spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial

scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

- Gochujang is top 10 sauces not gon hold
- Shoutout @jaykim1 and @1spoder fr

Gochujang w/ Jay Kim & Spoder

prod maxwell4k

lil slow song 

at the party we were tongue tied
my heart's been chained no i wont lie
tell me ur problems we could solve em
say the word baby im on ur side
if ur feelin me just give a sign
promise that i could make it right
fwm, ill fwu
do anything for u cuz ur my

sugar, sugar
sugar, woah
sugar, sugar
sugar, oowoaho

ik ur feelin me
what do u rlly see in me
im in town, in the bnb
hmu if ur needin me

baby tell me where u reside
if ur in the mood
take u out somewhere, u decide
baby just come on thru
im tryna see u tonite
whenever i see ur eyes
i sit back n i just realize
girl i need u
needa see u
wanna be with u
dont wanna leave u
what we been thru
our love, was it true
ur hair and ur touch
tell me abt ur day over lunch
u got ur goals and i got mine
but u know im on standby

its a lot of love in the air
(dont do too much, do too much, do too much)
when i saw u, stop n stare
(baby talk to me, talk to me, talk to me)
aaaa ooooo aa aa oo oo

at the party we were tongue tied
my heart's been chained no i wont lie
tell me ur problems we could solve em
say the word baby im on ur side
if ur feelin me just give a sign
promise that i could make it right
fwm, ill fwu
do anything for u cuz ur my

sugar, sugar
sugar, woah
sugar, sugar
sugar, oowoaho

ik ur feelin me
what do u rlly see in me
im in town, in the bnb
hmu if ur needin me

SPOTIFY !

tongue tied (maxwell4k)

- Just know I'm putting that body on lock

- Go fw @lovekeanu fr man love his shit

MAHO w/ keanu.

prod meeeeee

wyrics >.<

Hookski:

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Can you feel what im feelinnnnn (swaggily)

I’m da hottest when I walk up in da buildin

Stop tryin no you never gon refute dat

And my phone blowin up I think I’ll mute dat 

I’m on a roll (honor roll) and I think that imma see less (C less) ((this the best bar I’ve written in yrs and it’s still corny))

All da p words tryna tell me dat I’m not next

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

Cmon baby tell me how much do you like dat

Gone on your own tell me now that you don’t like that

Don’t hit my phone cause I’m never gonna type back

I did it all for fun 🤓☝🏻

And to think that you don’t like me, I think that you’ve gone dumb (stupid ass vocal chops)

Idk how to love :3 
yeah idk what’s good enough
I’d check myself but idk, why don’t you tell me? You don’t even know yourself 😒

idk how to love

its all in your head, raw 
produced by @typhoondll

lyrics:

I tried to play your games
I stumbled down, and rumbled out
the insides of my fane

competing wit ya always leads to everlasting shame

I ask you, how can we communicate?

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence

flexin some kimbundu
linguagem, that I dont speak, came straight up from my mamas mama
thoughts mixed up like stew,
minor problem, jumbling, tumbling through cerebrum we playing mikado
ridin in a coupe, ya goal prolly
aint that brief relief sweet u needa new hobby

pissed off, clear objects so I dont think about em
pistols, crystals coins of the same side bruh

straight to ya tibia, stank face when this play, swaying the femur ya
open the Biblia, maybe you’ll say: "not so saint my interior"
music my muse she a diva, her moves protrude to the point of anemia
laughing at the oh-so-serious, 

tremendously 

a firm believer that my dreaming doesn’t 
end in deceit, hands on the seat
the remedy
with no question what grounds my compass are these melodies
unquestionably, create or die, how I am, was, and have to be
putting my dent on earth heavy bending space with the gravity

the pen or the bottle?
depends on how hollow
and mood in the moment
the highs and the bottoms
it dont matter how low
I get I dont swallow
the booze, stay not boosting me
tough act to follow

gimme more im a fool ah
sobriety my new party trick
measure liters on the ruler
liver never gon retire 
see me downing but im neutral
this aint finna be the death of me
awake even after moon come
insomnia got me fried up

we dont speak same language i can
recognize that im nobody
if I talk and we end parting ways
then what does that mean for you and 

I 

can’t be detained or deterred, like my people were 
We gotta be heard, lead the herd, I can be the first
Finally I can see through, got the means to shine light on my people
said my tracks hard, they told me run it back like alopecia
takin the crown, whats negus to you? 
to me it means king,
I was ready to rule still baby in belly,
delivering truth, biting bullet bulletproof in the womb
I beg your pardon, big problem is that I was parted to atoms,
Probably saw my matter on the floor to piece my heart together

sticky sticky
they kept blickies on me
in case i was runnin
liberty non existent in my world
they made me a dummy 
if I pull up to the function stuntin 
peeps wont tell me nothing
rather look at me like a freak
than talking makin odd assumptions
lookin at what you did must feel so good so nice
so keep it comin 
funnily i dont give a damn bruh, watch your temper

if you see us goin loco tokin on that kusher herb
rainbox six smoke dont ask us whats in the canister 

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence.

STUMBLE

Spotify

STUMBLE prod. typhoon

All platforms : https://lnkfi.re/SzPhuVHG

"portfolio" - 3/10

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/yazida-essia
and https://soundcloud.com/dead4cf

Additional contribution by https://soundcloud.com/i-die-this-year

a) After finding his music online being regarded highly, and incapable of controlling his ego, Simon suddenly leaves his job on a frantic pursuit of passive income. Instantly, he gets to work on 10 songs optimized for performance, the lowest common denominator, learning from the mistakes of his youth and attempting for the highest appeal possible. This is his portfolio.

outofline [with yazida, 4cf]

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

alr w/ Max Ruben

𝐳𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐫
A sound soul dwells within a sound mind and a sound body

zephyr3453@gmail.com

MAHO w/ keanu.

Zephyr

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