prod. sapjer

lyrics:

Saying I don't understand
Promise I've been there
I was killing
Everything I love, cause I fear I love the feeling
Get the fuck up off me
I was chillin' with no time for chillin
I can't be chillin
Father tryina' to grab the wheel
When will he listen
This the only thing going on in my life man
I guess I don't understand what you feel but
You got it
You don't got no other options
This shit is not a problem, unless you want a problem
Get the fuck up off me

I can't even be myself in front my friends and family
This is such a tragedy
This is how it has to be
How bout' you just try to come and run and fucking catch me
I done already lapped you
Ran 10 circles around you
You couldn't even catch me even if you tried
Spent 46 days worked on 23 lines
Spent many countless nights
Spend money all the time
It ain't nothing to me to go and catch a flight

I can't even be myself in front my friends and family
This is such a tragedy
This is how it has to be
How bout' you just try to come and run and fucking catch me
I done already lapped you
Ran 10 circles around you
You got fake money
If I was in your shoes I'd prolly' hate money
Say money, this don't play money
I go to the bank just to break money

no options

[Verse 1]
Smile through it all
I feel the pain every morning I withdraw
It's not the same as it was when I was young
I'm losing people to the pills and alcohol
And every night, I stay up hoping that you call
'Cause I can't tell myself that you're already gone
I could've died, but I could never leave my mom
I lie right to your face and say there's nothing wrong

[Chorus]
But still, with everything, I smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all

[Verse 2]
It's not a facade
I'm moving different, some people think I'm odd
And I'm not listening 'cause I do what I want
It's me and wheezy, yeah, we biggest in the pond
I'm doin' better, now I'm finally feelin' calm
R.I.P. Caleb, man, I hope that you'd be proud
I'm lookin' out, I swear I saw you in the crowd
I hope you hear me when I say this shit out loud

[Chorus]
Swear I'ma win for you and smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all
Smile through it all

[Outro]
Smile through it all
Smile through it all

smile thru it all

what have they done to us??

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cant believe what i saw
gotta breathe and take it all in
in the end i see it fall
aint got a rhyme, but the reason keeps crawling

so baby just drop it
dinner time and you know that i want it
about time that we on the same topic
pretty lace bows got me feeling so toxic
so baby just drop it
dinner time and you know that i want it
about time that we on the same topic
pretty lace bows got me feeling so toxic

got a call on my phone at 3am
cant get this girl up out my bed
almost dead
blur the line between a screen and what i said when she
she brought me down and down to my worst
gave that girl my heart and im cursed
when i was in the dark, yeah i fell apart
knew that i was never the first
so i scope her out and just lurk
shes the only thing i find worth in
knew this would never work
got what i deserve, said im a kid and im still learning

oh, oh
thats when the blood starts running cold
thats when you start bringing up the things i did
heart full of broken promises, and i
knew you were wrong
wasnt for long girl
but im biting my tongue
shes collapsing my lungs, oh no

look at what the cat dragged in
2 pills down and a pack of zyns
i been thinking about cigs to forget my sins
im a star, boy i aint gon feel that shit
look at what the cat dragged in
2 pills down and a pack of zyns
i been thinking about cigs to forget my sins
im a star, boy i aint gon feel that shit

niac

Carry the Torch

I guess it’s been a minute since I’ve seen you. 
I carved the date you left in my desk. 
I remember laughing on the subway. 
I’ve been in a sorry kind of state. 

Memories of the good old days 
When we lived beyond the fray	
Loving life and buying time
We had the rhythm but not the rhyme

Don’t shed a tear
I’m in the laughter
I’m in the fear.
a protector 
I’m always near

Heartbreak ravages those who had known you
An important voice muted too soon
I won’t forget the honesty and the laughter
I’ll carry the torch all by myself

Memories of the good old days 
When we lived beyond the fray	
Loving life and buying time
We had the rhythm but not the rhyme

Don’t shed a tear
I’m in the laughter
I’m in the fear.
a protector 
I’m always near


where i lie

aldn