produced by janj0

wispir x staggy x sadboymood :p

back & forth w/ wispir + staggy

https://open.spotify.com/track/1dzPRpeMEIxsOriCSgblkZ?si=c8dfc5b2056943d3

This shit got too real
Too fast
To last
Now I'm falling
This isn't
At all
Like how I wanted
Hold me 
Someone
Something
Somewhere closely
Cause there's nothing worse you can be if you're lonely

I tried and never and never could win
Cause you lied like over and over again
I hope I'll build wings that could bend the wind
Can't fly when I'm drowning under my skin
I tried and never and never could win
Cause you lied like over and over again
I know you think wings can't bend the wind
You gave up so don't tell me I can't

So sick and tired of being patient
Cause while the world's moving
I'm fucking staying
In by far the worst place I've been 
And I hate it
I got no friends I'm making
Old ones betrayed me
This fucking music's all that I got
But my mom told me I'll make it
Let's see if I survive
I hope that I don't cave in
And I hope that I thrive
Like oh what a shame
Like Oh
And to those they'd invite to my funeral
But won't text me back
Don't even bother
Don't care about that
Cause if this was the end
You are not my friend
Go fuck yourself
Please don't try to pretend

I tried and never and never could win
Cause you lied like over and over again
I hope I'll build wings that could bend the wind
Can't fly when I'm drowning under my skin

And I've never hated anyone so much
As I do myself
That's a whole bunch
This just can't wait
I can't hold up
You gave up
So don't tell me I can't
Just give me one more
Just give me one chance
Just give me what
Just give me one
I bit my tongue out
Polyurethane watch it gush out
I'll keep it hush now

I tried and never and never could win
Cause you lied like over and over again
You shot three bullets through my heart
That's a hole punch
So don't tell me I can't

intervallic

track 02
prod @geolied

lyrics:
[Verse]
When you look at him do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When you take that fenty Perc do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When you get that pregnancy scare do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
When in Alpharetta do you think of me? (Do you think of me)
I take these laced pills and I feel good for once, for a moment
What will my momma think when she finds my body?
It's my destiny
I don't have any friends just acquaintances
In bed with a model but still feel alone
Find peace from the benzos, find peace when I think of us
Just tell me if you still do? (Just tell me if you still do?)
I just need to know (I just need to know)
.45 to my brain, I know I won't be missed
If you could tell me one last thing what would it be?
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
When I'm gone will they sample me?
When I'm gone will you miss me?
I'm tryna fill the void, no drug compares to our love
New girls fall in love when they hear me sing
But they're not you though (But they're not you though)
In a pool of benzos that's where I go
Gun to my head I hope that I go
If I'm still alive when you hear this, can you call me?

if I'm still alive when you hear this, can you call me (demo)

Production: Myoso, QuiKksand
Coverart: Thompson

head in two (myoso, quikksand)

glocky

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Featuring @aqua-kairi-561790693
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me + Aqua

(I’ve got nothing to lose)
Tell me what you want from me
(Tell me what you want)
'Cause I’d give you the world 
Oh, I would never want any other girl
On any other world
Just tell me what you need and I’ll sacrifice 
'Cause you’re the only girl that I want in my life
And girl without a doubt, you’re always in my mind
And give it time, you’re better in my life
Oh, I’d take a bullet for you
Would you ever take a bullet for me?
I don’t know, but I’ll never let you go
(I’ll never let you go)

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

Caught up in your vibe like it's a melody
With you it feels like a movie, can't you see?
You're my favorite
Character, the one I choose
In this story, you're the one I never want to lose

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

(I’d cry for you, I’ll die for you)
(I’ll lie for you my dear)
(Oh, I’d cry for you, I’ll lie for you)
(I’d die for you my dear)
I can’t describe all of my thoughts 
You’re someone that I wanna love
Even if you’re dead, I’ll give you all and more
You’ll find me in the morgue

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Oh, without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
That you cry to every night
(What?)

facade

i've been a manifester

i've been a manifester (w/ Aqua) [p. ily2 + chris marek]

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

Lyrics:

Do I stop and regret?
Need to stop fucking around, if I
Wasn't so nice would you still keep me around?
Funny its hard just to be
So busy got no time to think
Take care of myself for a week
Then it's back to the edge
Been some time since I been on the brink
Tell myself that I'll change every week

Don't think that I could treat you the same (I can't do this anymore)
You fucked around because you were bored,
I wanted a

House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits fucked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself

I don't know how to say it
Easier just to fake it
You coulda said it's over right?
Coulda said we're done this time
Cyclical in nature
Not a bug it's just a feature
If I had all that I wanted
Would the grass really be greener
Nah, I don't think so, I'm fucking stuck
You deal with more bullshit even when you're out the mud
And I know you had it rough sometimes back when you're growing up
and so ya accumulate your feelings till we falling out of love
yeah, its fucked yeah
Had me a mess
Forget that we're growing old
I feel like lying in bed with you has really taken its toll
Cause I wanted a

House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits fucked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's fucked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself


https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tonch1/blend

house with decor

back
produced by me ._.
mastered by @dawsin
featuring @daywxtch
thank you both dawsin for mastering and daywatch for featuring <3
hope you enjoy 🤍
___________________________________________________________________
Lyrics

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

oh no,
i guess i got no good friends
everybody just pretends
thats why i cut out off the outside
this week i cut again
last month i cut off friends
last year i tried to cut it all 
'n put my life to end
        (UGH)
OKAY OKAY OKAY
HAVE YOU EVER FUCKING PLAYED?
NO!
OKAY OKAY OKAY
THEN HOW 'BOUT WE FUCKIN' PLAY? 
hahahahahahaha
that was funny,
i was laughing
now its back to what im doing;
did you hear that?
js the wind
i dont know him,
i dont know him.

