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acoustic bedroom recordings

Loneliness feels like the silence when you 

leave the party a little bit too soon

after a drink or two

and youre stumbling home 

and the black hole consumes you

I lost my cool

Now everybody’s dancing 

and im standing here like a fool

one day i’ll find the one

who sees the world and loves it like I do

one day i’ll find the one

who thinks all my cuts and bruises are cool

(he’ll think im cool)

we would dance all night long

under the neon lights

even though i haven’t got the moves

sharing inside jokes just between us two 

we can swap our lungs or shoes

i dont care

as long as im with you

for now I’ll sing the blues, me and my funny tunes

funny tunes (stripped) - bedroom live series

u said u like the taste
of chocolate cake
and the way i say your name
I used to love to feel
u on my skin
with the lips you kissed her with
when im not around to see

if you were true
why do i catch you 
catching glances
 of her down the street

if you were true 
why do they all tell me 
that im a fucking fool
fool,
fool for you

we used to make a wish 
upon shooting stars
in the middle of the night
whisper your secrets
 and ill tell you mine
our heartbeats synchronized
guess it was all just a lie

if you were true 
why do i catch you 
catching glances 
of her down the street

if you were true 
why do they all tell me that 
im a fucking fool
fool,
fool for you

didn’t notice 
when you walked out the door
left me lying 
on the goddamn floor
what happened to our plans
of flying to the moon
what did i do 
baby, what did i do
was my love too strong
that you had to 
give it all away
to somebody else 
other than me
it’s a mystery
how you could forget
so easily 

if you were true 
why do i catch you 
catching glances of her down the street
if you were true 
why do they all tell me that
im a fucking fool,
fool for you,
fool for you.

chocolate cake (stripped) - bedroom live series

blocking out time, 
waiting for invites 
that will never arrive

replaying conversations, 
as if i could 
ever change your mind
change your mind 

i can’t outrun your gun 
even if i tried
cause i am bulletproof
except when it comes to you 
youre my trigger

you might as well just cut me open
and eat both of my tired eyes

maybe this could be 
the game changer for you and me 
X3

but i doubt so
you dont even know
my name 
and theres no such thing
 as summer snow

the day you came along,
was the day that
i came undone (lost my mind)

drawing out lines,
crossing them out,
like a game of 
tic tac toe
i dont even mind

Theres no such thing as summer snow
It dont matter if i come or go
No matter what i do or say
You just pull me under like a tidal wave

Whats the point of playing games
When theres no prize to be won 
And no history to be made

Tu me parles avec des mots, 
moi je te regarde avec des sentiments
but it dont matter 
you dont even know
my name 
and theres no 
such thing as summer snow

summer snow (stripped) - bedroom live series

wrote this while inebriated. 

(incomplete)

we showed up in the same colours

he didnt ask if i got home alright

all the things that didnt happen plays in my head

i cant even stand to look him in the face

on the car ride home

he’s staring at his phone

talking to some girl who’s just much hotter than me, 

he says my inferiority complex is showing

oh i cant deny it

I feel like dying

its excruciating

i think im going to have to kill him

i watch him walk into his home

his shadow disappearing

na na na song (stripped) - bedroom live series

chocolate cake (spotify version)

fuck, i cant deny it (nanana song) - acoustic

i had that dream
on new years day
the one where all my teeth 
fall out (of my face)
im honest in my waking haze
haunted houses in my head
that was eons away

you said lets put us the both 
out of misery today 
you said lets put the both of us 
out of misery today
we danced by the lake 
as the stars fell on your face 
but that was eons away 

a little ghost 
lives in the back of my mind
she gets a little louder
every single time
she haunts me when i go to bed
i can’t remember what she said

if i build a boat with my broken parts,
will i sink or will i stay?
if i threw a penny into your grave, 
would you let me in your head? 
is it true that it is peaceful, 
in the eye of a hurricane?
if i let you consume my brain,
will you be my saving grace? 

you said lets put us the both of us
out of misery today
you said lets put the both of us 
out of misery today
we danced in my head 
as the tears streamed down your face
but that was eons away

eons away - acoustic (just me)

lyrics:

everybodys in love with Emma
She smiles, and the whole world crashes down

no one gets you like she did
you only miss her 
cause you lost her
to your pride

If you loved her,
You shouldn’t have made her cry
If you loved her,
You really should have thought twice

Now Emma, she only exists in your mind
But if she were alive
She’ll tell you 
You’ve done your time
Holding me hostage 
Is still crime 

the day you left her bruised and scarred
she checked out, went to a downtown bar
waiter fix me a g&t, though she never really liked to drink (you know it)
three drinks in, shes confessing her sins, shes out there causing a scene,
I know you would have called embarassing
But either way, she screams

i loved him though hes so blue
i loved him till my body bruised
i loved him because hes blue
i loved him till i turned blue 

some days my mind is a fertile ground
some days my mind is shrouded in thunder clouds
when i think of you
oh yes i do

Now Emma, she only exists in your mind
But if she were alive
She’ll tell you 
You’ve done your time
Holding me hostage 
Is still crime

Emma (old song by me)

indie / singer-songwriter
based in singapore 📍
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Emma (old song by me)

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