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produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

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scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

fresca

COVER ART BY @IUCREZIADPHOTOS ON TWITTER

Yeah
(Everybody know that my city friendly)
You said you coming
Did you lie, or is you on the way 
Don’t wanna force shit 
Choking poison, imma die with my lungs open
Baby you don’t gotta cry it’s not that important 
You act like I could feel away
like me and all yo girls we not fucking friendly 
You said you’d rather be alone
Baby don’t tempt me 
I been living on my own keep my heart empty 
But my brain full up 
Think I lost my mind
Imma tear my shit up,
Keep it stuck
And I think my ego died 
Tryna teach me a lessons
And I be capping in these lines like a fucking impression, I get it worse in the second
Doubt it 
And maybe probably I’m fine
But I’m really extra
Got no plug on the line
I shouldn’t fucking get one 
I barely get up 

That’s a line
That’s a set up 
—-
I can see the other side
Suicides
I just took the doors of my ride 
Tryna see the sky
Twisted, got it back front
Tryna make it right 
I can see on both sides
Imma lose my mind 

they looking at me saying “how do you do it”
I got too many counting on me for the bag to be losing 
And I was born to go stupid
I got it twisted to a science 
And my tech is influenced
I took a couple trips to Paris think my ass getting fluent 

Pass her the bag and she blew it 
She got her friends, imma let ‘em in
That’s how I get to it
They pass the poison to me
Imma take a hit just to do it
I might cuff her but it depends
See how it goes in the end 
that’s how it go right

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

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Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

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additional vocals @heyzeph
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Fvtal
SWAZY
Yazida 
Billy!
Caponeti
DPF
Kurtis
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Nezerat
Yonklolz
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- Just know I'm putting that body on lock

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MAHO w/ keanu.

prod aftrr and maxwell4k
a celebration of everything, ty 4 all the love
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lyrics: 
what u need
tell me its just me n u
maybe we could rendezvous
take u out then back ur room
ill see u soon
get a table just for two
i kno im not here for a long time
so tell me whats ur mood

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

money like manny but i aint no fighter
u still rockin Pandas, im rockin desiigner
bitch im a playa like word to luh tyler
i keep that beam on me, shoot like tie fighter
i keep that fye like a bic no lighter
dripped in all black let my chain shine brighter
aint no surprise, on my  grind, all nighter
did it by myself, need no help
im still self made
they said that im toxic
idgaf im well paid
she so bad 4 me but out of spite
i'll love her anyway
yo pockets falling apart
im sippin chardonnay 

bitch im the man of my city im finna hold it down
bp born and raised, for my fam ill turn they life around
gotta keep goin i dont think ill ever settle down
pretty hoe like how i do it she likin how i sound

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

drank, molly water
whole fit top dolla
oh all these lil boy they my son
im the shot caller
spend a bag, make it flip
double that, dont give a shit
spend a bag, make it flip
double that then take a flick

baby do u really need me?
when i talk to u, u dont listen, u only see me
idk, lmk if u really moved on
where to go, yeah u know, wya just reach me

(this last section is inspired by tyler the creator's pillowtalk remix :D)

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

SPOTIFY !

sorry not sorry

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
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produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

𝐳𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐫
A sound soul dwells within a sound mind and a sound body

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Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

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