{daywatch}
jesus christ, you're difficult
you want me to side with wherever you stand, force me to fit that mold
like, baby, we are not a cult
i'm not cutting off my friends 'cus they're the reason i'm still here
and even if you don't like them it's my choice
so, don't even start
i'm so tired of these people tryna rip me off
say some kind shit to my face then turn it to a shard
sudden fire in my back, i couldn't see the signs
don't you ever fucking ask me why i'm on guard

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

they call it ego,
but im just matching your energy
honestly,
imma treat these people how they treating me,
honestly.
imma keep it real, fuck if it hurts me
honesty,
imma stay this way no matter where it's landing me
TAKE IT AWAY,
ALL OF THIS HURT;
AND ALL OF THIS PAIN
GIVE ME MY ESCAPE,
I CANT HANDLE THIS BRAIN
CIRCLES UNDER EYES,
DO I SEEM OKAY?
whats that over there? 
polluting the air,
just some broken bones beyond all repair
its rude to stare,
rip out their hair,
gasoline feels nice when sparked by a flare
yeah, life isnt fair,
they learnt their way,
growing up taught them some new ways to hate
they wanna be safe;
running away,
when it is them that they want to escape

​🇹​​🇦​​🇰​​🇪​ ​🇮​​🇹​ ​🇦​​🇼​​🇦​​🇾​,
​🇦​​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇴​​🇫​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​ ​🇭​​🇺​​🇷​​🇹​
​🇦​​🇳​​🇩​ ​🇦​​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇴​​🇫​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​ ​🇵​​🇦​​🇮​​🇳​
​🇬​​🇮​​🇻​​🇪​ ​🇲​​🇪​ ​🇲​​🇾​ ​🇪​​🇸​​🇨​​🇦​​🇵​​🇪​,
​🇮​ ​🇨​​🇦​​🇳​​🇹​ ​🇭​​🇦​​🇳​​🇩​​🇱​​🇪​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​-
​🇨​​🇮​​🇷​​🇨​​🇱​​🇪​​🇸​ ​🇺​​🇳​​🇩​​🇪​​🇷​ ​🇪​​🇾​​🇪​​🇸​,
​🇩​​🇴​ ​🇮​ ​🇸​​🇪​​🇪​​🇲​ ​🇴​​🇰​​🇦​​🇾​?
​🇸​​🇼​​🇪​​🇦​​🇷​ ​🇮​❜​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇰​​🇳​​🇴​​🇨​​🇰​ ​🇭​​🇮​​🇲​ ​🇮​​🇳​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇫​​🇦​​🇨​​🇪​ ​🇸​​🇦​​🇾​ ​🇮​ ​🇼​​🇴​​🇳​​🇹​
​🇾​​🇪​​🇦​​🇭​ ​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇺​​🇸​​🇪​​🇩​ ​🇹​​🇴​ ​🇧​​🇪​ ​🇲​​🇾​ ​🇫​​🇷​​🇮​​🇪​​🇳​​🇩​ ​🇳​​🇴​​🇼​ ​🇼​​🇪​ ​🇫​​🇴​​🇪​​🇸​

...okay

ok ft. daywatch

okay ft. daywatch

Photo by Calvin Weibel

𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩, 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.

𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 - 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘴, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘴.

The Woodcutter's Soliloquy

produced by troves

lyrics:

[verse1]
tell me why u want it so bad
ur a nuisance
u walk around and act like ur the shit
ur just a groupie
u think u know me,
u act so tough
cry around like a bitch
cus ur life

[hook]
sucks sucks sucks sucks
sucks sucks sucks, ooh,
sucks sucks sucks sucks,
sucks sucks 
cus ur life
sucks sucks sucks sucks,
sucks sucks su- sucks
sucks

[verse2]
u raise me the question
tell me has this reached transgression
surrounded now
drown in the sound
contagion
no patience
its waning
u dont make sense

[verse3]
i coughed it up
u wont shut up
ur moms fed up
and ur boys dont wanna talk
tell me why u think im taking in ur toxins
man u crying while u wasting all ur options

[hook]
sucks sucks sucks sucks
sucks sucks sucks, ooh,
sucks sucks sucks sucks,
sucks sucks 
cus ur life li-
sucks sucks sucks sucks,
sucks sucks su- sucks

if I'm still alive when you hear this, can you call me (demo)

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