Heylog :]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
am i alive? guess we'll know if i breathe
i killed them all i can live in peace
i lost a lot, praying for enemies
avoiding evil that i might bring
i'll fight till death if it keeps u safe
i'll kill them all just to make sure ur okay
they charge at me, hold my ground, be brave
i lost my mind and there's nothing that remains

(one, two, three, go)

i just wrote you a letter
i wish u the best
yea i been doin better
and that's a big step
u got what u asked for
a life with no us
but u come back for more
and it's never enough
i just sent a letter
all the way from home
i'll miss u forever
why'd u have to go
i'm caught up in the center
baby i could die
it has been a pleasure
i'll meet u in the sky
this is it yea can't let down my guard
i never talk man, don't put me in charge
i cut her off should've done that from the start
leaving marks
i don't love me
why do i continue? swim in agony
we were so close until u stabbed me
i cut u off too cause u were bad for me
don't come back to me no

i'm so nervous right now i'm tweaking, why can i not speak
i fidget, it's so obvious i have anxiety
u sat there and did nothing while u saw me slowly bleed
i wiped it from my skin now there's scars for eternity
am i okay? guess we'll know if i breathe
check for my pulse to make sure it beats
i lost a lot, it's too much for me to see
i talk to god, praying for my enemies

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the war II

produced by heylog
guitar by ashen

lyrics:
my minds
dizzy and my head is way too light 
middle of nowhere just i
now i wish u could be here
the plan is to go disappear

no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
cause i'm too used to people leaving
why is it never good timing
and i'm sick apologizing 
when ur the one who should b sorry
i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our dna
too soon for home yea i'll be there late
still see grey

i'm sick
i'll pass it over with one kiss
now we're both sharing our eye's
what is it like sharing lives?
tonight i plan to make u mine
hearts so lost, thinking u could change that
i been through a lot and i lost a couple friend's 
but if i'm being honest i could care less
i don't wanna go through hell again
i need nothing, from u or anyone
i see something in her, i felt like i have won
(won)
translate my words into love
a better me, better evolve
no i
wanna leave so bad i sigh
and i'm sick of everything i cry
and i don't if i should be scared
just let me know if you'll be here
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made this with strep throat yuh

evolve

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(keep thinking that i'm stuck 
falling from the sun
you found me in the mud
can you tell i've had enough)

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
i left it and our home
i feel u getting closer, hoping i can fix
your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
i'm sorry i'm such a bother, i probably ruined this
i don't know if i should call her, just saying that i miss you
but i'm confident that i got her, talking with her lips
took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
my mouth is filled with water as she take another sip
i don't know if i should stop her, trying to convince
that ur not even fair, do you think this is a game?
scrunching up my hair, do nothing how am i drained?
why do u even go? when this party's filled with hoes
MY STOMACH DROP, NERVOUS NELLY
TWISTS AND TURNS IN MY TUMMY
oh down another bottle it's her 3rd now
getting wasted quick
i don't see a point in this
turn towards a drink
baby let me tell you it ain't gonna fix a thing

i don't know if i can do this
continue making music
i've grown to be something
and i don't wanna lose it
i'm feeling all this pressure
they want me to start over
but that ain't gonna happen
i'll continue being a loser

getting muddy
hurts when your words crush me
can we please lie here
maybe i'm just tired
i'm strong when i'm alone
right now i feel so weak
breaking all my bones
i know ur judging me
left it and our

breaking out of my shell, tell me how do u do this
these stories that you tell, aint no coincidence
forgot how love is felt, you reminding me of it
don't need u to compel anything ur not comfortable with

(i'm not done yet)

my iris glistens, she told me "im amazed, 
i've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
hard to listen what did you even say
going fast it's too late to hit the breaks
getting stabbed busy drowning in a lake
on dnd i promise i'm not okay
associate with no one just only me
talk to people trying not decay

coincidence

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i wait patient for karma
butterflies and larva
pain in my sternum
poking me in my heart oh
floating i've risen
fall apart, rebuild it
emptiness, refill it
but i'm out of liquid
i made it far
low on juice, recharge
going through some photos, i feel pain in my heart
(god)
love me or not, do something
don't tease or play w my feelings
wait here in the cold
anger, unfold

you
oh
you
oh
you
oh
oh
you
baby hold me
enough is not enough
i need something
when i fall out of love

listen here u need to know
come closer, this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love u and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
don't let go it's me i'll kill

can't stop coughing
bruising my chest
i make mistakes, keep losing my head
avoiding talk, don't wanna see friends
afraid of toxics i can feel it
you said u was my boy
but i hear the fake in your voice
(so fake)
"WHY DO I NEVER HEAR FROM YOU OR SEE YOU
WHY DO I NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU BEEN UP TO"
I DON'T FEEL LIKE CONVERSATING
I BOTTLE UP, GIVE IT TIME TILL I BREAK IT
DROWNING AND DROWNING MY SENSE
HOW AM I BLESSED WHEN YOU SAW WHAT I DID
LET OUT MY EMOTION UPSTAIRS IN MY CRIB
PROCRASTINATING AGAIN AND AGAIN

amv:
https://youtu.be/EXp_f4BctHg

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
https://soundcloud.com/anthonysidoti

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
// intro
welcome to another night of fucking torture
when I thought that it was over 
but she just wants to tease me
you told me all you saw was red
i think of all the blood you'd shed
if this keeps going on I think ill end up dead!

// verse 
ghosts chasing me, 
i swear to god I’ve been running my whole life :/ 
so karmas close i guess i’ll let her bite me, just one last time :p
oh now she’s speeding
hands around my neck, i’m screaming 
few more seconds I’ll stop breathing 
put her lips on mine and kiss me goodnight 
<3 

don’t stay close 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// anthony
will I die?
say my last goodbyes
rest in piece what's left of me 
so here we go another chapter laid to rest
took my heart from my own chest 
and now I’m your eternal guest 

put me out of my misery
lay me down let me rip 
i gave it all, to be deceived 
i took the fall just for relief 
you always loved me on my knee 
so go ahead and set me free
i know you wanted more than me 
so pull my soul right out tonight 
cant see the light 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// outro
so say goodbye my friends 
so say goodbye my friends
say goodbye my friends
i swear that this is the end

she cut my neck cast her hex
watch your back cause you’re next!!!!

hexed

i'm geist & anthony sidoti - hexed (prod. tnvr)

'collide' produced by heylog

lyrics:
removing pieces of flesh
ur gonna leave me i bet
i don't stand a single chance
when u don't even lend me a hand
i'm hurting but i'm fine
i'm burning, still alive
i watch all my emotions collide
put me to a test
anchored, need to rest
but right now i can't and it's
because i'm so stressed on my last and final breath
sad just like usual, oh boy i'm such a mess
i don't fit in, something just doesn't click
worry u won't hurt my feelings i'll just lay in bed

I AM LOST FOR WORDS I'M AFRAID OF GETTING CURVED
do u think u feel me well enough to know my hurt
I AM LOST FOR WORTH HONESTLY THIS COULD BE WORSE
all the things i've done tell me what do i deserve
I AM SO DEPRESSED IS IT A LITTLE OBVIOUS
searching for a light but it seems all the powers dead
I FEEL MY DESCENT WEIGHT ME DOWN AND SLOWLY PRESS
barely ever happy always find it hard to get

i am so depressed
nothing new i guess
sum up everything and i'm hanging by a thread	
constantly regret
flip a switch and just reset
wish it was that easy, repeat it all again

collide

PROD. @davidhalo + @1endie + @4reii

[lyrics]
Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

When I look you in the eyes
No this isn't a surprise
I don't really understand why
I don't really wanna die
I don't really wanna help you
Learn to take a life
It's too hard to even get through
I don't really care
Cause I'm not the best to do it
I don't need you, stupid
Never letting go cause im helpless
And I've been through it

Tell me what you see
In me
In me
I hardly get to breathe
When you're
With me

I'll open doors for your love
Never thought about it much
It got so rough
Got so tough
I don't know how im keeping up
But now im stuck

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

What I know, you want

I never think of you anymore, I can't
1
2
3
GO

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

surrender

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

closure

@imgeist
@imnotenvy

// geist
haha
oh, pretty eyes that condescend
she looks down at me and drags my heart through the temptation
you know when she lies
no hesitation

karmas coming back again
it’s part 2 but this time my friend is dead
(and he can rest in peace)

// geist & envy
just take me away from this place
said i’m hexed to the bone
meant to be all alone my life
and nowhere but you feels like home
so for you, i’d sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

// envy
tonight, tonight
let them cast me to hell tonight

gassed up
tell you what
i dont even give a fuck
waste time, out of luck
chasing shit that never was
i'll just cover up anything to do with us
all the things i lost

just think it over again
another lost to my bed
the walls keep talking, but instead this time i'm painting them red
i'm hearing voices again
remove your words from my head
and ill keep squeezing 'til your final breath

'cause i cant think straight
you're in my head

// geist & envy
just take me away from this place
said i’m hexed to the bone
meant to be all alone my life
and nowhere but you feels like home
so for you, i’d sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

tonight (tonight)
so for you, i'd sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight
(let them cast me to hell tonight)
so for you, i'd sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

