When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

Dream
[verse 1] 

Only in dreams have I been able to
Actually connect and say that I love you
But right now I’m stuck and this cannot be true
Knowing that I can never be with you

My dreams they never come true
So I know that I should just not continue 
I’m hurting myself by being stuck on you
So maybe I’ll sleep and hope that it comes true

[chorus]

History 
But when I see you it’s just a dream
I look around it’s not what it seems
Cuz then I notice you, and it’s only you
Only you
Only you 
Only you, woah

[verse 2]

Only you, I swear that it’s only you
I know that it’s hard cuz I have these issues 
right here I’m broken and stuck from misuse 
Now I’m just here waiting for you

Take my soul away
I don’t have much to say
Help me now I made a mistake 
When I see you my heart aches

[chorus]

History 
But when I see you it’s just a dream
I look around it’s not what it seems
Cuz then I notice you, and it’s only you
Only you
Only you 
Only you, woah

[outro]

History 
But when I see you it’s just a dream 
I look around it’s not what it seems 
Cuz then I notice you, and it’s only you

in my dreams (sk8miles)

prod. @pekarot_161

[casperrr]
nobody will love you as i do did
seeing u with some1 else makes me sick 
i wish u the best, but i feel like shit
hope u succeed in life while i can't even live 

(chorus) [casperrr]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

[casperrr & autumn]
ooh~

[autumn]
and they say i'll never change
just put that on my grave
not tryna resist this, but it's on my name
just calm down
you're aware of the wrongs that you did
so just let them run out
just not right now
just twist what you want, up until you fall down
i'm losing my hair
trying not to be scared
it took so much time to get where i am here
my knees to the ground
as well as my pride
the ones that i've hurt aren't good at goodbyes

so i stay inside
cause this home knows i
accepted what i've done
just not to that extent
oh how i was stunned from 
all of it

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

casperrr x autumndropsdead - succeed in failing (pekarot)

i guess we have no choice.
when the world comes to an end.
I wish we had another day.

I Wish We Had Another Day W/ sace6

ballad of nothin'

lyrics:

another night of drinkin on my own
my battery died so i cant check my phone
doesnt really matter cuz noone ever calls
sittin by myself while these tears just fuckin fall...
and its always been this way, i can never get away
from these problems that i face
its gettin hard to breathe
ion wanna be me
i would give anything just to feel free...

and im never really feelin okay
everybody always goes a different way
ion really know myself
i been searchin but i never fuckin found nothin'
everybody thought i was gonna be somethin'
but it turns out im just nothin'
and im growin so tired ion wanna keep running
steppin on these snakes, yeah these motherfuckers cunning

i was stuck here for a fuckin' minute
ion wnna hear u talk but ima let u finish
cuz i dont like ppl anymore
tryna keep em happy is such a chore
and i know that i dont fit in
i never really have
but i kinda like it this way
all they ever do is rip my heart in half
life like a race and i always finish last...

*chorus*

i cant take it anymore
im so tired of being everybodies fool...
and im tired of bleeding my blood into this pool
and i have no room left for anyone...

*chorus*

everybody thought i was gonna be somethin'
but i turned out to be nothin'
turned out to be nothing...

turned out to be nothing...

nothin. [+irby]

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
-
(Lyrics)
stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

she just wanna see me when I’m down 
questioning what are we I just frown 
getting messages from other people
can I ask are you evil?
and I just wanna set the mood to winter 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

and every time we hanging out you don’t speak 
you question all the love you have for me I can see
I can see through this facade protecting me 
Hurting me give me more 

she was out too much 
she would stab me in my back
I know you didn’t care about me 
and I just wish you could love me 
the way I want you to 
and it’s been aching me

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this 

on your way your back that is not true 
you said that you care but that’s all lies
girl I miss you 
you know that I’m selfish girl 
I just wanna settle down 
I just wanna stay around 

and I just need a second to breathe 
I just wanna live here in peace 
no one fucking bothering me 
and I just need a second to breathe 
so please don’t go 

stuck in this room once again
feeling alone again 
can we just keep playing pretend 
I’m tired of all of this

what are we (fats'e)

Concrete (ft. emptychest & NAVYXOWER)

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

Lyrics:

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

[bridge]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another ma--

[skrwd]

I see all the shit you say
I heard about him
He seems great
Bet he lays with you all day and knows exactly what to say
Pay attention to the signs
Know his hands don’t fit like mine
Might be gone inside your mind but you’re still alive in mine
I regret how I moved
Sometimes i wanna redo
No matter how hard you try
There’s just no stopping the truth
Might have a girl in the room 
But I still wish she was you
So anytime that you want
You can come thru
I been workin OT
Posted up in OC
Shawty want Chanel 
She can get it, girl you know me
Even after all this time I feel you in the late night

[getbetter]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

hold me close for just a single night
time goes by as the stars change overnight
and i dont wanna be on the receiving side
i already gave too much of my life

so dont hold me down
while i try to seek out shelter
cause this life that im living it aint the same as it was
and im tryna find some shelter from the storm i know is comin

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

@fleshgolem

(flesh)
i've been sitting with my thoughts
without your company i'm lost
i wish i didn't overthink every part 
of the words that you said in a dream

(TNS)
Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

(flesh)
i hope that i dont mess this up
got so much love to give to ya
sometimes i think i'm not enough
intrusive thoughts can't break me
and so i try to loosen up 
so i don't lose my grip on us
i'm sorry that i've been impatient lately

(TNS)
Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you

Sitting As The Cars Go By w/ flesh golem [+ jasco]

I been scarred so many times, but I found you and you helped me hoping you will stick wit me, it don’t feel right all alone.
Beat by: Jozzex
Mixed by: VRSSTUDIOS

SCARRED

Lemoore/Hanford, CA artist

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in my dreams (sk8miles)

ZBee

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