I've been wanting to do another song with @sadboigoyard for so long, so here it finally is!

lyrics:

My history and yours is mixed together like frost upon my lips
And I just wanna know if death is where it stops
Mortality that’s in my face will terrify me ‘till the day i drop
I’m not the way I was, I’m sorry that I might never be

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

I don’t wanna just tell you…goddamn, I’m sorry
It’s something i just cannot control, in my body
I feel like I’m manipulative, and I’m so controlling
I think the hospital’s my home, ‘cause I always feel it calling

Cancer won’t be an excuse to be an asshole now
I never was before when I abused them drugs into the ground
The only reason I’m sober now is so I could start the chemo
I’m biologically out of luck, should have stayed away from them casinos

The people I scarred the most are the people that cared the most about me
So, the people I cut off first were my OG friends and all my family
And even my collaborators from day one, like ghxst collective
Just couldn’t do that shit to Goyard, man, I’m so pathetic

‘Cause I lied when I said I’m fine
There’s just one detail that hurts the most
‘Cause I don’t wanna leave you that way
I don’t wanna leave you this way
If my time’s cut shorter, my friend
In your memories I will be your ghxst
I hope that you knew in the end
Your love and care, it kept me here

Watch me sleep as I hang my head, for the life i’ve lived has run it’s course
As winter turns into haze, just know I missed you, always
Like the caco coin upon my desk, with a heavy heart I’ll be your ghxst
Your existence wiped away my fears
I hope you know how much I cared

I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR GHXST! feat. Goyard Sad Boi | Prod. HeyLee Manzeron

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Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

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