maybe not

underneath all the rubble

sad shoegaze

Blue

New album 'It Was Fun While It Lasted' out now! 
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Sober/Hungover (feat. Arizona Zervas)

Mine

Lower

@sorrow x @thomasreid x @thebootleg boy - i don't belong anywhere

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @sadboyprolific & @lunzero

Lyrics:

(belak)

overwhelmed 
but its all in my
all in my head
losing my sense of self
when im pouring up this cup again
wish that i could give a fuck about it but i dont and
i would tell myself that shit but its not true at all
and
really i care too much so i always take the fall
then end up down below 
with all this pressure i get

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(sadboyprolific)

i hope you cry
i hope you die
i hope you bleed about me
and i dont mind it
everytime you try and tweet about me
they say my musics saving lives
i hope it keep residing
cant think about the place id be
if i aint even found it
got me dead
in my whole body
so im thinking bout it
got in the dirt
searched through the earth
and now im feeling grounded
already questioning my worth
you make it worse by doubting
pouring kerosene along the curb
it burns around me

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(lunzero)

all in my head
i did it to myself again
cut off my friends
id rather live this way then to
open up my wounds
then try to bleed myself out dry
i thought that it might help me
but it wasnt worth the try
your never really gonna fill the void
so tell me
whatll be the breaking point?

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

yellow

overwhelmed

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overwhelmed ft. sadboyprolific & lunzero

written, produced, and recorded by belak

co-produced by @photographic-memory

lyrics:

wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an adventure
without me, so fuck it
ill cry by myself till my head hurts
im mad at the world
cause the good people ended up dead first
and all i do is let my friends down
everytime that i try
misery loves company
so then lets play some i spy

i spot the biggest fucking loser 
ive seen in my life
its me and myself 
and a god who wont throw me a lifeline
and all this self loathing and hatred
i find behind my eyes
when i get alone alone with myself
sometimes i just wish
id love myself a bit more
instead of stalling untill my times up
im tired of being a tourist
inside of my love
i want to take control
of my feelings
and then fly up
cause to me love sounds just like its

better
if i wasnt stuck here with myself
and overcast weather
and evil around me
and people that couldnt care lesser
“try staying positive”
that doesnt mix with the pressure
i guess my happy chemicals 
they all left on an ad-
wouldnt it be better?
if i wasnt stuck here with
nothing i could do
wouldnt it be better?

the biggest loser

BLACK BENZ *pt. II* (Ft. Spaceman Zack)

written, recorded, produced by me </3

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LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

SPOTIFY

que pasa? (prod. swaine)

Jon Waltz - Bang

the end of november (taymxru)

Attempted Lover

Wreck

Bathroom Floor

radiolove

Qualm

Medicate

Failure Comes

A single off the upcoming EP titled AsWeGrieve
Prod. by @ghostemane
Enjoy.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Highschool in class think of droppin out,
But that be somethin I could never really talk about,
Everybody always said it aint an option how,
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce,
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out,
The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around,
And people eye me down,
Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about,

(Chorus)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 2)
I grew up around an abundance of,
Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em,
So because I wasn't conformin,
Didn't play sports or,
Listen to the stuff they bump,
Or rock the shit they rock,
Or talk the way they talk,
I was an easy target so they always pickin on me,
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop,
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up,
Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day,
There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say,
People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter,
One day I said fuck it,
Threw a middle finger up,
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it,
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I aint worthy of shit,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 3)
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke,
Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned,
Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full,
I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often,
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems,
I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want,
And I regret that shit,
Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end,
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't,
Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with,
So I quit,
Bout 2 years later started smokin again,
And the same shit happened,
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that,
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate,
All I have to say,
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing,
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made,
Don't give a fuck what you have to say,
Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging,
But Im trying hard thats the key,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

--------------------
Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

Prod. stranger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Told her you don't need a mirror to admire what you are,
Nature gave us all a mirror it's the sky it's the stars,
So when we were laying down on my car in that empty parking lot,
Lookin up it made you smile from the start,
Baby we are equal,
I think they lost touch,
Society is all fucked,
Don't realize they more than just a body with some thoughts,
personalities colliding egos thriving that's the false self,
I'm sorry to the ones who hate me but I wish you all well,
The colors more intense the simple minded folks resent you for the highs you hold to get you through the highs and lows you been,
I mix the alcoholic beverage marijuana rolled to test it,
If that time I smoked was wet then whys it pop up when it isn't,
If I'm honest my perception of your mind is it's receptive,
When you smile I'm lost in heaven places I ain't know existed,
Like our minds are just reflections and our vibes are close to replicas,
Decide if we're whats best for us if not then don't forget this yeah,

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

(Verse 2)
Love is such a trip,
It's like a drug becomes addictive,
When we touch I feel connected to another fuckin sense,
Protect you from the stuff you been through,
Help you love when you're resentful,
Feel like love is a dimension not enough these fuckas visit,
Beautiful but don't express it,
Being vulnerables expected,
But the fear of being hurt can keep you closing off whatever,
An emotional depression could result in us regretting saying love you to begin with yeah it sucks but it can happen,
Spending months with yous a blessing,
In a land we manifested,
Where the whethers always 70 and issues never enter,
By the lake looks iridescent so majestic souls and energy,
And every golden memory we shored this moments precious,
Try to hold it close forever til we gotta go our separate ways back to the matrix set in place we'll meet back one a later date,
Relive that blissful feeling that we get,
Ain't no concealing it revealed it to the rest of us,
I hope we know whats best for us

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

iridescent (prod. stranger)

produced by sarcastic sounds

lyrics:

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

Plenty thing bout this life I'll never know
But that's more than fine
I just need to know the formula for getting by
So many codes
The wise could supply
Making millions to suicide
No one can hide
Order number 9
To the private jet
It's such a large divide
But I guess that's the prize we fetch
Everybody want it all
Jealousy our ready set go
Doggin like it's petco
Dodge the lasers get low
The slightly graze my suit coat
They taking heads now
Crazy how far people go
Just to get the bread now
Guess it's always been that way
My head just figured it out

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

I wanna ball ya
Maybe I'm looking to god
Give it a shot
Give it my all ya
Taking my time I don't fall down
Money is maxed out
Came for the love is a ghost town
So proud
Making the music is deep down
Without the money I'd freeze 
I couldn't eat
I wouldn't be here to speak now
I hate it but that's how we worked out
I can't trade you seeds and get some fur pelts
Have to drop a rack and rock the goose until the snow melt
Price you pay for living by the snow belt
Wasting away
I will never bow down
Until it's if I don't I let my fam down
Wait for the day
People say you sold out
Just to keep a morning shower and a clean mouth
I can't erase
All the moves I made now
Calendar my life and make the days count
All I can say
Is man I'm feeling great now
I forgot how a smile on my face felt

Seen a free man get down and kiss the road
For mama to be sleeping sound how far you'll go 
Take the tongue out my mouth cut off my toes
Take away all that skin and leave me cold

quite a hike (prod. sarcastic sounds)

THIRD EYE WAR

the biggest loser

Belak