h8 today [shinjin]

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4RLuPXDBrihzYqlZWUovw0?si=0b2b136c3b464c12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
@freddieskinz
MDM exclusive <3 
take a pictureee

Take A Picture +Freddie Skinz [Augury]

can u see the stars 2nite (skoolio fyv)

prod. shinju & silver

@lilxyu
@uesbi
@creepybuggirl

where'd u go (prod. shinju & silver)

x2
do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

wtf i cant feel my fingertips
lost in life and i think my finger slipped
all my life how did it come to this
i dont know but it just kinda did

it did 
it did
it did

we can start a fire and really burn it
that is what i dream of when im moving turning
always on the grind thats why im always earning
ur not acting like you its so concerning


do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time

it was
it was
it was

i wanna live thats something that im new to
all the time that i have killed
it something that im used to
i was nothing to you
but i dont blame you
didnt mean to now im brand new

do you wanna hurt me
go ahead do as you please
im ur dog walk with a leash

im youre love you couldnt keep
you couldnt put me together
nobody can nobody will
i wanna stay here forever
coming to close coming to live

hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time
 
hard to find peace u watch me always
u know that i love u but its not right
i would have saved u always
fall in my arms like its the last time

dog [wasterr+recyclebin]

prod. dead spyro & 2001
5/14/22
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
lyrics:
it’s all i 
it’s all i 
its all i want
it’s all i need
wish you the best, anxiety 
it’s all my fault
my misery 
i feel it cave in, ahead of me
oh my hands shake
i can’t reclaim
what was once mine
oh i’m ashamed 
i feel the dread
by the dawn 
it’s my fault, just because
it’s all i want
it’s all i need
it’s all i want

oh i can’t breathe when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience
i need a money bag to buy kicks to make me feel better
i feel numb is it the winter
reality is killing me
my bones are motherfucking shaking 

reality will take the pain away 
when it’s overcoming you, you feel ashamed 
when you stood in front of me you lose a leg 
i can’t stand right next to you
i can’t breathe
my knees, anxiety 
oh i can’t stand, my misery 
i can’t be myself when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience

mckel - reality will take the pain away

"time won't let me go" produced by @prodarisu
performed/written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
Spent this whole time
going backwards
On a thin line making that worse
Wishing I could rewind cause the past hurts
Can you free my heart from this glass curse?
I need honesty cause the lies just reflect how you treat me
if you can promise, please
I would die for this trust just don’t ever leave
by the skin of my teeth, it’s work but I’ll get there
I begin to believe, it’s worse going nowhere 
I know that time won’t let me go
I’ll carry my hope to get back on that road back home

I remember feeling lost all the time, everything was on the line
Want to fix all of your problems now instead of fixing mine
I was gone out my mind, searching for what I can’t find
I just wish I could back to the things I left
behind
I broke myself in half to get back who I was
I spoke of dreams I had but couldn’t ever touch
I wrote about but wasn’t ever really there
No emotions on my face, can’t reveal that I cared 
not fair 
and that’s why…

time won't let me go (arisu)

SALT!

@1fns
@kiryano
@odel007
art by twitter user @3evil_

first song off "silhouettes"
they will be released one at a time

want it all ft kiryano (odel)

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

where'd u go (prod. shinju & silver)

help wanted