scrapped album intro track - felt necessary to release something while music remains difficult for me. working on reboot + new visual/musical direction

i'll put it on plats if you all enjoy it that much

guitar by soundcloud.com/maae-ko

is it my fault
that i feel like i'm the center of gravity
feel like everyone else has it out for me
that all my problems will resolve themselves naturally
the moment is magically
erased like its alchemy

why does everyone else seem afraid of me
have i always been some kind of enemy
am i afraid to be wrong or just scared to belong or do i want everyone else gone

crickets [jan 2023]

https://www.twitch.tv/ximm_music_official

world_of_goo

in • er • tia:
a body will remain at rest or in motion unless acted upon by an external and unbalanced force.

hope u enjoy <3 ill keep experimenting lol what even is this 💀💀
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Inertia

bwoag_chapter317

delusion3_chapter367

。。。
This album has been my attempt to create the soundtrack to an imaginary world - interpret it however you like.

Out now in Dolby Atmos: https://music.apple.com/us/album/1759294821

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1IvaCG8u6zbrT3vDAmuW32?si=RnUPgpywSwGFq4dPVpilqw

Descent

4ngel_novel_chapter444

disappear

Rejected submission from FORM any%: Level 2
[link coming soon!!! it is not out yet but will have really good music]

A piece about the outcast and the oppressed being among the holiest of us, and finding community in spite of a world that wants them gone.

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Left by the wayside,
Shackled to the sidelines,
Oh, child, why can't they see your light?
The ones who hurt you will never leave the night.

Found by the love of the broken,
Sinners who know the truth:
There's a place for you!

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composed and recorded in 18 hours

Heaven's Gate (any%: Level 2 submission)

made in the timespan of 18 hours for @artbyform's any%:Level 2!

Pistachio 5

i couldn't leave you
swear i've tried
put up brick walls
and i outgrew them

it's so insufferable
got me on a leash 
push me away 
so i stepped closer

where do i go in the nighttime 
screaming lonely words to my microphone 
i'm driving back to the westside
with nothing left
you stripped it all

i'm so afraid i might die
and this is on my tombstone 
your letters engraved in 
black bold
as the big romance 
of my life 

just like a fool

i'm only five miles away 
and i can't stop myself
i'm so off my face
god i feel so high
we fought like it's our passion
the big romance
i swear this can't be all

crickets [jan 2023]

aephyn