prod. zerofault

taking sips up out the shot glass
too scared to go full throttle
ain't no junkie, this ain't jackass
I fear I might crash and burn
I've been burnt out
spreading ashes from the urn
I feel my patience wearing thin
cuz that ignant shit for the birds

I'm sick of people
take that mask off
still tryna make a scene
I got some wounds that need to heal,
but you wouldn't care if I bleed
I wanna up and disappear,
there's a lot more shit that I need
I feel obsessed, obsessed with all of the lies
that you try to feed (x2)

this ashwagandha ain't been helpin'
it just only grew resentment
misanthropy and cynicism's
all so very tempting
wanna lay out on the tracks
and make it rain, no recollecting
vision fades as I descend
at this point, I just accept it

I wanna restart
new friends, new body, new life
I'm sick and tired
wanna carve my brain out with a knife
or slam my head the wall
cuz I can't go to sl eep
the voices getting way too loud
and I'm sinking too deep

I SAVED A BULLET FOR MYSELF [PROD. ZEROFAULT]

autistic violent black furfag

in affiliation with 
@luminabloodshed
@weareniagara
@paranormalparty
@aurorasept
@cringelifestyle

i'm aster. i'm a black american experimental electronic producer of...sorts.

this is my audio diary / aural component to the "astroblur" project, established 2012.

when you're a gxd u can do whatever u want #rk4l

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I SAVED A BULLET FOR MYSELF [PROD. ZEROFAULT]

HELLABLURRY