written, produced, and recorded by belak

co-produced by @photographic-memory

lyrics:

wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an adventure
without me, so fuck it
ill cry by myself till my head hurts
im mad at the world
cause the good people ended up dead first
and all i do is let my friends down
everytime that i try
misery loves company
so then lets play some i spy

i spot the biggest fucking loser 
ive seen in my life
its me and myself 
and a god who wont throw me a lifeline
and all this self loathing and hatred
i find behind my eyes
when i get alone alone with myself
sometimes i just wish
id love myself a bit more
instead of stalling untill my times up
im tired of being a tourist
inside of my love
i want to take control
of my feelings
and then fly up
cause to me love sounds just like its

better
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an ad-
wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with
nothing i could do
wouldnt it be better?

yellow

the biggest loser

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//Just an organic AI with a fucked up sense of humor.//
//正直なところ、私は自分がすることすべてが嫌いです//
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I am just one out of 140 Million users with a taste of music🎶

New alias: @Imperfictions

Some inspirations:
@Zach-Payne
@Reasoner
@KyouMusic (aka VisionInTrance)
@NewWorldTrance
@REDmusiconline
@IndigoRainOfficial
...and many more

There's barely any genre I don't like. My favorite is probably Trance and very happy/emotional music.
As far as I judge myself; my mixing is ok. Gotto practice making/designing synths. I suck at imagining, yet I'm creative

random Goals:
[✓] 1 Like (?- prolly 2012)
[✓] 5 Followers (10-2013)
[✓] 500 Plays (08-12-2015 :D)
[✓] 100 Plays on 1 of my songs (?)
[✓] 1k Plays (29-11-2016)
[✓] 5 Real songs I made (1-1-2016)
[✓] 5 Likes (06-2014)
[✓] 35 Likes (oops didn't notice when I had 25 - 06-03-2017)
[✓] 25 Followers (29-11-2016)
[✓] 2.5k Plays (15-01-2019)
[✓] 3333 Plays (10-06-2020)
[✗] 5k Plays
[✗] 100 Likes
[✗] 100 Followers
[~] Collaborate with someone (see @Imperfictions 👀)
[✗] Meet an artist I love irl.
[✗] Participate in a compilation album
[✗] Release an official EP (see @Imperfictions 👀)

Buy = Free

You can download the music. I just try to get out what plays in my head.

the biggest loser

Belak