Tears From The Past

(Ft. Heavensgate) DEMONSHAWTYLOVEAGHOSTBOY

(Prod. Greaf)

Lyrics - 
All of these months back and forth with you
All of this time that I waited for you
You will never know a thing that I do
Oh no you don't know the pain that I do

The words that you said
turned to a blade in my neck 
And that blade in my neck
Made it so you won't forget

There won't be a good ending 
To the story I'm telling
The message I'm sending 
you won't know when I end it

talking about my life 
do you know that I die every night
Die every night
I'm alone every night

Eating my insides
Im afraid that I might die
what did I do to deserve this
Fucking curse of a shit life

I know you're the one
But I don't think I'm the one
I'm not what you want
So I'm loading my gun

Playing roulette I got 5 in the chamber
I will never forget 
the hell that I came from

Just a kid who lost it all
zero calls
Just a kid about to fall
I'll burn it all
Just a kid Hung in the hall
I'm built to fall
Just that kid who lost it all
I lost it all

Just a kid who lost it all
zero calls
Just a kid about to fall
I'll burn it all
Just a kid Hung in the hall
I'm built to fall
Just that kid who lost it all
I lost it all

Lower The Curtains

(Prod. Mayday)

Lyrics - 

Wake up 
with my head split
love how I made em all think I'm defenseless 
Now they question 
How I did it
How I Built a life up out of dead shit
Don't question
You wasn't there for it
This is how it is
Motherfuck a how it coulda been
Motherfuck a friend
Motherfuck a death
This is my story so Ill choose how it fucking ends
I don't fucking care
about the fucking pain
I don't follow fate 
no pulse in my fucking veins 
When I'm coming down 
shouting mayday
Yo shout out mayday
I'm gonna share the pay day
Yo

I Sold My Soul For A Chance I Didn't Even Take (Prod. Mayday)

(Prod. Drxwn)

Lyrics -

My phone on 2 percent 
My razor is dripping wet
say your name with my last breath
I'm dead I will never text back 

If I vanish will you manage 
To cope all alone 
Im that ghost inside your home 
Make you wish I was never gone

Break you down 
Cut you off 
Never move on I'm your worst loss
I'm the one
Your true love 
You fucked up look what youve done

You know I'm fiending 
For that needle 
Dopamine Dreaming 
That's my peace hoe 
Sippin 3 zeros 
Bitch I need those
When I od
Lay me in them sheets hoe

and It's been so long 
can't believe you moved on
can't believe that I'm gone
in this grave that you dug 

we were falling down together
I love you and that's forever
I know I'll never matter
I know I will never have her

I blame you 
Everything you do 
Everything you've done
I need some help
I've got no one

Please don't leave 
Don't walk out that door
I'm so tired 
I can't do it no more 

I Dont Think Things Will Ever Change

(Prod ixxortal)

Lyrics -

Dropping the blade and I enter abyss
The blood rains down my face
I might get found in a ditch 
 At the end of my limits I'm too done with this shit
Malibu is my chariot I'ma swerve off a cliff

Creeping out the mist and I'm something so toxic
I'll kill your hopes and dreams 
Deadeyes like a tonic
Pills inside of my stomach
I climb up just to plummet
only dream inside my mind i must revert back to nothing

I'm heaven sent 
But years of pain must've clipped my wings
Place your bets
Lil angel but I've gone insane
Represent
Hellbent
Always twisting fate
Fuck a death
Manifest out this hell I made
I'll burn the churches 
I'll kill the masses
Casket pimpin
Always slipping 
I'll turn to ashes
Living lonely 
I fucking hate it
spit this shit
I fucking made it



A Corpse On The Coast

(Prod. Thersx)

Lyrics - 

I wish you never met me
I'm not good for you
You should forget me
Please just listen
Let me try to speak
I don't wanna drag you down
Run away from me

And no I don't relate to any of these fucking pussies
Fake their fucking tears trust me you ain't from the scene
Ima die alone it ain't what I want it's just what has to be
It's what has to be
Trust me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Come back everytime
Even death don't want me

