OOH that is not where i thought it was going but this is so great

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

GOOP HOUSE VOLUME SIX

Shwirl, FAIRIES DON'T EXIST, Aego, Blaedsounds, Echoed., -Alow - GOOP 2 ME NICE

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

what's the matter with you? - DJ Speedy Pete Remix

jaded - 2th one

AVAILABLE ON BANDCAMP w/ PURCHASE OF PEPPER

I BET YOU'RE CRYING IN BED
HA, I COULD BE SO OPTIMISTIC
YOU SEE ME TURNING MY HEAD
YOUR EYES SO LOUD - IT HAD ME DEAD

WHAT DO YOU WANT, BABY?
FOR ME TO SPEAK FIRST?
DID YOU FORGET, BABY?
I WON'T ON THESE TERMS
I'M FUCKING SHY, BABY
IS THAT HOW THIS WORKS?
GUESS WE'RE NEVER, EVER SHARING A BED

I KNOW IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD
I ASSUMED YOU ALREADY BLED
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T THINK OF YOU
SORRY GIRL, I MUST'VE MISREAD
IT'S ALL I GOT
WHEN WE WERE KIDS
BUT GOD FORBID I EVER SPEAK A WORD TO YOU
JUST LET 'EM ROT
WHILE YEARS GO BY
GUESS I'LL NEVER, EVER LOVE YOU INSTEAD

LET 'EM ROT

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

@charlie-zacks

I'm scared to leave my room now
I'm scared to leave my house
My mom says it's unhealthy
That I never get out
I'm scared of the helicopters
Scared of the cops
I'm scared of the chemtrails
Keep my door locked

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

Another light show inside my retina
Drones around my head, satellites pick up antennas again
I wrap my table in foil
Off white color, I picked up another cigarette
It's a brave new world
Survival of the fittest, they control the citizens
Get the clock and watch it tick away to get right through the shift
It wasn't your choice, I'm not taking my chances again

Keep in the filtered air
Recycle everything
Everywhere now
See me through my webcam
You know they can
You know they can
You know, you know

Don't want my life to pass me by
God damn it, maybe it's really my star sign
You said I'm prone to hiding
I said it's just anxiety
"Why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
Take the risk take the shot
And see wherever it goes"
I wish it was that simple
But I can't shake this syndrome

PG-13 - Alaska Sargent Remix

charlie zacks - PG-13 (Alaska Sargent Remix)

https://open.spotify.com/track/67ND4PxFDVUdr6uzS1julb
slphrrr.bandcamp.com/track/grey

twit: twitter.com/slphrrr/
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2tN15qu9uljospnh5Z5CQG
@slphrrr

u seemed pretty cool when i met u
kinda fell a bit but then u did too
everything felt right
u were well within my sight
what the fuck did i do
was pretty sure that things were just fine but no
stab me in the face cus the back's too low
wasted all my time so you'd know
yea but now i fuckin hate you

throw it all away
stop pretending that its okay
what the fuck was the point
of wasting my energy

i cant catch a break and my heads fucked
youre doing just fine and thats messed up
an inoffensive mask
you were well up to the task
what the fuck did i do
was pretty sure that youd had enough but no
haunt me when my guards got a bit too low
wasted all my breath, let you go
yea but now i cant escape you

hoping the worst is done
but youve still not gone away
all of the friendly faces
have turned to grey

grey

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a note from ae:
this song is an expansion off of an old piano piece that i wrote. it was laying in the dust for a while until both of us finally decided it would be good to release again.  it's an older release but i'm very glad that even thru a lot of things i won't get into, it can finally shine. pls check out alaska's work as well, i wouldn't be where i am today without her :)

Follow aephyn:
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soundcloud.com/alaskasargent
https://twitter.com/alaskasargent
https://instagram.com/alaskasargent
https://alaskasargent.com

GO WITH THE SEASONS, WRITTEN BY A. SARGENT, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, AEPHYN.

Lyrics:
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons

(If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it)
(I'll hold you close and go with the seasons)

Alaska Sargent - Go With The Seasons (feat. aephyn)

i love my friends
jk i just hate them
i wanna show you to the world but im so scared you'll burn it
you're my sunshine but you're the planet burning
im just always learning hold on the page is turning
somebody lost their mind and we just beat them to death
someone did the same to me and i lost my breath
our psyches are so sick gotta help each other heal
but if you disrespect me nigga then i swear you getting killed

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence
why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence

stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble
stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence

stardew on the rooftop where saints go to harvest
flowers in the garden where eve's probably hiding
swear if you play God imma pray harder than devils
if you don't log your spite right off i'll make this altar crumble

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

drama make you

why is it so

angel with a shotgun

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

drama make you

angel with a shotgun

why is it so 

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence
why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?
drama make you cry?
the wind it blows my hair around and im drifting inside
angel with a shotgun this is not a roulette
you said be not afraid but your eyes just break the silence

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

drama make you

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

why is it so "hi"?
"goodbye"?

drama make you

why is it so

LET 'EM ROT

JUKO

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