when we talk it dont last 
we used to skip out on class
and then we sat by the grass but you forgot

you took to many years 
you say that im the one to blame and its my fault

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

roads

roads (kurtains)

prod mimideath and fleafriends

@mimideathh
@1flea

nintendo ❀˖° mimideath + fleafriends

[Note to self: don't believe the ones you trust the most]
produced by @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here
like oh, can you tell me? tell me what you wanna know
like i don’t wanna be the one to tell you how it goes
like it is so divine
i can leave it up to try at night
there’s only so many rainstorms that i can think
now that i think of it, you might be all of it
it’s a tragedy, i know, i wrote it bitch
you can’t stop me from doing any of this
why why you leave me to do most without a lie
nothing changed except the reason i’m alive
don’t want nothing to do with you, yeah i’m fine
yeah i’m fine, yeah i’m fine now
laying in the grass, hold on not so fast
i don’t wanna know where it began
how my brothers ran in your arms
talk to me again, i want answers man
i’ve been begging for a couple weeks
i guess i’ll check again
does it hurt that much to ask?
will it hurt that way again?
cause i wanna know if i-
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here

this year is for escape (ryo)

brand new (prod. joshwa)

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

i see that you call 
then i throw out the phone 
dont matter at all
got a burner to go
you made a mess 
then you go complain 
its the same as the rest 
think im gooing insane
go feed a friend
dont pick up at all
my heads in the den 
come back in the fall

fast life back light 
wanna have a good time
move,switch,mix it in
maybe we can play pretend
she said eye, eye
for all eye care 
you could take me anywhere 
you could take me there i swear
really you should make it fair

ghost in the shell 
talking to the wall
look at the hedge 
head all on the floor

flysolo

Article: https://lyricallemonade.com/p/ending-song-heavn

You can call me back
Unless you say my name
Ill let you call my name
And things they stay the same
And then they never change
And baby don't complain
Just wait youll see my face
And then youll see my face
I'll let you call my name
Don't you scream
And baby its okay
But if you get too scared
Then you can call my name 
Then you can call my name
Then you can call my name
And when I see you 
I'll sit right with you
And when I see you
I'll sit right with you
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone

ending song

instruments and mixing by me
sorry for the lack of vocals, jus felt like producing

this shouldn't feel nice at all
i tear my skin
we watched you fall
and i let you in
don't leave me again
abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, i love

can you feel

drain me out
out
out

i feel abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, and your look

i want you

Abandoned

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

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the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

roads (kurtains)

heavn

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