RUN RUN RUN (guda)

everything bad always has to happen (p. buhguul)

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

from 2020 
@ericdoa
:) link to all plats -> https://song.link/nauseous
prod by @skress & @mochila777

lyrics : 

ahay - 

you so controlling you make me feel nauseous 
rip my heart open and make me your target 
thought you were hopeless I guess that's just far-fetched
gave me your potion to make you seem harmless 

tell me you hate me 
try to erase me 
you'd never betray me
or so you say

never wanna grow up 
these pills cause me to throw up 
I hate feeling this way
i think I need a change 

ericdoa -

yuh -------
everything is closing in
my thoughts are getting clearer 
don't deserve to die 
open up my mind 
sickly don't know why
hope it all goes right 
demons steal my sight 
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tell me what you find 
fear inside ur eye
mask to my best disguise 
call out to the sky 
know what they don't like 
have me hypnotized

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nauseous w/ ericdoa (skress & mochila)

@angelsflight 
(prod/mix/master Cody Benjamin)
@cody_benjamin

*OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

*lyrics*
Yeah 
I been trying to find 
Some peace in the middle of it

(chorus)
I can’t stand it
All the walls in my house I bleed in 
So many broken pieces 
I can’t fucking leave it 
Got the drugs it’s not enough 
I gave you what I thought was love but Fucked it up when I was drunk 
Got nothing to say to you no more

(verse)
Cause that’s the least you gotta stress now
I don’t really know where you’re going 
Gurl it’s so cold it’s really snowing 
And you’ve been all up in my head so I wrote this (Yuh) 
For so long I can’t hold on 
Cause you’re all that I think about 
Cause your all that I dream about 
And it’s so old getting hung up on 
All the things that didn’t last 
Never asked to live like that.

< 3

Can't Stand It (codybenjamin)

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it

Get it,  I get it
I swear you just look so diminished 
I just been hoping i'm in the clear 
I think I need to replenish
Been it, I been it
I promise lil boy you so finished 
Ima just make em all disappear 
I hope you don't end up all in it 
I just been looking up in the mirror 
Everything you think you did it 
Don't tell me some shit that I already know 
I'm losing it all im so out of control
Tell me that shit thats a place you don't go
I’ll pick it up but im feeling so slow 
Your filling up but you know im too low
You can't get enough when you know i'm alone
Im feeling stuck but won't answer the phone
Dont give a fuck and I let it be known 
I can't see you
Im tired im all on my own
You went off i'm feeling disowned 
Can't take it back after all you've shown

severe my head put it onto a goat
aint shit different you already know
22 years of my life been a joke 
im pushin forward with nothin but smoke 
im sliding different still with the same folks 
yoppa had his ass hittin the woah 
im off the tris got my head moving slow
wang on my feet or its them suicokes

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it
i already been it
oh no no no you didnt 
i seen the jakes tryna write me a ticket
feel like bananas the way that im splittin 
red dot on your head there aint much to dip'n
ima keep winning
honestly yo ass should prolly just give in 
talk to much bouta bitch im hidden 
i aint up next but i already been it

Spotify

been it ft. riptony (kari)

feat @omgemags
prod @bbyazul4k
master @chriad

choppa to his face. (Feat. Emags) [Prod. bbyazul]

wake n bake (aidennxo + warheart)

self prod
w/ @kuriositylol + @aftrrs
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sippin on purple smoke ON THE water
referring to the song by purple rain "smoke on the water"

presave

advantage w/ kuriosity + aftrr

prod @01kon 

lyrics:

@1himiko
Look at the time as she ticking away
Always getting mad get up outta my face
Always brought up the past
Always in the way

Looking at me all across the room
Got me tearing down saying i love u
I'm tired of you
Please just say the truth

Every single word that you say
It runs through my head and ruins my day
All the stops that we had man it feels like a chase

@thrmls
But the smokes been rising I can't help but notice
Look into your eyes you know you’re potent
Making up these lies, I couldn't tell him
You were never mine, thats why Im yelling (2x)

The weathers got me down
And you ain't helping 
Octobers getting cold
But we been melting

Every time I would've asked you dodge the question
Tell me why the hell you tried to text him
I swear I'll never make the same mistake again
That's why i never talked to none your friends again

You just wanna live in make believe
You just wanna go and play pretend

@sqeffy
Anytime I talk (voices in my head)
Anytime you talk (voices in my head)

Anytime you talk anytime you talk I do not care
How you gonna stalk and still not stare 
I don't wanna fight if it's not fair
whenever I see you I shed a tear
Crying and crying and I can't take it back 
Lost in the moment and you chose attack

also s/o @luvkurtis for helping me mix my vocals

ticking away ft himiko & sqeffy (01kon)

Track 01
feat @soyrica
prod https://www.instagram.com/1michaelharrison & https://www.instagram.com/gavinhadley_
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/leeyeux

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dozkTOSXizcECwyfEwllz

lyrics:
[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Hardest part is letting go but I don't wanna let go
I'm just on the rooftop takin' steps, you know I'm getting close
Now I'm taking all these laced pills hopin' that they fill a hole
Wish we was back in New York City, Central Park, straight through the snow
Straight through the snow, I need you're here, it's not enough for you, my dear
Hold me close, don't let me down, don't let me go, don't let me drown

[Verse: rica]
Baby, I know it's hard to understand
Maybe you should just grab me by the hand
Let's not let this go, I need you most, I need you most
I don't know where to start
Left me in the back, left me in the dark
I still want you back, you're my whole heart
Until I fall apart
I don't know why I come back
Maybe I don't understand
You're the real issue at hand
It's you, it's you, it's you

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
Hardest part is letting go but I don't wanna let go
I'm just on the rooftop takin' steps, you know I'm getting close
Now I'm taking all these laced pills hopin' that they fill a hole
Wish we was back in New York City, Central Park, straight through the snow
Straight through the snow, I need you're here, it's not enough for you, my dear
Hold me close, don't let me down, don't let me go, don't let me drown

through the snow (feat. rica) (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley)

unsigned, no managment
@dotcomgang
@friiidgedeath

through the snow (feat. rica) (prod. michael harrison & gavin hadley)

heroine diaries

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