i was so obsessed with this song and still am

this song is exactly how i feel about my stupid fucking ex

fourth paragraph realest thing known to life

bro how do you make these synths. fucking art

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Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
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song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

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titles 웃 w/ funeral

mental anguish

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
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@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

@starfall <3
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Lyrics

Verse: 
I tried to talk that’s all I’d ask for 
Oh no 
My mind is lost might need to dash away 
Won’t mind if you could always last forever but, 
don’t try to act like I never came
Tell me lies I didn’t mean 
Watch me cry 
It’s what it seems 
Out of time but Ima make what we can 
Should of tried to keep it clean
Got me almost 17
It’s alright yeah baby there’s some romance 

Pre:
I don’t know a thing 
How you talking in between 
Both of us, yeah I don’t really understand 
Just come and see 
What the hell you've done to me 
Caught you dancing all alone 
You should take my hand 

Chorus:
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away 
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

Verse 2(starfall <3):
I've tried too hard to be someone I wasn't
Tried to be that guy you wanted
Never thought I'd go this far, 
but man I'm so exhausted
I spy with my tiny little eye
someone I wanna make mine forever
I swear I hate seeing you cry
so why don't we cry together
Don't need no reaction baby
Missing out on action lately
I don't think you understand my pain, oh woah
Fell for all your acting baby
You got me attracted baby
I don't get why you're all up in my brain

Chorus (2x): 
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

changed w/ starfall

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

[lyrics]
we’re walking round the fucking city
like we own the place
baby we own the place
you tell your friends that we’re just friends
but thats just not the case 
no thats just not the case

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

(im talm bout)

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

its complicated i can stop if you want me to 
do you want me to?
but i'd give you everything i own if you wanted me to, 
i'd do right by you
i'd play the fool for this shit
i cant put two and two together
im so stupid for this
but you make me feel like no one else
i think im losing my shit 
and when my lifes falling apart you're the glue for this shit
nothing you couldn't fix 

(im talm bout)
i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

i feel a spark when we touch
hope im not doing too much
but i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
cause one kiss is never enough
and i miss you more every month
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love
i think i got you out my head until 
i close my eyes
im just another guy you dont want
in the story line
i tell myself to stay away 
it happens every time
i think im falling in love
i think im falling in love

cause what am i
supposed to do
when all my skies
turned blue, for you?

falling in love (hallow + joeboi)

I got self-control,
but shit in my ears
I don't wanna hear,
I don't wanna hear
if i don't like you, I don't listen
you make me feel like something is missing
is it missing
ain't no dismissing
church that i'm pissing
do no ass-kissing
she's got a point but my ego is poignant
if I look back I might just see i'm not important
I don't play a role but i look like Drew Starkey
if I go fishing then she bite like a sharkey
she gone sign my tits with a fucking sharpie
then she fly over my head like a motherfucking harpy
dig a hole, dig it deeper than yourself
if i hit you up, then you're coming for my wealth
I be spending money, money, money can you tell?
I be spending money, hell
I got self-control,
but shit in my ears
I don't wanna hear,
I don't wanna hear
if i don't like you, I don't listen
you make me feel like something is missing
something is missing
you make me feel like something is missing
did you trigger the leaves again?
I think i'm out of ideas again
I start, and I begin again
passing breeze she's here again
can't get my hands on you
fail to fail, and fly to conquer
I feel like lightning, but not like thunder
i'm scared to hold you, cause i'll go under
I'm going off for no reason
put it back on me, treason
I'm going fire in the hole
in an open world 
I know what you are
I know what you want
so reach for that star
I got self-control,
but shit in my ears
I don't wanna hear,
I don't wanna hear
if i don't like you, I don't listen
you make me feel like something is missing
something is missing
you make me feel like something is missing

anti money music

Snail

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
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i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

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pissed

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[Lyrics]

you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did 
i can’t control it 
i just need a motive 
i knew it was over 
so i needed some closure 
hard to admit that it was over 
you’re fucking up my composure 
but it’s okay 
cant take it back 
just like the feelings that we 
what
go suck my dick
and that new guy
you fell in love 
i don’t know why
go fuck his trust 
like you did I
i fucking hate 
Your stupid smile 
You make me mad 
you make me cry 
well don’t you love 
the way that i 
overreact 
you wanna die 
but 
i wanna die too
you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did

seclusion

prod delto
had 2 make my first song in noheart a special one 
@ericdoa @delto
ART BY SHOTA

testament w/ ericdoa (delto)

axel's perspective
prod me :

lyrics:
(verse)
someone told me that i talk too much,
but they just dont like it when i open up,
i b talkin all my shit cuz ive had enough,
so mysterious... i dont even talk at all,
axel ocelot.
the man with the mask,
it was him all along with a plan,
it wasnt me,
now u can see,
axels back n free,

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

(verse)
snapshots they think they so fye
talkin bout sum jackpot wheres my fucking prize
i did everythin i could, and more
its way 2 much fo me
way 2 much

(bridge)
so shut ur door
hes coming thru
hes had enough
ur fucken screwed
hes goin red
hes goin blue
his sylo rage
its through the roof

(chorus)
who let the dogs out
im fucking hurtin cant u see
who let the dogs out 
im not yung kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot
axel ocelot
im axel ocelot
im not young kurtains bitch its me
axel ocelot

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

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