heroine diaries

Songs you can fade away to

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𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒽 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟤

hyperpop

just emo. - part 4

prod. Eem Triplin

Available on all platforms 🖤

Twisted Emotions (ft. PyromaniaK)

I Got Depression (prod. w4akk)

Overflow {prod. Gosha}

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         @wenarx

Лёд (+ WENARO)

Trying

Tysm

when you awake
i wont be there to give in
i take whats left of the day
sorry days
when i go away
i hope the memory stays
or will the memories fade
different day 
sorry days
ill be 
in a pool of your makeup
ill drown
when you awake
i wont be there to give in
i take whats left of the day
sorry days

sorry days

So Dope “Straight To Ya Face” OUT NOW on DIM MAK

Stream/Playlist/Save: https://ffm.to/straighttoyaface 

New York based producer So Dope delivers a pumping trap single “Straight To Ya Face” via Dim Mak’s discovery imprint New Noise.

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Straight To Ya Face

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So Dope - Straight To Ya Face

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

it set me free 
at least i think
what do you know?
theyre all just freaks
what did you wanna know
i see myself in me 
a couple tools 
thats all you need

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

you try and try again
and nothing seems to work
you push your age away
and then you ask 
why it fades away
decaying in the room that you were pushed into
its been years you seen the outside and you dont know

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed
i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

snarky

You Tell me what you believe in
I push it away
I won’t let you control me 
The Witches they laugh
Oh how I wish I were home
The things I couldnt hold 
I see you’re certain, well
You need a certain hell
To Decompose your mind I need to see it go inside
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again
It works out, it works out always
I fall for whatever you make
It always gets captured in frames
The Praxis you practice it fades
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again

soil

So I fall
Back in your steps
Ud Wake me up 
If you’d feel thin
Ill right your wrongs
And then they’ll fade
Ill win it back, Ill win it all
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you
Your egregious
I dont forget
You made him up
It needs to go
You mean so much
He watched me rot
Ill burn with you (x4)
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you

thin

@kmoethekid drums by rome

I hate when you remind of who I was 
Needless to say, he’s gone
I never knew id be the one 
On the other end
Kill me to make me limp
Take me for what I am 
I knew you didn’t look
Kill what’s left of me

give urself a break
its not always ur fault
i was trying not to make it harder on u
feel like dying whenever im not around u
left me crying, now its whatever i want to
i know ur lying when u tell me that ur fine i know ur not
i know ur not
i know ur not
i know ur not

I never knew id be the one 
On the other end
Kill me to make me limp
Take me for what I am 
I knew you didn’t look
Kill what’s left of me
Kill what’s left of me
Kill what’s left of me
Kill what’s left of me

stick featuring kmoe

song of 2 minds lol
feat @1spoder
prod @ethan-schaefer-950685123
https://www.instagram.com/prodbybloom
cover art https://www.instagram.com/natasha.alana

out on all plats too <3 https://open.spotify.com/album/6o1JaQvMW8QGKMjrFUUaJW

lyrics:
[Pre-Chorus: spoder]
Break my sanity in two
Yeah, you stare at me
While I’m staring at you for hours
This silence couldn’t be louder (Ohh)
Peace, of mind
Yeah, that’s all I ask for
Pick up that passport and leave out that door
Realise, that I'm terrified
Could you open your eyes?

[Chorus: spoder]
I’ve been on my own, baby
Hoping that you save me
Cause I’ve been losing focus and it’s hard to see
Don’t you act like you know me
Though I’m feeling lowly
Cause you tear shit apart and you’ve been fucking hoe'd me
I’ve been on my own, baby
Hoping that you save me
Cause I’ve been losing focus and it’s hard to see
Don’t you act like you know me
Though I’m feeling lowly
Cause you tear shit apart and you’ve been fucking hoe'd me

[Verse: heroine diaries]
Said I didn’t take his girl then where his girl go?
Why they hating? Steady praying on my downfall
I don’t got too many friends need a roll call 
I’m up too late waiting for your phone call
Cause I’m a loser, drug abuser, snort like hoover, yeah, yeah 
Fenty patch, on my tongue, help me feel, yeah, yeah 
Broke my heart, it was bad, can’t go back, yeah, yeah 
I’m up late, catch my flight, to your state, yeah, yeah 
Hop up in this Uber it’s a Tesla, Tesla 
Landed in New York I’m off a Tesla, Tesla 
Your girl on my line I do not text her, text her  
You a bitch boy I do it better, better 

[Pre-Chorus: spoder]
Break my sanity in two
Yeah, you stare at me
While I’m staring at you for hours
This silence couldn’t be louder (Ohh)
Peace, of mind
Yeah, that’s all I ask for
Pick up that passport and leave out that door
Realise, that I'm terrified
Could you open your eyes?

