cmxn grapefest set #swagg

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19x w/ zephyr

let me down + k0a, polar, bleach

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

walls

frozen

frozen ft. anvii

Tears+++

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @funeral & @nxrthstarr
my chorus mixed by @rosesleeves
prod https://www.instagram.com/pacificproduced
cover art https://www.instagram.com/pasabist/

lyrics:
[Verse 1: funeral]
I been trapped in my head, for days and I'm dying
Tried to go out, four ways and I'm trying
Not to force it, but of course it, never works out
Fall asleep in the dark, I wake up
Nothin' I could do could make up
Anything about this, everything about this

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Verse: nxrthstar]
Crushin' pills in the bathroom
All I'm thinkin' 'bout is biting on your tattoo
Oh my God, is this real life?
Psychosis and wasted nights
So is it love or the drugs?
Either way, baby, think I had too much
I'm overdosin' on your touch, I took too much (Yeah)
From you, couldn't ever say, “I love you”
I can tell you never trusted me
Now you know why they don't fuck with me, yeah

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely (Looking likely)
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Woah-oah)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Outro: heroine diaries]
I’m an addict for the scripts, yeah, baby
Fentanyl on tongue, please save me
Why I have to fall in love? Oh, baby
Don't call him what you called me, baby

hiraeth/fragile (feat. funeral & nxrthstar)

i sampled juno - la fleur
BIG SHOUTOUT TO @1hallow

lyrics
it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

why i'm wit yo bitch and she gon act like she don't know you
i went to yo block and bitch they said they don't know you
ar-15, .223 on me, bitch i'ma fold you
i was wit yo hoe, not ya hoe, she gon hoe you

you is just a twitter hoe
look at where them bullets go
hollow go right thru ya dome
we gon get you in ya home

back and forth go back and forth
ion know a fucking thing that's what i'm asking for
what i'm asking for, back to back and forth
i'ma fade the fuck away until i smack the floor

fade away, fade away, glocky make him fade away
12 tryna take my ass downtown, like i ain't got none to say today
12 wan get in my bag, like hey boy what the fuck you make today
oxy clean my glock, yeah this oxy take that stain away

it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

backseat

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

crushin demo for soundcloud

real version May 9th on all platforms :))

*+ (star positive) EP MAY 31st!

hiraeth/fragile (feat. funeral & nxrthstar)

heroine diaries

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