i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

stacy, can you hear me
i know you, you're acting crazy
why cant you know that im the one for you
so let's get on with our lives
stop being lonely at night
u hate me but ur being nice
to me and i dont deserve it

u can try me all u want
im never leaving ur side
youre just so divine
i think i might die

i wish youd hold a gun to my head
slit my wrist and leave me there
fill my brain with so much lead
dont even want me as a friend

u can try me all u want
im never leaving ur side
youre just so divine
i think i might die
u can try me all u want
youre just so divine
u can try me all u want
youre just so divine

clingly creep

i got drawn into your mess
you live inside my head 
i shared all your beliefs
do i pass all of your tests?

laughed at again
i loved her
going insane
 i loved her
take all the blame
i loved her
hard to forget

ill go to the preachers house
confess my sins and doubts
you are the only cause
just so hard to ignore

Hard To Forget

Dream

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
Come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

preripped cover

on the knives edge of panic
with butterflies cutting up my stomach
my ears begin to ring and then start bleeding
ill do anything u want, dont leave me

is this love or mind control
can barely speak or even care at all
pheromones flood my brain
i dont ever wanna think again

lately you're the only thing i hear
my consciousness dissolves then disappears
a frequency that i just cant ignore
etched on to my neurons, im yours

Ground Wave Emergency Network

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

NotOkGhost Cover - https://soundcloud.com/notokghost

she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will be alright

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

Hard To Forget

arin

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