[Chorus: spoder]
I’ve been on my own, baby
Hoping that you save me
Cause I’ve been losing focus and it’s hard to see
Don’t you act like you know me
Though I’m feeling lowly
Cause you tear shit apart and you’ve been fucking hoe'd me
I’ve been on my own, baby
Hoping that you save me
Cause I’ve been losing focus and it’s hard to see
Don’t you act like you know me
Though I’m feeling lowly
Cause you tear shit apart and you’ve been fucking hoe'd me

this silence couldn’t be louder (feat. spoder) (prod. bloom)

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Dreams End

I Want You (ft. Imaneurope)

1. Operate

FREE DOWNLOAD

This Is It (Tommy Jacob x Jared Martin)

No Hard Feelings

Close To You (feat. T-Pain)

Soundcloud: @cosmicosmo
Twitter: https://twitter.com/_cosmicosmo
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Track Art By: @cosmicosmo

COSMICOSMO - ANIMAL CROSSING

Mixed by @wgm2093
produced by @treetimee

[Hook]
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to

[Verse]
Know I wanna die to
Fuck me in the bathroom
First time I saw you it was up in the classroom
Up in the classroom
That’s when you found me
That’s when you chose me
Hold my hand baby
Know I wanna die to
Fuck me in the bathroom
First time I saw you it was up in the classroom
Up in the classroom
That’s when you found me
That’s when you chose me
Hold my hand baby

[Hook]
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to

i want to wake up in hell (prod. treetime)

Featuring @ggravee
Produced by @treetimee

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2OUQGYePU0QWmqpc9rI6Zs

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/met-her-at-the-party-feat-ggravee/1451233216?i=1451233217

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
Met her at the party
Yeah we do the same drugs
I think that I’m in love
Snort another line now
We both on the come down
Sit and watch the sunrise
If I fall in love then I think that it’s right time
Met her at the party
Yeah we do the same drugs
I think that I’m in love
Snort another line now
We both on the come down
Sit and watch the sunrise
If I fall in love then I think that it’s right time

[Verse 1: ggravee]
You said that you hate me
Now I'm feeling crazy
Told me on the phone that your feeling lonely lately
I just want you right here
Whisper words in your ear
You're acting like a ghost yeah I know you really don't care
Now I'm sitting here all alone
Waiting here by the phone
Running out of time now
Wishing you were mine now

[Hook: heroine diaries]
Met her at the party
Yeah we do the same drugs
I think that I’m in love
Snort another line now
We both on the come down
Sit and watch the sunrise
If I fall in love then I think that it’s right time
Met her at the party
Yeah we do the same drugs
I think that I’m in love
Snort another line now
We both on the come down
Sit and watch the sunrise
If I fall in love then I think that it’s right time

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
I think that it’s the right time baby
I’ve been popping too much lately
My memorys been kinda hazy
I’m tryna get money on the daily
Tryna get money on the daily
Baby please come save me
The reaper hit me up on FaceTime
He said we both know it’s my time

met her at the party (feat. ggravee) (prod. treetime)

Featuring @steadysuffer
Produced by @lilrodger

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 

[Verse: steadysuffer]
I just wanted you to stay the night again
We could stay up late and fight again
You can hold my hand if you want to
Or we could stay up late and watch the news
And if it's what you really wanted
You could tell me best being honest
It isn't hard to tell me what you're thinking
Unless your mind is sinking
I feel so dead, without you stuck in my head
I been waiting all night 
For you to be here by my side
I would die for you, but you wont cry cause you like being in solitude
And come back to me when I'm with you, you rid of the apathy

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay 
I would die for you
But you won’t cry for me
All the times we had
Now it’s gone away
And the pain is here
I don’t want it to stay
I just want you to stay

scrolling thru ur timeline (feat. steadysuffer) (prod. rodger)

Featuring @jumpjimmy
Produced by @beelowfmls

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/61Wqp1Gp67SJNtrlnaksUN

iTunes:
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/make-me-numb-feat-jimi-ono/1449178962?i=1449178965

