i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

lyrics 


carry the weight on my shoulders
im crumbling quick
for something like this im unequipped
look in the fog and i see his face
i see his face
but he wont make it out alive 

see this form change right in front of my eyes
see my blood stain in the snow in the night
what a pretty day to go out and die
but he wont make it out alive
feel a parasite take over my brain
left to rot in this cabin in pain
thunderstorms bb can u hear the rain
but he wont make it out alive

i just wanna rip him apart
i wont let him steal ur heart 
i might do something ill regret
i dont regret it
find a clue
oh my god u dont get it

how many times have i fought and i failed
its a waste of time if im wishing u well
id rather see his flesh burning in hell
letting decay lift from both of our cells

he wont

prod. wixxy & lesheff

Wake up upset 
You’re not here it’s sad
I guess I’m attached 
I GUESS IM ATTACHED 

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

vails:

Did I make a mistake?
For giving you my heart
Will you cut it open? 
Bleed it out 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime, everytime
I forgive it all 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime everytime
I forgive it all

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

every time (feat. vails)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

Parasite, by vails 
Featuring love Jai & weepings
Produced by the soundcloud
Mastered by Weepings

Parasite (feat. Love Jai & Weepings)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

i just wanna drown inside your love
wanna feel your everlasting touch
id give you it all 
know its not much
just to let you know that youre the one
i just wanna drown inside your love
be here when you feel like things get rough
never leave your side no matter what
i just wanna drown inside your love
i just wanna drown inside your

cold lips 
sweet mint
wont forget the taste
long trips
heart aches
wont forget the pain
over and over
play inside your brain
dont care what people say 
i wanna change the way
you think
love means never ending things
no distancing could ever come between
bandaging up every pretty piece 
of what they left right here for me
i wish that i could make you see
flaws are just like flowers growing leaves
they say perfect cant exist it does to me
want this forever and i mean it
first time in my life not keeping secrets
i could be just who i want
its what i needed

drown inside your love (6astard)

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it
I can’t keep a secret
I can’t keep a secret

My love, gave it up for
Some drugs, what a fucking bore
I swore, I swore I loved you more
I swore I loved you more, I thought I loved you more

Gave it up for her
I feel like I’m losing myself
And I’m an addict all again
I don’t feel the same even with my friends
I don’t feel the same watch me do it all again
Fall in love again
And then lose some friends
Make a bad mistake and do it all again
History repeats every single fucking time
I wonder why I’m losing my mind this time

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it

I’ll skip 1000 steps just to be with you
Too early to tell if this loves true
Too early to tell if this loves true
But I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I know I know
I just hope it’s true
Just hope it’s true
Hope it’s true,believe in you
Hope it’s true, that’s what I do
Hope it’s true, believe in you
I just wanna see it through

secret (prod. babieyummo x cl6udy)

Do you remember the days in school?
I still remember the taste of you
If I'm not wrong, it was in June
And now, and now
You don't know anything and you don't feel safe, but
You found a job, and now you hoping to cash out
Get a new house, two cats, and maybe your loved one
Life didn't go as you planned, you wanna scream loud
I dropped out of my college when I was 16
Now I get to live my life as an idiot
You don't know how that feels, to be ignored
You don't know how that feels, to be me, dawg
Now I'm 20 and I can feel the pressure
Craving for attention, attached to my depression
Governments don't really care about their nations
Governments don't really care 'bout generations
Now it's summer and I'm enjoying the moment
Here, locked up in my room, thinking it's over
Get in touch with the humans, that's what I'm hoping
That's what I'm hoping, 'fore I rot 
Before I rot, before I rot
Before I rot

every time (feat. vails)

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