im on too much oh my god
roll like truck ya only molly rock
im in pain ya so i nod off
sellin pills off fuck the law

so addicted i cant stop
u dont listen got it wrong
i roll pressure so im gone
i mix downers till i fall

im like so up off dis adderall
i dont move shit i just make the call
ur bitch love me treat me like a dog
stay euphoric, cant take a day off

im so stuck like i cant move at all
i got tolly so im off a lot
i take more cuz its always not enough
it went wrong cuz im finally outta luck

spotify

adderall prod. kuru & ivvys

prod @hemovibe

all plats

lyrics:

[gleam]
Struck in the head, I'm bleeding out
I don’t even know how to feel about you now
I put sharp things in my skin when I'm down
My life's a fucking joke so they treat me like a clown
They said they don’t like me, their heads are on the ground
Red stains on my jeans, baby these ain’t coming out
You're asking me for help baby I just make you frown
I'm a fucking burden, you don’t want me around

[tigerlily]
And down we go, all alone
Don't need a stylist, up the mileage
Stay there, unless you say I don't care
Lets go move on be fair, I don't wanna leave, leave you in tears
Grip my hand so you know I'm near
In your hands is the heart you tear
Got bloodstained clothes, and your sense still bare

[gleam]
You’ve been moving backwards
Baby won’t u tell me what you're after?
I wish life was moving faster
Feeling sick in the head, tell me what's the matter
Tell me what’s the matter, when I'm feeling down, I just hear your laughter
Baby tell me what’s the matter, body made of glass, feeling like I'm shattered
I'm shattered into pieces 
You never picked me up, baby I'm not what you needed
You keep me like a secret, your words are engraved in my brain, did you mean it?
Did u mean it?
Baby did u mean it?

shattered w/ tigerlily (tigerlily)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i jus dropped a pill in the drink i cant walk right
nodded off to much lost my breath i cant talk right
i cant let go wanna die but im terrified
i love you so much but we cant get the time right

see u tonight  
come close when the moods right
sleep holding u its too nice
scared to fuck it up i wanna do it right

i can never do it right
fuck my life up but it feels nice
orange oc 40 railed two lines
how u gon relapse over two lines

i dont feel so good about goodbyes
seconds i would live in for lifetimes
i dont wanna live by the guidelines
spend my fucking life in the sidelines

waste my time
try to act fine
shawty so fine
always ride with a crime
skye capture all our good times

20 milligrams imma sleep skip a whole day
ketamine in my leg got me flyin no way
i jus showed her my whole stash she like no way
i dont fuck with that sprayed shit i smoke propane

say it straight im not tryna play ur fkin mind games
i wake up take my pills try to have a good day
routine episodes dont waste ur energy
hate how much i love how i feel on amphetamines

its okay sometimes i feel okay
its okay shawty ull be okay
its okay we all gon be okay
when i hold u close i feel okay

we gon be okay
promise me youll stay
something in the way
i cant see my face
i just run away
but this time ill stay
time with you cant waste
i belong in places

different every day
wanna keep you safe
please dont walk away
need to see your face
i wont get in your way
all work and no play
i work just to stay
keep my head in place

fuck saying goodbye i want to live forever prod. rubbish

produced by @bekeigo7
featuring @guapsocial @vampiyre

yeah and dat boy follow like he on a fuckin leash huh
yeah know i got these bands bands
riches what i preach uh
i been so cold yeah dis god he pray to me uh
think i got my point across without waving the pole
huh just turned 19 and im startin to feel old
yeah choppa make him dance dance
start hittin da folks
yeah fat boy gotta pack it up and leave it to the pros
bih do not tell me to wrap it up
pls do not hit my phone
i can say im sorry but im not
thats how it goes
she said l0vemypar4d1se 
i said do not call me that, hoe
huh wake up in the morning 
its the same day as before 

yeah if u wanna test me then u better fuckin go
im jus pissed off by u texting man
and u act like ion know
call me bitch or hoe
whatever floats ur boat 
and now im gone jus like the crow
man u really fuck things up fasho
huh bih dont wait on me i steady do things on my own
niggas keep on acting like they kids man
got no time for ts i been grown
and ur frustrated yeah ik
and im chillin faded than hoe
i want u to say it and then go

bandzbandzbandz w/ hauntxo + vampiyre [p. nixxon!]

lookin at my face, ima cry now :,(
yeah I want it all, yeah it’s mine now
rlly had enough, i could die now x_x
will u be here when it dies down?
cuz i jus rlly need u right now!!
taking all these pills, now ima lie down
flying worldwide, yea u kno ima fly round
live for myself yea i cant be tied down
doin what i want, im nevr sorry
posted up wit jimmy n hiyori 
my life like a movie, tellin u a story
shooting at his guts man dis shit get gory
made 10 racks, finna make like 40
everybody fuck wit me like an orgy (ew)
i cant fuck wit u cuz u corny
i cant fuck wit u im sorry

music video

suicide note (diegointhedark)

ya past life was a bad life ima make it right
last time was a bad time you dont need to cry
im a black knight in a blue moon so its all fine
you just need to give me some timeebLEEH
aah ah ah ah ah
girl i swear i wud nvr do anything just to spite you
ou ou ou ouahh
and im sure you know wt i said that was true
you and me can fall apart
so give me your heart
i would love to just rip it apart 
give it rn whille we still got time
i wld take it at the cost of a dime
i wld love it if you were outta my sight

past life✟✟(p_thereddmelly)

ft @jugglyfer
prod @lilac

lyrics:

