Spiral (Prod. ERLAX)

Fantasy

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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
Hate that I feel this
Trembling for no reason
Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it
Sanity's what I'm seeking
Too bad I'll never keep it
Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons

Fight my throat from closing up on me
Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe
Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny
Contemplate if it's worth living in misery

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

Jaw clenched while I sleep
Dreamt I lost all of my teeth
Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat
Guess it's just part of me
Not to discern reality
Let my fixations take over and get the best of me

Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind
Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line
All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time
What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

In My Head

in my head

A Million Days

Psycho Stasis

Tsunami J. & Antent - Where Are You?

Shattered Frame

IDLEGLANCE x Chief Kelly x RiverKinn x Kasper Fell

Chief Kelly: @chiefkelly
RiverKinn: @riverkinn
Kasper Fell: @kasperfell

(Prod. grayskies)

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/KfSjfxiSl-Q

Lyrics:

THEY'LL NEVER KNOW
HOW VERY DARK
AND VERY COLD
MY HEART IS

YEAH NOW
SHAWTY COME BACK
CAN'T DEAL WITH MYSELF
YEAH LOSING MY GRIP
BEEN LOST WITH NO HELP
DYING EVERY SECOND THAT WE WANNA WASTE
YEAH SINKING MY TEETH INTO YOU FOR THE TASTE
I'M TANGLED IN THE VINES OF MY
GREATEST REGRET
THESE THORNS START BLEEDING
AS THEY'RE RIPPING MY
HEART FROM MY CHEST

YOU WANNA NUMB THE PAIN
AND TAKE AWAY THE SHAME
YOU GOT ME TRAPPED
AND LONELY ON THIS ISLAND
AND I DON’T FEEL THE SAME
YOU MAKE ME RE-ARRANGE
THESE THOUGHTS INSIDE MY BRAIN
CAN HEAR THEM STALLING

YOU'RE NOT
EVERYTHING I’VE ALWAYS WANTED
BUT I CAN’T STOP
DREAMING OF YOU GIRL
I SAIL AWAY CAUSE I’M A LOST SOUL
I’M DROWNING FAST, CAN’T HEAR YOU CALLING
I START TO PRAY CAUSE I FEEL SO LOW
THESE OCEAN WAVES THEY CRASH
AND THEN I FALL IN

FALLING
FALLING
FALLING
FALLING
FALLING
FALLING
FALLING

MY HEART ON THE FLOOR
MY HEAD IN MY HANDS
I’VE BEEN HERE BEFORE
BUT STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND

I SHOULD’VE SEEN IT COMING
I CAN’T FEEL NOTHING
NOTHING EXCEPT THAT I GOT NOTHING LEFT
OH, WHAT AM I BECOMING?
KEEP RUNNING
RUNNING UNTIL I’M RUNNING OUT OF BREATH

YOU WANNA NUMB THE PAIN
AND TAKE AWAY THE SHAME
YOU GOT ME TRAPPED
AND LONELY ON THIS ISLAND
AND I DON’T FEEL THE SAME
YOU MAKE ME RE-ARRANGE
THESE THOUGHTS INSIDE MY BRAIN
CAN HEAR THEM STALLING

YOU'RE NOT
EVERYTHING I’VE ALWAYS WANTED
BUT I CAN’T STOP
DREAMING OF YOU GIRL
I SAIL AWAY CAUSE I’M A LOST SOUL
I’M DROWNING FAST, CAN’T HEAR YOU CALLING
I START TO PRAY CAUSE I FEEL SO LOW
THESE OCEAN WAVES THEY CRASH
AND THEN I FALL IN

BUT I DON’T CARE NO
I DON’T CARE NO MORE
I DON’T CARE
AND I DON’T CARE NO
I DON’T CARE NO MORE

YOU'RE NOT
EVERYTHING I’VE ALWAYS WANTED
BUT I CAN’T STOP
DREAMING OF YOU GIRL

Shattered Frame

Hellhills