This is on my 2018 list and i dont remember it at all

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I just wanted u to stay the night again:1

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

BEAM

BEAM (hell)

One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

~2300~

Lyrics: 

[verse1]
Watch me fall apart now
Flaws of my own design
I was unsure now
How I could make it right
Saw the gaps in my past
That’s when I found out 
Nothings ever built to last
Fall short or fall flat
I’m not gonna be like them

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[SageFNTM]
Watch it fall
It’s crumbling 
It’s all my fault
I can’t be saved
Maybe in another life
I could get a chance 
Or I could rewrite
Pull myself back in this every time
I wanna make it stay

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

[Bridge]
Distance, you call to me
Unsure of what I’ll be
Gunned down
A pretty corpse
Lust bound
Always wanting more

[Chorus]
Grabbing at
(Oh)
Slamming off walls 
On the way back down
You were all for yourself 
You wanna reach me now
For somebody else
You’d probably figure it out
I don’t know why
What I’m looking to find
Something I lost
Or a peace of mind
The lines I crossed
Trying to reach in time
To paint myself in a better light

peace of mind w/ SageFNTM (prod. bunny)

produced by spencer hunt and qtsal

-lyrics-
(soon)

rocket boy - demo (spencer hunt x qtsal)

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Danger (Prod. Bl2rhy)

Yung Gei$ x T.R.P - Shawty

Featuring @steadysuffer
Produced by @lilrodger

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 

[Verse: steadysuffer]
I just wanted you to stay the night again
We could stay up late and fight again
You can hold my hand if you want to
Or we could stay up late and watch the news
And if it's what you really wanted
You could tell me best being honest
It isn't hard to tell me what you're thinking
Unless your mind is sinking
I feel so dead, without you stuck in my head
I been waiting all night 
For you to be here by my side
I would die for you, but you wont cry cause you like being in solitude
And come back to me when I'm with you, you rid of the apathy

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay

scrolling thru ur timeline (feat. steadysuffer) (prod. rodger)

If I had another road to take
maybe then I'd never have a soul that shakes
and I'll cross my heart cause I swear I mean it, 
I found god with my darkest demons 

(x2)

This voice inside my head I cannot turn it off, turn it off
They told me I ain't shit and I said fair enough, fair enough
Got bitches in my bed and now I tear it up, tear it up
They be playing my song, turn it up

I can't sleep, I'm feeling dizzy
I meant to call you like last week
see me spin around like a cd
life's blowing, right past me.

Bitch I'm about action, sliding through, no traction
If you come with me I'll hold your hand and then I smash it
you like living average, I can't have it
I'm a fucking addict, I had to have it

In the dirt on my own, don't you call my phone
But imma keep on fighting, know you don't like it 

(x2)

If I had another road to take
maybe then I'd never have a coul that shakes
and I'll cross my heart cause I swear I mean it, 
I found god with my darkest demons 

This voice inside my head I cannot turn it off, turn it off
They told me I ain't shit and I said fair enough, fair enough
Got bitches in my bed and now I tear it up, tear it up
They be playing my song, turn it up

In the dirt on my own, don't you call my phone (x2)

Fair Enough - (prod. LOCAL ZERO)

ALL FOR NOTHING

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/cartoonben
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu

[cartoon ben]
Why you playing with my heart like that
Stabbing that knife right through my back 
You talked a lot of shit please take it back
Why you gotta play my heart like that
Cause a scene like that do you want the drama 
Good at arguing, get it from your momma 
Wish I never met you, so things could be easier 
There’s a crater in my heart, you hit me like a meteor

[king theta]
Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

Always tryna find a way to push my buttons
Tryna play games but you don't win nothing
How'd you start flame from a simple discussion
Huffing and puffing, pushing and shoving
When you found me you knew that I couldn't draw a boundry
Now see, I know who I am, say it proudly
Doubt me, you know that tonight I'll sleep soundly
I know you wanna be around me
And you know that I want you too
I'm just not willing to waste my time
When tomorrow it'll be just fine
Girl I hope that you keep our truce
I'm just not tryin to ride that wave
You know I'm always gonna keep you safe

Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

scrolling thru ur timeline (feat. steadysuffer) (prod. rodger)

heroine diaries

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