svnam - i'll be ok (pekarot)

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Lyrics:

[smetinotalive]
i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
i don't mind to be alone

i haven't touched my streets
since back about three weeks
i ain't have no conscious
to my comfort
and i can't afford my feels
every fucking level that you step
you have to die right now
every fucking level that you fail
you have to die right now

baby, tell me why the fuck i gotta hide
tell me everything you haven't said
i'll be just fine
maybe take your life to knife and gon' find out yourself
you don't bother any time, i am craving fucking help
you are walking in the shadows just hoping i see your face
i am stupid but i'm hoping i ain't going to degrade
NOKERB walking in reverse
i get all this shit and send me back into the hearse

i don't like your face
i'm feeling in the cut
scared to be myself
cuz everybody's in the mud
crawling on the tip your toes
guess you feeling fucking scared
nightmares and your dreamings
made me crying go to hell

[NOKERB]
walking in reverse
these pills make me see alot of things
pull me out my grave
you know all these scars i got r real
bitter person, u
fucking made me to what i real hate
when i see her face in the rain i get high again
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me
cold body, in the night i get these shakes again
frustrated human being
all i do is fucking hate 
she thinks that im a good boy
but she dont know what i see
couldnt be the one 4 u
couldnt be the one 4 me

smetinotalive x NOKERB - SCARS(prod. kubsy beats)

nothing else needs to be added :))
prod. rottenspirit

lyrics:
Yeah shes so fucking far, 
why is life so fucking hard?
loved her kisses
she will be my last
I aint in a rush
I dont care about anyone
And you were my loved one
Hope youll be this one
That I see until I die
I wanna die in my fifties
Dont know if Ill hold
Drank a fifth 
tried forgetting it
but you are so deep
inside my soul
And I never wanted to control
But Im sorry if it seemed like that
Now all she do is scroll

Wonder if you forgot about me
And my existence its so gone
And I hope that the time
Yeah I hope it fixes this
But I am not too certain
Im left with thease memories
I am so stuck up in these directories
Everybody says theyre sorry
That we aint a thing nomore
But I can sense
This one lie
That lies between each other
I wanna burn
Myself to the ground
Hoping if I die
That you wont cry
Yeah I hate myself so much
I cant even go much longer

And I miss her touch but shes long gone from my life
Why is it that everybody calls you horrible
If Im the only one that is terrible
Treat me like a king
I still remember that
And yeah it stings
But I cant change these things
You hate me and I understand
How should I let go?
And I still think about this tat
You got it on your left hand
And I hope you think about me
I cant even change myself
Put a gun on my shelf
I need your resurrection
Its so adorable
You say youre not interested
But all these guys tryna hit you up

until I die (prod. rottenspirit)

i may sound bad cuz i did this in one take
(we remade this with me in it dis time bcuz like we had nothing to do in call so.)

[lyrics]

I DONT FEEL GOOD ALL MY BONES ARE GROWING WEAKER
THIS AINT HIDE AND SEEK AND YET YOU’RE STILL PLAYING SEEKER

Breathe in, breathe out
Hold up, you’re staying overnight?
Don’t move, shut out
All the thoughts that don’t sit right
I can’t speak now
My emotions won’t sit tight
We should leave town
And we can see tomorrow’s light

There are too many things that I wish i could say
I guess that it’s too bad I can’t live another day
Fist clenched by my side, I want to make you pay
All the words that you said, left my mind okay?

[KEEPUR]:
I keep on doing wrong and we both know that’s a fact
Gave you all I had and you stabbed me in the back
Compare me to him, and we both know he is trash
He’s just like every guy, it is quality he lacks

Hold my breath, close my eyes, now i’m wasted
I want to be with you, and i still hate this
Too many issues and i wish i could face them
Bloodshot, and my words fill with hatred

[WIAV]:
live another day (x3)

Breathe in, breathe out
Hold up, you’re staying overnight?
Don’t move, shut out
All the thoughts that don’t sit right
I can’t speak now
My emotions won’t sit tight
We should leave town
And we can see tomorrow’s light

There are too many things that I wish i could say
I guess that it’s too bad I can’t live another day
Fist clenched by my side, I want to make you pay
All the words that you said, left my mind okay?

overnight (ft. wiav) (remake) (prod. drmabeats)

beat clips from december 2022 - march 2023. dm me on instagram @5spaceboyry or visit my beatstore: https://www.beatstars.com/spaceboyrybeatz to purchase!

house arrest clips 🏠🔒

I hope y'all have been doing alright, I have been going through some stuff so I apologise for the inactivity </3

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1SX7eHB6YIrv4b46IngMOE?si=90fb38a4827e4045

prod. w1nteres x neather
mastered by @iamsavagekitty
cover by k1baru - https://www.instagram.com/k1baru/

lyrics:

[chorus]
I don't feel so fucking fine
I just wanna fucking die
All I do is fucking cry
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to cheat on me?
Is it really what I get for being nice
All the time...
I feel like time is running
Love feels like a war
And for once u said I'm stunning
Where'd that all go so far?
I dort wanna live anymore
So is it fair to leave this place and die forever
But you said we were meant to be together

[verse]
I left in a state of hate
I don't know why'd you
Have to do me like that
So now its time to leave it all
Before I fall down again
Do you even care about it?
Did you even love me in the slightest?