No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
You could really save me with a call
One call that's all
No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
Youre the only light that I ever saw
That I saw
Ever saw (Huh)

I'm so far gone
It's impossible to help me
Ain't no fucking cons for the what the devil wants to sell me
Depression turned to income
Mental patient bitch I'm wealthy
The feelings isn't mutual
That's what you wanna tell me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Coming back everytime
Even death don't want me

You'd Be Better Off Without Me

I recorded this 11 weeks ago
Oh and i made the beat
Lyrics-

Im god you fucking hate me
Your god, he fucking made me
And now im fucking tainted
But still you cant replace me, no

Aiming for the stars
I shot up inside my arms
Im clotting up from the tar
Im blocking out all my heart, yeah

Screaming for a way out
That bastard that fucking hates now
All the filth that left my life, crawling back
You can fucking stay out yeah

No one ever loved me
You flodging, you best stay lucky
Im glowing but still im scummy
Thirty slugs to make you uglier

Drilling out the taxi
Faded in the back seat
Black ski mask if you really wanna tax me
Killing off my liver cuz im smoking on waxy 
Youre a fucking pussy you will never come cap me

Never gonna slash me
Never gonna pass me
I dont ever slip so youre never gonna catch me
Talk about my life you dont really wanna ask me
Get it out the mud so ill always be trashy

Spit my fucking lines
Dip and ducking from them lines
When i die i rewind 
Ima make it all mine

You were found in a river bed
Hollow bullets in your head
Wonder why youre fucking dead
Prolly all that shit you said

Angelas Hell

(Prod. Thersx)

I pray no one can relate to the shit i say.

Lyrics-
I don't wanna live no more
I can't go no more
I can't go no more 
I can't go no more 

And you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 
you're in my head you know 
in my head you know

I don't wanna live no more 
I can't live no more 
I can't live no more 
I can't live no more 

Yeah you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 
yeah you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 

Waking Up 
Passing out 
Faded but I'm coming down 
Wake me up 
Don't cash me out 
Save me bitch I'm crashing now 
Opium inside my apartment 
No Rx get it off of the darknet 
Pgp to pcp 
Fade away you can't see me 
WV no mp3 
BTC to LSD 
Old TV to full hd 
No money just ketamine 
Blood just gushing
Onto the carpet 
Overdose while I'm watching the sunset 
Don't mourn me its the life that I wanted 
Go and think back to the things that I once said

You'll Never Be Deader Than Me

(Prod. Silent Kiddd)
 
Lyrics - 

Im bleeding out
Fuck im freaking out
Never wanted to die
But now im blacking out

I heard a buzz 
And i checked my phone
I read the text
I know i shouldve know

She says that i love you
I cant wait to see you
Im glad that i met you
You know that i need how

How has your day been
Tell me what you been up to
How are you feeling
Do you think we can call soon?

Light headed
I dont think i can text back
No heaven
This might be my last track
Breathing slowly
Im starting to see black
Damn
I dont think ima come back

Something About Suicide

(Prod. shizukasuka)

Lyrics-

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could leave whenever

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together

Call me when you need me
Dont go when youre feeling low
Froze feeling cold
Hold close til its curtains closed

Got me on lock 
Popping hot til its three o clock
Just a dirty junkie dropping slop
Give me what i want.

Acid on my tongue
No fun
When im feeling numb
And i spun my gun
Brains are done
Man im feeling dumb

They wont love me while im here
Theyll just love me when im gone
My lifes a fucking game
And im just a fucking pawn

Dreaming My Life Away

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Heavensgate - 

No more thoughts in my head
It's my blood that i bled
Little bitch take a guess
Yeah I did what I said
I been hanging for 3 days
Rainy day for the ceiling
8 days just to find me
Half decayed so I'm leaking

Take my belongings
Toss that shit in the river
I mean nothing to you
You left me to whither
Heavensgate ain't a killer
Just a yung coffin feeler
Take my life by tonight
Goodbye kiss when I whisper

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Lucidforher -

And as the end starts to come
I run so gracefully from everyone
So baby hand me your gun
Cause death seems so worth it
I'm not that important to anyone

Creeping off the edge
Hopefully I'll stay alive
Talking to the dead
Baby I was crucifed
Hopefully I'll understand why everyone made him decide
Hopefully they'll understand why he committed suicide

Bloody Palace (Feat. Lucidforher)

[Prod.Heavensgate]
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Lyrics (heavensgate)-Lights out 
Night style
Baby I got ice now
Iced out 
Night style 
Baby I'ma bite now
Wait now 
Wait now
I don't wanna fight now 
Wonder if I'll kill you
You don't wanna find out

Oh no 
Oh no
I ain't gonna let you go
Oh no
Oh no
I ain't gonna let you float
Oh yeah
Oh yeah
Stones and a fucking rope
Oh Yeah
Oh yeah
Tied around your fucking throat

I got cash cash cash and more
I got bars bars bars in gold
I got cash cash cash and more
I got bars bars bars in gold

Lyrics (Yxngdrool)-2 pills in my system I ain't listening
Fixating on killing myself today 
But the voices in my head wanna party 
Ruffeed myself with a Molly 

All these bitches flowing like me Sam I am 
Me and heavensgate killing everybody cause we can 
I'm a itachi wit a glick 
Gadgets all up on my hip like I'm rick 
Now I gotta bitch on my dick like an anime chick 

2 horns on my head like a Demon 
Yeah I be dreaming for a better life 
But really I just need a knife 
Slice up ur bitch I don't really give shit 
I'm an enemy to society 
High variety 
Hate humanity 
Burn them down to ash 
Smoke my stash then laugh 
All these mfs think they got class 
But they trash 
Woah woah woah 
I be on my shit yeah on my flow 



Money Vomit HeavensgatexYxngdrool

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Ronnie Mcnutt phone noises in da beginning rip homie

Heavensgate -

I'm leaking like a faucet
Got some bodies in the closet
Just a stupid little bitch
Don't even get me started

That ain't gold up on my wrists
That's just the pus leaking out my slits
Twisted rotten little words
Always slipping out my lips 

Always making my wrists cry
Popping pills til my brain die
Geeked up bumping polo right
Doing bumps of that snow white
Of that snow white

Spill my brains with a rusted nine
Let you see the thoughts inside my mind
From the hell that is my life
To this fucked up world of mine.

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Lucidforher - 

I'll try to make believe so i don't have to question you
I'm at the willow tree
Feeling more empty than i do
The devil wont even help me
Im stuck in purgatory 
Aware of everyones lies
And all their little stories
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)

Lakeview Hotel (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 

I tried to tell him
You gotta let it go
Now hes 3 double o
Feet below

When the moon is full
You can find me cold
Laying on the floor 
With a slit throat

Ima crash and burn
I wont make it out
Watched my tears fell
This is my hell

Im a lost cause
Got a few scars
Leaking out my arms
Ive gone too far

And i hope you know
That i dont got a soul
And im all alone
Ima die
Ima die
On my own
On my own

And when i pass away never say 
That you wish you could've knew me
No one else up in this game is doing
What the fuck im doing.
Ima get a lil buzz when i blow my fucking head off
Saw it off
I could never give a fuck

My Brains Dripping Down The Wall, It's Such A Pretty Picture

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Your tear drops dripping on my black air forces
Put that knife against my wrist my wish is that I force it 
As my blood starts to drip
I wish, i was important
I feel so fucking worthless 
Getting faded off imported 

Drugs,
ease my temptation 
Stay thinking about erasing 
my brains 
inside a basement
Fuck anything that you saying (bitch save it)

Yung lil loaded
My nina, wanna watch me load it
Put my finger on the trigger, I laugh before i blow it (boom)

Codeine dreaming 
these diamonds they got me fiending
Pretty bitches my dms
I'm sorry but I don't need em (nahh)

Drugs are my reason 
For keeping me off the ceiling
Empty heart I got fucked up feelings
To kill myself is my only treatment  (yeah)

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, wait first I'ma run it back

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, let's love when the room is black 

A Corpse On The Coast

✩Heavensgate✩

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