It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

s/o @kiddamo
lyrics
i hope that u love me
sometimes i cant even love myself
i want u to fuck me
then ill smoke the cigarettes on the shelf
n take me far away from all the thoughts n all the scary words u said to me
late this summer
oh i just need a friend now
i just need to calm down
i just need to lay down
n take some time to figure out

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

hear the liquor pouring imma fill another cup
cant wake up in the morning without nic inside my lungs
speaking bout all my addictions baby girl ur number one
n now im waiting for ur call
but i dont want to wait anymore
i just want to see ur face some more
come my way whenever ur bored
or ill be all alone
so pick up the phone
cuz i kno that ur home
n whenever we dont talk i feel it hurting my soul
n outside its too cold
so open ur window
like ur rapunzel ill climb up n then the night will unfold
sometimes i wish i was dead
but i dont want to see u upset so ill keep it all in my head
remember when we were friends
i knew u was something special thats why i have no regrets

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

soul shower w/ kiddamo [prod. irby]

produced by ryini beats

lyrics:

tell me what, tell me where, tell me when
ill be there
u dont have to be afraid
then baby tell me why im scared
why im scared
tell me, tell me, tell me why im scared
oh its something, inside me
my love for u isnt dying
u love me, i hate it
jus tell me, u hate me
i jus wanna see ur face
but girl i see it everywhere already
i dont wanna cry
but my tears are everywhere already
thats five days no talkin
i trip when im walking
i stumble im fallin
for u bae ive fallen
fallen for u
fallen for

fallen (ryini)

Pick up the Phone Prod. Cosain

sad chill - https://youtu.be/H34VCsKB-LU?si=SPS1DPDgo66C6ok3

lyrics ⬇️ (raw vocals)

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
maybe its just my condition keepin me from all my dreams
momma jus trust me if i was addicted i would be flooded with beans
life gettin harder out here but ima keep balancin on the beam
stupid crishendo makin me feel like i dont got nowhere to be
i dont got doors anymore cuz my parents do not trust me
and now i can hear the whole house
& it’s getting harder to sleep

yea but i get it i broke all my vows
never told you what this was about
it comes from the heart i dont gotta shout
just listen to words that come out my mouth

i know your not proud
but what should i do
it tears me apart you look in my eyes and dont got a clue
happy on the outside 
but sufferin in
i always wondered what it feels like on the other side of this

look at me like I failed 
maybe its cuz i did
and mom im sorry that i bailed
i really wish i didn’t
i know you think we feel different
but really often its the same
Ik i need a lot of shiftin
I know i need to feel shame
honestly i got a sickness

never grew up in the trenches
but i was out hoppin the fences 
knew what is bad and 
knew where the best is
its hard to tefrain
Im sorry im tempted
ill never go back i dont feel the same
My life is dependin
i get tbrough pain 
by lookin above
i dont need drugs i just need god
hes riddled with love

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
did i say 16
matterfact meant to say 13
when i was 13 my brother had hand me my first spliff

i Thought it was great i filled up my plate
then it went wrong i sat at the pond 
and hit out the bong 
made a mistake
might be late 
way to late to go on
i wanted to stop i wnated to drop all the feelings i caught
but they all caught ahold of me
“i couldnt do it”- bologna  
you cant just stick to it partially gotta get rid of all of it
gotta make sure its gone
gotta make sure its out
dont need no bong
touchin my mouth

letter to my loved ones (yunnygoldz)

[hook]
I know youre moving on but how the fuck could you forget me 
dont know whats going on my chest been feelin really heavy
smokin stupid strong
Im burnin gas just like my chevy
ill make another song
wanna talk problems i got plenty 
I know youre moving on 
just cant believe what im hearing 
ive been doing wrong
I cant accept these fucking feelings
another bottle gone 
theyll find me hanging from the ceiling 
do you care at all
the only answer ive been seeking
[verse]
heard you got some new friends
I hope they dont despise you 
and when you get another boyfriend 
hell probably hate you more than i do 
hate the way you suck life out of every little thing
the promises you made meant nothing 
fuck that stupid little ring
forget me not or do at this point i dont really fucking care
cause when i had you in my life you still were never fucking there
im sorry
i never wanted to hurt you 
i know you dont care you hurt me
i cant believe that i loved you

frgt me not or do, at this point idrfc (drmabeats x dercept)

Addicted

Make me nut [prod.Jadenxmid]

SPACESHIP (prod. kenzee + whysobored)

driveway

SPOTIFY

driveway [Prod.ghxstkid]

💖 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝓅𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓊𝓈 💖
🌟 SC: @iamstarinthesky
💀 SC: @lilskeleskrrt
⚔️ SC: @xshigarakix

-- lyrics --
(intro - STAR)
The weather's getting colder
If you catch a chill come over
I'll keep you warm through the storm
Wake u up with coffee in the morning
We can have a snow day
We played all night we bout to play all day!

(chorus - STAR)
You're my snow angel, yeaaa
You don't have no bad angles, yeaaa
Why don’t u stay this winter with me? yeaaa
You bout to find u a new life 
wrapped up under my tree	
If u need a sweater, tell me Chanel or Balenci, which one u like better?
U look hot in both fuck it get both that’s just better
Lay down by the fire rub our bodies together
Makin hot love in this cold weather...

(verse 1 - skele)
lyrics coming soon

(chorus - STAR)
You're my snow angel, yeaaa
You don't have no bad angles, yeaaa
Why don’t u stay this winter with me? yeaaa
You bout to find u a new life 
wrapped up under my tree	
If u need a sweater, tell me Chanel or Balenci, which one u like better?
U look hot in both fuck it get both that’s just better
Lay down by the fire rub our bodies together
Makin hot love in this cold weather...

(verse 2 - shigaraki)
lyrics coming soon

(chorus - STAR)
You're my snow angel, yeaaa
You don't have no bad angles, yeaaa
Why don’t u stay this winter with me? yeaaa
You bout to find u a new life 
wrapped up under my tree	
If u need a sweater, tell me Chanel or Balenci, which one u like better?
U look hot in both fuck it get both that’s just better
Lay down by the fire rub our bodies together
Makin hot love in this cold weather...
--

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https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/why-prod-nextlane
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/go-hard-prod-silo
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/thief-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/give-u-my-world-prod-magickid
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/1-of-a-kind
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/4reign-luv-prod-spencertyto
https://soundcloud.com/iamstarinthesky/ride-with-me-prod-magickid

snow angel

snow angel w/ skele & shigaraki (prod. sogimura)

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

HeyLee Manzeron