awesome instrumentation and vocals couldn't fit in better. very cool.

[Intro]
I’m fucking drained
I’m fucking done
You turned love into a battlefield
And I’m the only one bleeding

[Verse 1]
You play sweet when you want something
Then turn cold when you’ve gotten your way
You twist your truth, rewrite the past
Lie through your teeth like it’s child’s play
One second I’m “everything”
Next second I’m “too much”
You push me away, then pull me back
Just to feel powerful, just to feel tough
You text me like you still care
Then disappear for days
You say you “love me”
But your actions spit in my fucking face
You keep me hanging by a thread
Just so I don’t walk away
You don’t want to lose me
But you don’t want to love me either, okay?

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been patient, I’ve been kind
But you keep fucking with my mind

[Chorus]
I’m so tired of your bullshit games
Of the lies, the chaos, the emotional flames
I’m sick of begging for the bare minimum love
While you act like you’re somehow above
I’m done crying, I’m done breaking
Done with your fake tears, your constant faking
I’m so fucking tired, I’m burning inside
You don’t deserve another minute of my fucking life

[Verse 2]
You say “I’ll do better,” but you never change
Just reset the cycle, rearrange the same pain
You guilt trip me when I start to leave
Suddenly you’re “broken,” suddenly you “can’t breathe”
You want control, not connection
Power, not affection
I was your comfort, your backup plan
Not your partner, not your fucking man
You loved attention, loved being adored
But loving me back? You got bored
You liked the chase, but not the keeping
You liked the game, but not the meaning
I tried to love you real, raw, true
But you’d rather play games than grow the fuck up too

[Pre-Chorus]
I gave you loyalty, I gave you heart
But you just ripped that shit apart

[Chorus]
I’m so tired of your bullshit games
Of the lies, manipulation, and shifting blame
You hurt me, then act like it’s my fault
I’m choking on love while you laugh like it’s assault
I’m done crying, I’m done breaking
Done with your fake promises, I’m done waiting
I’m so fucking tired, I’m finally awake
You lost the best thing you’ll never fucking replace

[Bridge]
You don’t get to keep me on a leash
You don’t get to love me when it’s convenient for you
You don’t get to run back when your world falls apart
Not this time… I’m fucking through
I wanted forever
You wanted control
I wanted love
You wanted ego
So here it is
Your final goodbye
You ruined this
Not I

[Breakdown]
Call me cold
Call me heartless
Call me every name in the book
But remember this
I loved you real
You just fucking took and took

[Final Chorus]
I’m so tired of your bullshit games
Of your drama, your chaos, your never-changing ways
I’m reclaiming my peace, my fire, my name
You don’t get to own me, you don’t get to stay
I’m done crying, I’m done breaking
Done with the constant heartbreak you keep making
I’m so fucking tired, and I’m finally free
You lost your power…
You don’t own me

[Outro]
So play your games with someone else
I’m walking out, I’m choosing myself
You had your chance
You fucked it away
I’m done with your bullshit
I’m done with your games.

So Tired of Your Bullshit Games

This song broke me while I was making it.
I miss my family deeply — I had to pause this track again and again because the feeling was too heavy to hold at once.

Every note pulls me closer to my wife and daughters.
This isn’t a performance. It’s survival.

If love hurts because of distance, this song is for you.

Still Running Home (Original Motown Version)

Dj Trae - Dear Ligia ( Christ love the church (?

love-sadkid kid goku

prod. https://soundcloud.com/depressionsweater AKA
https://soundcloud.com/elijahwho
mix. https://soundcloud.com/djdenztherooster
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/bbyakuma
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1ZgQ0EVGTLqcpagKMdwgUm?si=hc0VdckZTh2DVyCAkTXvig
itunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/redwood-single/1338615066
bandcamp: https://ryce.bandcamp.com/

Gone

prod. by @depressionsweater

mixed by @ibr

Bird Song || prod. by depression sweater

Well! Here it is! The little album I'd been working on for so long. Now, It really has a WHOLE LOT of me in it and I truly hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed creating it. The journey I've been on over the past few months has been one of absolute greatness and I couldn't be more grateful to those who stuck with me through my awkward tirades and erratic behavior but, to those that are just now finding me, I'm so very glad you took the time to listen and I do hope you all enjoy. Welcome to Roses & Compasses!!

Huge thanks to @crime-tech for the master of each track. I couldn't be more appreciative for your help staying up with me to create this.

Till My Hand (prod. by The Legion)

ALL I AM [prod. ocean]

It's my motherfucking birthday, kind of

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/lilpolearm

Happy Belated

Spotify

Happy Belated || prod. by masked man

S P O T I F Y L I N K L M A O

https://open.spotify.com/album/0G38OkUTxf1xU1rzBOnJtE?si=nnqyEZTwSgewvFOEA3gLOA

hehehe surprise? :") i died for a year but i'm back and god, am I motivated. I'll never be able to thank you guys enough for continuing to listen, and continuing to support me. I love you all so much here's a song I produced, mixed, and wrote by myself! ~


I got woes
I got a million ways to tell you i’m broke
I got hurt
But i’m tryna be someone you’ll love first
I take selfies just so you might still love me
i guess my words aren’t enough to please
I change the way i am just so you can smile
Baby maybe once, you’ll stay a while~

Now i’m wasted
On the old times
Waking up to
See the moon rise
I’ve wasted
All my love on
Being someone 
That i don’t love 
No i don’t love~


Our only love’s
On the gram
Maybe for validation
I suck that stomach in
I drip new drip
Cuz i hate when i’m being
Myself
I’d trade me for anyone else
Cuz baby i can’t love me when the man i am is 
What you put up, up on the shelf~

I’m tired of being pretty
I got personality
I’ll write you love songs and
 i’ll sing you them until you’re asleep
Like falling in love with me for who i am
The feeling’s potent baby
And you know that i hate who i am cuz in reality~

I said I’m sick and tired
I said i want you now
So why can’t you see
That I won’t be 
So pretty~

So Pretty

burning building (prod. Alex R)

[ad-lie]

POP STAR ム

heyadlai@gmail.com

@heyadlai on social media

ALL I AM [prod. ocean]

ADLAI

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