originals archive

Loneliness feels like the silence when you 

leave the party a little bit too soon

after a drink or two

and youre stumbling home 

and the black hole consumes you

I lost my cool

Now everybody’s dancing 

and im standing here like a fool

one day i’ll find the one

who sees the world and loves it like I do

one day i’ll find the one

who thinks all my cuts and bruises are cool

(he’ll think im cool)

we would dance all night long

under the neon lights

even though i haven’t got the moves

sharing inside jokes just between us two 

we can swap our lungs or shoes

i dont care

as long as im with you

for now I’ll sing the blues, me and my funny tunes

funny tunes (stripped) - bedroom live series

u said u like the taste
of chocolate cake
and the way i say your name
I used to love to feel
u on my skin
with the lips you kissed her with
when im not around to see

if you were true
why do i catch you 
catching glances
 of her down the street

if you were true 
why do they all tell me 
that im a fucking fool
fool,
fool for you

we used to make a wish 
upon shooting stars
in the middle of the night
whisper your secrets
 and ill tell you mine
our heartbeats synchronized
guess it was all just a lie

if you were true 
why do i catch you 
catching glances 
of her down the street

if you were true 
why do they all tell me that 
im a fucking fool
fool,
fool for you

didn’t notice 
when you walked out the door
left me lying 
on the goddamn floor
what happened to our plans
of flying to the moon
what did i do 
baby, what did i do
was my love too strong
that you had to 
give it all away
to somebody else 
other than me
it’s a mystery
how you could forget
so easily 

if you were true 
why do i catch you 
catching glances of her down the street
if you were true 
why do they all tell me that
im a fucking fool,
fool for you,
fool for you.

chocolate cake (stripped) - bedroom live series

blocking out time, 
waiting for invites 
that will never arrive

replaying conversations, 
as if i could 
ever change your mind
change your mind 

i can’t outrun your gun 
even if i tried
cause i am bulletproof
except when it comes to you 
youre my trigger

you might as well just cut me open
and eat both of my tired eyes

maybe this could be 
the game changer for you and me 
X3

but i doubt so
you dont even know
my name 
and theres no such thing
 as summer snow

the day you came along,
was the day that
i came undone (lost my mind)

drawing out lines,
crossing them out,
like a game of 
tic tac toe
i dont even mind

Theres no such thing as summer snow
It dont matter if i come or go
No matter what i do or say
You just pull me under like a tidal wave

Whats the point of playing games
When theres no prize to be won 
And no history to be made

Tu me parles avec des mots, 
moi je te regarde avec des sentiments
but it dont matter 
you dont even know
my name 
and theres no 
such thing as summer snow

summer snow (stripped) - bedroom live series

wrote this while inebriated. 

(incomplete)

we showed up in the same colours

he didnt ask if i got home alright

all the things that didnt happen plays in my head

i cant even stand to look him in the face

on the car ride home

he’s staring at his phone

talking to some girl who’s just much hotter than me, 

he says my inferiority complex is showing

oh i cant deny it

I feel like dying

its excruciating

i think im going to have to kill him

i watch him walk into his home

his shadow disappearing

na na na song (stripped) - bedroom live series

chocolate cake (spotify version)

slow dancing, 
to my lonesome tune
im dreaming,
you’re too good to be true

(darlene, baby, you’re too good to be true)

i keep falling for u,
then falling back to earth,
but still you stick right through,
like the gum on my shoe

i know that you won’t stay,
darlene you never do
i’ll still wait here for you,
i know you’ll come back through

(im in love with you)

(this song is about depression lol)

darlene, im in love with u - demo

indie / singer-songwriter
based in singapore 📍
drafts archive

darlene, im in love with u - demo

soleil