this song is exactly how i feel about my stupid fucking ex

fourth paragraph realest thing known to life

bro how do you make these synths. fucking art

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

catchin fire in the middle of ocean
sum nights yea I really wish you’d notice
leave my body on ice it’s alright, know u always cut me open
left 4 dead know a motherfucker homesick
pessimist always waitin for the worlds end
drunk as fuck know I think I’m boutta hurl man
I be thinkin way 2 much take a couple see the world end

Bitch I’m in the cut with my boys on some fuck shit
Tol her run it up so much in my system I can’t function
foot up 2 ur neck hold ur breath I’m boutta stomp shit
vans all bloody got me nauseous
I just want a check blowin bands on a pop bitch
odst muthrfucker ima drop ship
lil boy a grunt confetti blowin when my shots hit x2

all things burn tryna set that shit alight,
yeah my head still hurts but i'm still gon fight it
ahhh you're the worst but i don't mind it
take the tape out, burn it don't rewind it
you said, if i want it i could find it
i'm  dead, and no care can be provided
i'll fucking burn it all down yeah i don't like it
and all i need is a match to light it
wrong place wrong time
going insane losing my mind
i'm not fine
love me don't try lyin
i don't mind, i guess i could live this lie,
everything we built expired
and everyday i get more tired

ember w/ rouri404, raegun (prod. piscesfry, Plxce)

happy ever after

i don't know u

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbv9FkMTxiU&ab_channel=juno
@kmoethekid
lyrics //
could you remind me?
where did we go last night?
i took one too many
or three or four, wont lie
i think i might’ve just lost my mind
but can you tell me that its all alright?

are you okay, tell me,
are you okay now?
if i cross your mind
just tell me when he’s not around
i pick it up, watch it all fall down
so you can tell me if its my fault now

oxy kills, but im off it
when she talks, im the topic
so tired of the toxins

you think you’re better off alone
and i dont need your location
to know that you’re not at home now

my fault

my fault (kmoe)

Scribbles x Zim Infxntai

prod by @heartdept
notes:// (つ´∀｀)つ
hi
trying rlly hard to get healthier !!
spending more time with my irls n shi
thank u all for the support :3 <3

sticks (p. heartdept)

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

glaive - arroz con pollo ft. ericdoa (prod kassgocrazy & mochila)

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

happy bday 2 me lol 
prod alice gas

lyrics:
im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

i got eyes everywhere baby you  know that im watching
if that boy he step to me guarantee that we gon wash him
basically im saying theres no way that you gon stop me
im sippin henny coke
been drinking movin like a zombie (smh)

slide on em
hammer on me pussy put the fye on em
rapid fire hoping that his mans don't die on em
going crazy
7 in this .45 like im dylan brady
off the deep end you can't save me
took off wit his lady
rockin hamcus
p-p-pull up wit a mallet get his hand crushed
put ya hands up
im laugin at these pussies like its stand up
come at me right
b-b-blade on my hip i don't like to fight
take off inna whip now im outta sight

meet me outside
its gon be alright
ay, ay ,ay

im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

on2u

on2u>;) (alice gas)

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

aldn

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