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
Xanny bars, xanny bars, xanny bars, yeah
Make me numb, make me numb, make me numb, yeah
Dead inside, dead inside, dead inside, yeah
All alone, all alone, all alone, yeah
Xanny bars, xanny bars, xanny bars, yeah
Make me numb, make me numb, make me numb, yeah
Dead inside, dead inside, dead inside, yeah
All alone, all alone, all alone, yeah

[Verse: Jimi Ono]
Time won’t wait for us 
Take it all break it up take a few of em
I could drink up to the thought of us 
But I want a  piece of both of us 
Tell me that I go too far
Every time I take it too far
I just need pop me another bar 
Make me forget take me in the dark

[Hook: heroine diaries]
Xanny bars, xanny bars, xanny bars, yeah
Make me numb, make me numb, make me numb, yeah
Dead inside, dead inside, dead inside, yeah
All alone, all alone, all alone, yeah
Xanny bars, xanny bars, xanny bars, yeah
Make me numb, make me numb, make me numb, yeah
Dead inside, dead inside, dead inside, yeah
All alone, all alone, all alone, yeah

make me numb (feat. jimi ono) (prod. beelow)

Featuring @damiyen
Produce by @gualabeatz

Lyrics:
[Hook: heroine diaries]
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily

[Bridge: heroine diaries]
Coming down daily baby
Melodies got you going crazy
I’m tryna pull up Mercedes
Molly got me feeling kinda shaky

[Verse: Emo Fruits]
Baby I don’t wanna ever come down 
I don’t wanna be here 
I just want the cash now 
Everything is changing so fast 
And I don’t want the love if the pain don’t last 
Lately I been coming down too hard 
I need you in my arms 
Can u tell 
I’m not myself 
And everythings falling apart 
All I ever do 
All I ever do
All I ever do is fall for you 
All I ever do 
All I ever do
All I ever do is fall for you 
Baby I don’t wanna ever come down 
I don’t wanna be here 
I just want the cash now 
Everything is changing so fast 
And I don’t want the love if the pain don’t last

[Hook: heroine diaries]
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily
I only do these drugs cause I have to baby
I only do these drugs cause I’m dying baby
I do all these drugs got me feeling like the eighties
I do all these drugs got me coming down daily

coming down daily (feat. emo fruits) (prod. guala beatz)

@digiaches
@lllovbug
@shinjinv

Yeah I run it up, you make me wanna fall in love
Don't need nobody else the way I'm feeling is your touch
The way you lock your eyes with mine my heartrate speeding up
The perfect two just me and you forever locked in love
It's everlasting, face made of plastic 
Oh what a tragedy, yeah you're the center piece
It's whatever, be there for you in the weather
No pretending, the rains outside but it's ending
Messages aren't sending, don't know where my head is
I've been feeling breathless, your kiss is my last wish

you can see it on my face 
something is talking
something wont stop it
something is watching 
spraying paint in the alley
my belt say d&g 
like digi and sudi
blessed with ivy 

keep on asking for promise 
making me nauseous 
keep on hearing gossip 
idc to be honest 
everything for one day
like god bless me 
lately all i do is pray 

just need a break
i feel fake
every words they say
i keep my space
dirty 
now im coming clean
like lucky me
everything for you and me 

you got it
i do the time ill do it over
you got it
i do the time ill do it over

Everlasting

Everlasting ft. Digiaches (prod. Lovbug x Shinjin)

spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/album/2gm9dmGIUM3PQ1RhJ0suXA

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@prodaura
@i9bonsai


notlocked
in the mirror i see nothing
i turn nothing into something
x2

notlocked
in the mirror i see nothing
i turn nothing into something
and I love the, the light
but it hurts so good so bright
i looked into the mirror 
everything got clearer
i cant see reflections
im a vampire, deception

i9bonsai
stake 2 my heart,,
 break me apart,,  
no time for games you say,,
 im waiting night and day,, 
u cant trust me,,
 i just lost u,, 
inv me in,, 
and itll cost u

notlocked
life is just so delicate 
life is just so excellent
you are, my heaven sent
you fill me, my deficit 
w/out you, i am lost
frozen cold, in the frost
frozen cold, in the frost
stay with you, at any cost

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vamp ++ i9bonsai prod auradu2k (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Happy 2020 
@lil4c

https://twitter.com/xxsudi
https://twitter.com/deadshawdy

Enough

Enough (prod. lilac)

MissU

Sudi - MissU [prod. lb66]

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback