It does, infact, appear I am dancing a little jig to this tune!!! ♪(┌・。・)┌

i needa know [prod. vvspipes + kimj]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bfsK3wIeiiXuFl4zx0JVh?si=ebd0330e7fea4a5a
cover art by my friend tony
swazy: @swazyhq
thank you frost'd for helping me with the mixing on the first guitars

its hard for me to say
how i feel at this point
it gets worse by time
and i cant take it
all i ask for is my space
is that too much?
i can do nothing well
i even disappoint myself now
you werent there for me
but its fine i wasnt either
but you still act like i care
all that i can say is i dont
or atleast i dont pretend to
i was never good enough
for the people to like me too
so just leave me alone
or ill never come back

did what you asked for 
things still cant go back to the way they were
before before before
and these thoughts turn like dials in my mind
they never break off the chain 
i know where i stay
but without you i would rather walk into my grave
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right

before

before +swazy*

Benji:

Wait up! (!!!)
Feel my human body laying next to me
Toeing lines between the void and ecstasy
"Come a little closer" don't know what you mean
Don't know what you mean 

Dig through the pile of bones that I left on the counter
It's clear you've got the advantage 
I just wanna say what I want without lighting the fire
But its an arson, I planned it
And it just rides out, you just ignore what's got you questioning your mind now
Cut your current goal and make decisions only switching on a dime now
I think it's light out
I got a grave to dig in the morning, get the shovels and the knives out!!!

Yaz:

Your bones they rattle 
You’re so gone 
Say that we’re enemies
so fun!

Open your heart to me… no literally!
Let me see your lungs in the flesh 
I’ll take your veins out and this flame 
Tie them up and make a bracelet 
Better! Wear them like a necklace 

Boy pick up when I call
Beads and pearls are my call
ur blood and tears on the wall
boy I’m still running you crawl

Keep me under your skin!
Breathe me out, let me in!
Now I’m in your head now I’ve been 
Stuck in there for a min

SPOTIFY

body w/ yazida

GYAAAAAAHFHDAFHADLFJALF

prod tigrstar *kills maself*

would you swear you’re not dependent on whoever else is out there?
(if only you were mine)
you should come to me instead
took a while, but i’m starting to get there
messing around a lot before things get serious
gotta hide my eyes they’re a little too dilated

you didn’t hear it from me, but it’s appearing
here before you even know
hours inside, overhead is too bright
how can you expect me to sleep?
after all you did, come on

must be so far gone, always seeing things wrong
play it play it off, lemme play it play it off
i know we never dealt with it, i really felt that 
we could’ve gone further to
(be in love)

reminisce, try to admit, have willingness
to think out loud and accept what i’m feeling 
cus i wanna talk to you all the time, yeah
and i’m so far gone, do or you can die
you can do or you can die

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright

i want you, what would you wanna do?
i want you, what would you wanna do?
we could talk all night, but if it’s silent i don’t mind
lets just lay down side by side

i’m not too sure but i feel so useless… she’s gonna miss

would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
what do you say when you’re, when you’re speaking bout me?
would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
until I realize that it’s better when
the truth’s in the corner, so i guess i’ll do it alone
decide what you want from me
(so sad on my own)

hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?
hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright
if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right, 
say that

heartburst

verse 1: https://soundcloud.com/e13venthirteen
verse 2: https://soundcloud.com/1expire
verse 3: https://soundcloud.com/rip_tony
verse 4: https://soundcloud.com/kurse11
verse 5: https://soundcloud.com/1wrayth
verse 6: https://soundcloud.com/phreyla

woah cypher!

woah cypher! w/ eleven thirteen, expire, riptony, kurse11, wrayth, phreyla (pk)

@uxbie
@starboyrob
@baredex-522947753

[lulu]
put my life into u
take a bullet for u again
i wld never lie to u
tell me what to do can this end

rip me n tear me to shreds
a ticking time bomb my life is a mess
walking the line while i run from the feds
said i am fine well i lied i confess

if u wanna hate me u can try it
if u wanna break me u can buy it
dont use me anymore im so tired
leave me alone ur a liar

[uxbie]
fuck all ur friends dont take the blame
hilarious how u think im not worth it
ill take the knife blood on my side
ill be dead and never see u again

remember how u said u loved me?
guess that was just a lie
my fucking eyes start to hurt
start to cry tears flow right on my t shirt
dont txt me fucking die already
nvm please come back i need u more than i thought

i put my life into u
can u even hear urself talk? 
u sound stupid when u lie
im not ur friend or ur love
 like really what do u want?
i cry myself to my sleep 
simply watch me fall apart

all of this is ur fault!
yet i wanna hear u talk
ur voice is like my medicine
without u id be gone
id take my life thats on god

spotify ^-^

put my life into u +uxbie prod starboyrob & baredex

the bastard

lyrics:
i dont wanna wake up now its way too hard to get up
why dont you just say sum now, i waited so long to hear it
but you don't got a clue what you've done so its all good to move on
it could be a day since then, i'd still say that its too long
living out your liveliest dreams dont let your heart go to waste
so many damn things in my mind so hard to put it in a place
stuck inside the same damn dream i see the same damn face
and i got real life dreams i let them all go to waste
tell it all but i still feel like they're onto me
every single walk i avoid myself like honestly
go and take it off i could never live without my peace
try and get it done i just get it done by all my means
try to catch myself but you know that i always fall
i do every single thing around the place and i still lost
help is what i need cant even stand on my own two feet
i been off of things cant even hear that they're calling me

i cant even look up now my heads too hard to keep up
i spent all my good allowance on nothing that i needed 
so when i see myself again, ive got my life to keep up
try to go hiding now but all the people see us
can i even see the stars or all they all burnt up
can you even see my farce or is it all worthless
you know that i did everything and it was all for us
i cant even see myself upon the gaze of my trust
hollywood dreaming fuck my friends and family
how you live your life thinking that you owe somebody things
bleedin in these walls you dont wanna see nobody's peace
stuck inside my mind every single bad thought is a breeze
kill me off tell me that im horrible to please
you can grip my heart every time you do you always squeeze
you dont care at all you just do these things and then repeat
everything is cold every single thing will make me freeze

bleed (irby)

prod me + @redhxrse on the strings
master @redhxrse

known as someone who lets down
when everything hurts
but no ones hands there to help now
ill say you're the worst
cause all the things that youve said bout me
i wanna talk but my thoughts wont speak 
and i said

run around
yea
just do your thing little one
enjoy when nobodies watching
cause when youre old and youre dumb
theyll always pick you for fun
theyll treat you like youre the problem
but youre just their way to solve them 
and that is not okay

run around

tropes x juno - real asf (prod. slappy glxy shinju)

Preesave <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/been-that-boy 

Prod. tigerstar
co-written with @yazida-essia 
SHOUTS OUT TO CABBY @silentcxbin FOR DOING THE INTRO AND MASTER <3 Check him out NOWWWW...!!!

CREDS TO THE CLIQUE GIRLZ .... My ultimate idols that inspire everything i create
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYJ284Hndzk

if there was a single day where we could just talk
i'd fade and i'd block anything thats not you
I’d cave when u walk in the room
I wonder if u listen, heart transparent
can u hear it?
u said u couldn’t 
so i'll turn it up just enough
like I wanted for us

you know i
kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
you need to know i...
know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy...
but every little word was true 
i dont wanna waste a minute waiting for ur call back
here i am 5 hours later  and i'll respond so fast
after all thought i was certain thinking u were all that
and theres still a part of me that thinks that y could be that boy

so can i at least plead my case or do 
u just want me to be thrown away and you'll choose 
from all the girls lined up and i'll be another one
its such a  force of a wave to try to get through

im in a daze for u n
spending all day in a trance
when im just looking at u
no one can say that i cant
i gotta look for u
i gotta tell u too many things i said that i won’t get into

already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
i always talk it down i hope that i dont get hurt 
found out all of the words that you had said and i…
kinda shoulda wish u woulda coulda maybe been that boy

NO U NEVER
YES U DID
U NEVER MEANT TO MEAN THAT
AND U SHOULDA 
WISH U WOULDA
COULDA MAYBE BEEN THAT

got my hopes up for it to mean nothin
if ur just gonna pretend all along 
that u could be that boy
wouldnt have let it
if ur never gonna get it
through ur head
i should forget it, for what?
( u'll never be that boy)

u couldn’t have been him at all
figured it out on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy
i cant help but say that it’s dumb
and so i’ll stay on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy

Been That Boy!

@moderndayuk
@dialt0ne


Discord: benjiiiiiii#4572

body w/ yazida

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