Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

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Hope (letsgobeats)

maryjane! (feat. kennedyxoxo)

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @powfu & @ulovely

Lyrics:

where did you go?
where did you go?
where did you go?

(powfu) 

aye
they keep on asking 
how it feels to blow up
i saw this all coming like
what the fuck do you expect?
music got em jumping 
till they throw up
they handed me the mic like 
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

never need a reset 
my recents on ghost
im the talk of town 
like what the fuck do you expect?
you expect more
i expect less
im not what you adore, no
you cant play me like chess

(belak)

these hoes faker than some CGI
i made so much shit
i could feed the flies
read the lines
i spent hours with this beast of mine
asked me whats my limit
and i told her “do you see the sky?”

(powfu)

keep up
i been in the sky with an eagle eye
i don’t need luck
i could bet it all on just me and i
seems like
everything they did 
girl i redefined
keep in mind
i defy the odds like

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

gaining traction since im young
so dont tell me to grow up
yeah they’re talking down 
but now they see my numbers go up
dont why they doubt
they shouldve known im gonna blow up
now they see im headlining
you know theyre scared to show up
said i wouldnt be enough
watch me climb up to the top
yeah you know its set to pop
what the fuck did you expect?
too grateful for what i got
yeah i owe it all to god
thats how i got what i want
what the fuck did you expect?

(belak)

me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

yellow

unexpected

stream

unexpected ft. powfu & ulovely

shotgun carousel

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

produced by jpjp
vocals by hiraeth

original song: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry/flawss

lyrics:
waking up, at least im by your side
cause when i fall asleep i know im only down one flight
and oh my voice starts shaking when i say goodbye
whys it such a strong word, no it doesnt feel right

you can see all of my flaws in this light
and still say you love them and tell me im fine
that dont make sense no i dont feel alive
i couldnt love me even if i tried

all my friends forgot me and left on their own
its such a small town and i dont fill any hole
maybe know me by my face but they dont know me at all
and its so bloody rubbish getting stamped on the floor
if only you could see how im the centre of it all
youd get why i keep leaving dont reply on my phone
maybe know me by my face but they dont know me at all
and its so bloody rubbish getting stamped on the floor

so where do i go
im sat here alone
and my bodys gone numb
nobody
nobodys enough
so how could i be, worthy of you
i dont understand now im always confused
in truth
im obsessed with you
dont move
dont move
it feels like were fused
and i dont wanna risk our welds getting loose
so ill practise for years with a solder and glue

hiraeth - flaws remix

amv:
https://youtu.be/vXHDlnhLHXA

@owtiss
@yashio20k
baz

[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night
won’t u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

[verse]
i go thru it every time
im losing my mind
i can see right thru ur lies
push me to the side
maybe then i'd breath easy
can u even see me?
why can't lovе be easy..
free me
just wantеd u by my side
believe me
everyday i sit and watch
time is bleeding
i dont wna stay awake
tired of thinking
can you hear my heart stop beating?
(can you hear my heart stop beating x4)
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[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won’t u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can’t fall asleep at night
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

erasure

survive

SPOTIFY

owtiss - survive (yashio & baz)

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

spotify

flare

Stream “unexpected”
https://share.amuse.io/TDxjswa5ybfE

25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

unexpected ft. powfu & ulovely

Belak

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