prod by xona(: 

-lyrics-
I still wonder if you watch me 
i sit alone and hoping things that could’ve have helped me 
and I know these things won’t change 
and you don’t care and I’m in my last day

and everything I do it’s so violent! 
everything you do is...
everything I do is- violent! 
but I still love you even if you make me cry..
cause I don’t care at all like why..?
should I try to hide from your eyes?
cause I don’t want no one besides.

(no one, no one oh...
no one, no one---)

everything you do is
everything I-

violent

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Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

@shlaks
[hook]
puffing bandicam 
my head peter pan <3_<3
i dont need no water mark 
u kno who i am 
smoking on dat
pack pack pack 
im da petrolman
i could never
lack lack lack
thats just who i am
all ur music
trash trash trash
dont u understand?
slowsilver da 
gang gang gang
u ain getting in >:)
[2x]
(hi dopa)
cross up on his head like a protestant
talking all dat **** 
i swear da god u needa stop wit it
open door n pull da key ima lob it in
i ain gonna trust u doing nothing 
ur incomptent !!! 
please don open ur eyes 
i think ull be suprised
when u come home to find
ur whole life was a lie
c-c-c-c-c-cross up on your head
like a catholic 
u talking all dat **********
u gon get dealt with
[hook]

petrolman (p. shlaks)

srry#

Vid out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRXsMs9r8Hw
mix @j9nah
ty @1glaive
all platforms out now

complicated ft glaive (p. takingnone)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

might make a video fo this song ,, ty 4 2k :>  prod mee

lyrics:
i think u saw me cry the other day
u turned ur head and walked the other way
i’m fine 
thanks for asking :/

and i always reflect before i say 
something that i’ll regret 
when i wake up in the morning 
my life is getting fucking boring
so 
i tried to leave my house today 
walked down my steps and i thought about which way 
to go
but something was off and i decided that i’d just stay 
behind 
in that way i’m fine
and i don’t worry about the things that u do 
but please what is it that makes you think i don’t care

(boom boop)

cause i always fucking cared
yea i cared 
i was always fucking there 
i was there
all the things i ever shared
i never felt so scared 
it was never fucking fair 
i just wish you could’ve cared

i always cared

SEBii - SLiiDE (feat. ericdoa) [prod. kimj + vvspipes + glasear]

normal voice aldn :D prod mix me :-|
lyrics:
i think imma go insane
all these ppl are the same
drive my car 100 miles
just 2 crash into a wall
crash into a

who’s that looking thru the window?
everybody staring at me like imma weirdo 
laying on the ground with my face in a pillow
sacrificed my life to this shit i can’t let go
ask myself 
who’s that looking in the mirror?
everytime i check i swear my face lookin weirder
don’t recognize myself i’m taking bites out my fingers
forget that i exist crop me out of all ur pictures

blood dripping down my face as i start to decay
think about all my mistakes as i whither away
i’m running out of time
i might just take our lives 
i’ve been up all night
i can’t look at the light
i know know we’re alright
if u could take me there
take me anywhere
take me anywhere but here
￼￼￼

who’s that looking thru the window?
everybody staring at me like imma weirdo 
laying on the ground with my face in a pillow
sacrificed my life to this shit i can’t let go
ask myself 
who’s that looking in the mirror?
everytime i check i swear my face lookin weirder
don’t recognize myself i’m taking bites out my fingers
forget that i exist crop me out of all ur pictures

i know i could never go home
my skins falling off i am just bone
i’m turning to a zombie how could u want me
how could u want me?