Karama

MORE PLATFORMS

i'm geist & notenvy - karma [tnvr]

https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

lyrics:
put it back
out here thumbin all this cash
and it’s too much in the hand it make a rubber band snap
whatch him lack
he in a hammock layin flat
imma tip that old boy over like it’s kosher under wraps watuhh
met this bitch on a catamaran call her seran cause you know that‘s a wrap
and i hear you talkin out your ass somebody tell that’s cap
you work at costco pushing all the samples
should try it differently i think you need new angles

don’t try to make amends with me i swear i rather die
and if you want to talk authority
i’ll step all on your pride
i got graveyards filled with enemies
i swear it’s quite a sight
if you’re not fucking with biteki
better pull up with the knife
aha

me and booj in demand
last time i checked you’re a loser, no fans
you’re making mid and i’m making the bandz
ik ur girl yeah she’s good with her hands
sitting back i’ve got the world all figured out now
you’re on your ass handing samples like a damn clown

me and geist pull up nice to the function get the people jumpin
every time i get that gas you know i do it with no pumpin
not talking stimmy but i’ll show you what the feta means
we takin over execution try keep up with me
he gon stab me in the heart with a kuboton
wouldn’t work anyway i’m already gone
that boy a lame he never steppin up to me again
that’s what they get tryna flex got no medals left

watch him lack

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lil booj & i'm geist - watch him lack [9anyal]

produced by i'm geist
engineered + guitar @tnvr555

tell me how it feels
to be right by your side
cause i’d trade it all
if i could turn back time
it’s fine
i took the knife and died
i’ll take your pity and cry
if you see my ghost tonight
promise you’ll wave goodbye

left a note by the door
she said,
“i love you i’m sure
but now that i’ve thought it through
and i can’t go on with you”
severed heart i feel torn
like pain i’ve never endured
and every time it hurts worse
i sit here crying a verse

i’m not gonna fight this feeling now
let it slice through, let it bleed me out
and i really miss your voice
how i need you love
but we’ll just fight more
never hear me out

but u let me down
and i let you down…
yeah you were first
and you ditched this town…
can you see me now?
with my broken crown
do you hear this sound?
bet you don’t listen now..

the promises that we couldn’t keep
the memories it’s all agony
and now i’m left here with what i’ve reaped
i’ll plead and beg you for your pity

pity

love, ghost

Oh
I can see you when I fall asleep
You live in my head now you're haunting me
Holding my hand and then you cut my veins
Squeeze every ounce of my blood you can take
Oh...

YOU'VE GOT YOUR HANDS AROUND MY NECK 
AND YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE :( 
TIGHT LIKE A NOOSE 
OH I CAN HEAR YOU SMILE...

OH OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH OH 

So shut me up
Go on sever my tongue
And if it's not enough
Then just cut my throat out
Hear me grasp for air
But I'll still stare
At how your eyes captivate
Everyone around you babe...

You said "what are we"
What are we??
I don't know love...
Cause it seems like you're somebody
To someone else now :( 
And don't act like it's funny
Cause I'm throwing up
Wiped the blood up
With money
Cause that's all I'm for

THAT'S ALL I'M FOR 
SIX FEET UNDERNEATH AND IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 
IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld

Cut me up now, burn me in fire
Watch as i drown, love, don't you get tired?
Taking my life again and again
Twist in the knife, it's your only friend

I'm just another body to you
You're undercover, but I'm no fool
Out for blood, I know you are

I see there's murder on your 
MIND
DARLING 
I'M BARELY ALIVE
SO DIG MY GRAVE 
Parasites crawling away
Poltergeists taking my place

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
IN THE UNDERWORLD 
IN THE UNDERWORLD

what you deserve

what you deserve w/ tnvr [tnvr]

@decayinganyways @prod-oc 

// decayinganyways
black light seen the blood
seen it all on display
sometimes get bored and i play with this blade
i won’t ever stay complacent no way
undead fuck it up play it back no delay
and I’ll say i won’t go
got dead eyes seen it in the snow

threw out all the fakes
get 'em outta my way
i burn it down all around
it’s a bloody parade
cross 'em out
hide the rounds that I fired today
their bodies drop and they rot
they can watch

okay so

.308
hit my shot and it hits fast
fuck around i’m shroud in a bloodbath
decay’s T-T-K yeah it’s so fast
E-G-O yeah it’s so high unmatched
saw blade to your skull like what’s that
slicing up cut a limb yeah I’m so rad
and i know that a brain won’t grow back
yeah i kill no live no love laugh

// i'm geist
take it off
turn slowly around
put your hands right up
you know what you’ve done

and it’ll all burn down again
will you smile as u kill all your friends?

locked eyes
got her fingers in herself
but she’s got you wrapped round those same fingers you’re a simp
oh well buddy there’s no shame if you’re living in my shade
but you wouldn’t catch me in my 20s taking breaks

fuck this
i’m not one to feel bad
locked in and it’s straight to a blood bath
dual blades and a gun in my backpack
no scoped
no live no love laugh
talk shit
then you’re back just to kiss ass
but don’t speak to me
you’ve got no class
move swift and i leave you in the past
won’t find an ego here to match

no live, no love, laugh w/ decayinganyways [oc]

breathe in
and breathe out
but you don't hear a sound
so you'll ask me if i'm okay
you're leaving
and me now
then we go back around
watched it all end on that Wednesday

please don't look at me
feel sickening
but i just want to know if you're still listening
the summer's gone and fall's soon following
will winter freeze what's left of what we had remained

watched it all end on a wednesday
butterflies around your neck
watched it all end on a wednesday
pulled you in for a kiss
cause i knew it’s the end

you

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