[gleam]
melt off my skin like snow
we're ornate w jewels n gold
locked away like misanthropes
I cant handle on my own
u try 2 say I move backwards
girl I'm js looking 4 answers
strings make me ur dancer
ur striped tights enamored

eyes sewn shut like Coraline
I cant see that ur mine
ur sharp tongue carve more lies
clock strikes one need more time
life feels good by ur side
I get lost in ur eyes
2 full hearts I poured mine

[blue]
yea, tell me whats the deal
on the way out
cus im good on my own
i can find my way now
so i talk less
and i do more now
i dont wana talk anymore
if u keep on talkin ima kick u out the door
i dont wana talk anymore
u should talk less and do more
on the outside looking in
what you see in life isnt always what it is
you gotta face it
and make it what is
u wana turn ur life around
stop chasing
u wana turn ur life around
on the outside you can find a way out
look into your eyes
tell ur self a lie
only way u know its true
is if u ever try

[gleam]
melt off my skin like snow
we're ornate w jewels n gold
locked away like misanthropes
I cant handle on my own
u try 2 say I move backwards
girl I'm js looking 4 answers
strings make me ur dancer
ur striped tights enamored

eyes sewn shut like Coraline
I cant see that ur mine
ur sharp tongue carve more lies
clock strikes one need more time
life feels good by ur side
I get lost in ur eyes
2 full hearts I poured mine

misanthrope w/ blue (lilac)

black heart, black sleeve, its a perfect rosary
new day fall apart fall apart with me
angel angel spread your wings with me
honestly its so beautiful
the way you look at me is so unusual
blackened skys we watched to fade to gray
girl your the one that gives just to take
so poison me and let me sedate
its okay if im the one that needs to decay

blood curse, cure me, holy remedy
angel cleanse the darkness ahold of me
bloody hands cover eyes as i start to weep
the curse has taken root and it won;t ever leave
you preach purity but i know that the sinning runs so deep
try to hide it but i think that it's plain to see
cover up but your true self will always bleed
masquerade all your vanity as purity

angel, angel +novella (p.@hysterics + @letmedisappear)

prod me / art by me x_x
    @kirahlucent

lily:
it was you over me, now its me over you now
hold on my heart, now its me on lockdown
up we get knocked down, swear i smoked the whole pound
not feeling you now, its me over you now
time will tell,,,. all this pain i felt..,,,.
and time willl, kill us all, here I go, down i fall

kirahh:
i got dirty eyelids
i still remain excited
even tho i'm crying
yea even tho i'm dying
i can't take u seriously
just assume that you r lying
i got dirty secrets u know how i be styling

ohmy ohmy god
u look so sorry
hung up on my first love everything else feels like a copy
hiding in my room i don't go out
like a zombie
all the shit i do
i do it for u
all these thoughts racing in my mind
what'd i do

i can't see u
is this 
i lost my clue
what do i do

a sculpted lens,. a warped perspective,. @kirahlucent

@chrnically & audiodiary
@remedysnuts @afterstoryx

last song performing sooo well thank u guys i love u
new song next week too :p

i do it all for love,,
and u betray my trust..
u go,,,, behind my back
i do it all for us,,,

u see my blood drip
girl u know our veins touch
we could never do bad 
girl u know we're one love

just see my,, body drag
im on my,, back
u feel my body twist 
so tell me,, all i missed

dont have ,,,,much more to give
u asked me,, and i did
until my body ,,quits yaaaa

i ,,,,cant keep going onn
got scars,, across my arrm
u see my battered faaaace
u know whats,,,, going on,,, ya
\
\
got my ,,,arm in a sling
i swear i dont feel a thing
so baby give me a chance,,

all4love (aether + audiodiary)

RELEASING TO ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS MARCH 24TH

(prod. by glorygasp) 

(Is this p1urr?
On the goddam track)

p1urr

Let's talk babe I'm for yah
I don't need another
I'm gonna hit you right
Watch you go back forth all night

Ain't no one gon' dig it for yah
This ain't a fling
Oh I don't care, how you feel about me? So what you say yuh?

Ayo quit the tantrum
Can't hear me count my K's up
Pull up Mercedes Benz, saw your man, oh shit he ran
I'm always in denial, too scared to blink
But I don't care, how you feel about me? So what you say yuh?

Oh I don't care yuh, I don't I don't care yuh
So what you say yuh? BRUH just what you say yuh?
Bruh you got my heart out, I'm bleeding up a storm
I don't care, I won't tear, yeah I won't, yeah I won't play yuh

Bitches love to flake on you the fucking last minute
Hear you talking shit yet your digustingly acidic
I don't really know what you're doing on my dance floor
Fuck it out my section, you a poser, you a mad bore

Yeah you a mad bore, possibly attention whore
Glad I wasn't you, or by now I'd die by claymore

Yeah you a mad bore, possibly attention whore
Glad I wasn't you, or by now I'd die by claymore

Let's talk babe I'm for yah
I don't need another
I'm gonna hit you right
Watch you go back forth all night

Ain't no one gon' dig it for yah
This ain't a fling
Oh I don't care, how you feel about me? So what you say yuh?

Oh what you say yuh? 
Please come and tell me
I don't know how long I can stand and watch me bleed
I'm always in denial, too scared to blink
But I don't care, how you feel about me? So what you say yuh?

(My heart's beating on the floor)

a sculpted lens,. a warped perspective,. @kirahlucent

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