You said you're gonna change but
Can I even trust somebody
Who broke me to my name
And I know you 
Don't care about me the same
So what's in it for last
Il leave this in the past
Kicked me to my mental state

[bridge]
And I know you're not gonna wait
So I wont give you my time
Leave me walking in a line
See my memories flash in 9
I was gonna be your bride
But you played me for a whore
Il leave myself out the door

[chorus]
I don't feel so fucking fine
I just wanna fucking die
All I do is fucking cry
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to cheat on me?
Is it really what I get for being nice
All the time...
I feel like time is running
Love feels like a war
And for once u said I'm stunning
Where'd that all go so far?
I dort wanna live anymore
So is it fair to leave this place and die forever
But you said we were meant to be together

my fault? (w1nteres x neather)

don't think i can go on
with these thoughts
they're running through my mind
wander like, you're blind?
yeah i know u gotta die
seems like u were right
i can't go on for another fight
running through the city
yeah the lights shine so bright
feeling like i'm blind
yeah i know you want to die
yeah i cannot fight
u were dumb, get out of sight
running around in cycles
you know what?
i grab the knife
you cannot get this me
i always knew u lied

always knew u lied
baby yeah atleast i tried
i'll fix these things
that broke us tonight
always knew that u lied
babe you cannot get me by
you cannot stay by my side
i don't think that it's time
it's getting black outside
please don't make a second lie
i don't know where i should go
am i gonna stay tonight?
gonna stay tonight
now were all gon die
lately i just wanna hide
always knew u'd shoot me twice

don't think i can go on right now
all these thoughts they might eat me up
i don't think u want to fight now
made it out the darkness somehow

don't think i can go on
with these thoughts
they're running through my mind
wander like, you're blind?
yeah i know u gotta die
seems like u were right
i can't go on for another fight
running through the city
yeah the lights shine so bright
feeling like i'm blind
yeah i know you want to die
yeah i cannot fight
u were dumb, get out of sight
running around in cycles
you know what?
i grab the knife
you cannot get this me
i always knew u lied

this is a old song where i could never decide whether to post on the main or not lol
i might come back to this & work on it more but for now i'll leave it here :)

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Don't Go (kuva)

Big ups to @soulfadexo for being on this one!

This song is about a cyber cult trying to build a horde of digital demons, the hell priest "ph3ob3" makes an offer to a stranger, offering them a space in the digital demon hierarchy, filling the "eigth spot". An eigth arch-demon is required to be able to send a confirmation, and unleash a virus known as The Circuit Bleeder, which in turn can create a new creature known as the Electric Strigoi, starting a pandemic of digital vampires.

lyrics:

Digital devils today
In the broad daylight
Felt the compulsion to stay
Oh, this doesn’t seem right
His eyes are mismatched in shade
Entranced, I cannot escape
He’s got an offer for me
One that I can’t fight…

There’s seven princes        
And I could be the eight, he said
This fire simmers
But my fingertips are burning red
There’s seven princes
Maybe I could be the eight, he said
I lied to get him off my back, but he knew

He knew that I was lying
But he said he liked it
You could never fool the destroyer of worlds
He knew that I was lying
But he said that I’m brave to try it
Visions showing me the end of the earth

There’s seven princes        
And I could be the eight, he said
This fire simmers
But my fingertips are burning red
There’s seven princes
Maybe I could be the eight, he said
I lied to get him off my back, but he knew

(soulfade)
I’m losing my mind
All over again
The voices in my head, they’re speaking to me
I just want to know (I am just a demon playing with your head now)
An answer to you (stealing all your secrets making all the big rounds)
Is a digital hell (lady of the darkness, summon all your best friends)
Just for you and me (There is no escape, i am what you see next)

There’s seven princes        
And I could be the eight, he said
This fire simmers
But my fingertips are burning red
There’s seven princes
Maybe I could be the eight, he said
I lied to get him off my back, but he knew

Digital Devils Today (Feat. Soulfade)

baby girl
ure not by my side
ure not here with me
all those lies that u said
theyre still here with me
i see ur shadow in my room
it's here quite frequently
she told me that it's way to soon
and we should keep it secretly
i feel alone
i can't find the way home
i'm to gone
i feel like this would be the end
if you just showed
im on the road
heading to another show
with my bros
i know ure not here with me
but i still wish u was

Not Here With Me

Not Here With Me w/ zarki & evilmiku (xenshel & lil faradeyyy)

Lyrics:
Still a ghost in these parts
What was i suppose to say
Here i am, in the north
All alone inside the coastline
Harboring the harmonies
Sitting next to the lighthouse
Well hello, precious stars
How many memories to share

Ancient whispers inside the heart
Waiting moment in broken time
Loving you was so divine
If only that you were mine

Little lovely maiden moon
I would wish to see you soon
You were still my only one
Like a labyrinth in the lost
Crestfallen, i’m in love
What was i suppose to say
I don’t wanna see the dawn
That would mean i’m missing you

Ancient whispers inside the heart
Waiting moment in broken time
Loving you was so divine
If only that you were mine

I feel so lost, so lost in time
So lost in time

Ancient Whispers II [+ Wrecca]

green light

artist, producer
ghxst collective

Currently trying to kick cancers ass, I think I'm winning rn.

Digital Devils Today (Feat. Soulfade)

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