YOOOO THIS IS FUCNING AWESOME HELL UEA IM HONORED!!!

wanna die so badly
in fifth period
and im so stuck and sadly
dont think ill ever get to see you again

the times we had 
were invaluable
i helt you to my heart

but now im dropping off my bag
now it fucking startsssss

kerch

I’m so angry
And so upset
Cause you can’t
See me at all
And I’m all alone
And we’re stuck in our homes
When I’m without you
There's nothing to do
I wanna be with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I lost all respect
So how do I expect
To get a job or life
When you can be my wife
I’ll throw my life away
Just to see your face
How could I go back
It felt so right and real
I dreamt of having

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

How did I get this way
Dictated by anime
Obsessed with one girl
Who never will love me
I’ve killed the chance to belong
And now I’m stuck with

You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out
I can’t live without
You In my arms
I wish you were
Really here with me
But you are
Still stuck In my screen
Just come out

I WISH YOU WERE REAL

untitled (im an alien)

dumb and stupid song
reuploaded cause it was so bassy that it was barely audible on phones

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lyrics:

always hear "youre not alone,
you cant afford to leave"
but youre not listening
not listening to me
get it through your thick skull
i dont wanna be here
if i wasnt so scared
then maybe id be gone

"stop coughing up weed
and go to therapy"
dont wanna hear it no more
my mind's too sore
i think im losing it
all the goddamn time
i need to take a break
i need to fucking cry

i cant escape myself
wish i could run away
dont need a nicer life
just not feel this way
i wanted everything
i need someone again
fuck your religion
it wont save me anyway

please just stop
youre hurting yourself
please just stop
youre hurting everyone else
"its not the only way out"
thats what they say
but the alternatives are pretty fucking gay

you tried your best
its all you could do
but its not
what you wanted

always hear "youre not alone,
you cant afford to leave"
but youre not listening
not listening to me
i wanted everything
i need someone again
fuck your religion
it wont save me anyway

how to be an hero

Today wasn't a good day 
Yeah, it was such a shitty day
No purpose in my life
I think I'm freaking going nuts
I guess it will end up like this

Six-pack is where I belong
It's like that cool gezebelle song:
Doesn't matter if I die drunk,
Doesn't matter if I die young
Like shit all my life stank

It really sucks to be 17
Nobody ever wanted me
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
My green fluids near me
I'm really really diying tonight

CHOPPING BLOCK

Vomiting My Stomach Out

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

Been locked up again
I may have lost my mind
And you go out everyday
With your fucking friends

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

I wonder if they listen
'cause you're talking all the time
And there's one thing I want
I hope that you shut up

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

Fuarrrk Off

all work and no play

i hate school 
i never study
i've got a test
my grades are cruddy
i've got a plan 
for tomorrow
daddy's guns
i will borrow

black trenchcoat
combat boots on
ar15 
sawed-off shotgun
no test for 
me or my classmates
they will all meet their fates

there goes the band kid
headshot the goth girl
360 noscope
i'm not sorry

screams echo
'round the next door
bodies fall
to the bloody floor
sirens wail
'ing in the distance
finally some resistance 

swat hops out
armed to the teeth
machine guns
bullet hell wreath
i know i 
will not survive 
so no one leaves alive

though i see in her eyes
fear and loathing 
i am much too far gone
to say sorry 
in my wrath and dismay
i made them pay 
now i'm gonna go out my way

de_school

Collab with Penguinband. It was supposed to go on his accounts, but he's stepping down from music.

nose to the grindstone (ft. penguinband)

NotOkGhost Cover - https://soundcloud.com/notokghost

she appears to me
in my dreams
i want her now
so i call her name
then i wake up and she's not there
soon she will be mine and i will be alright

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

she comes to me and tells me that she loves me
i tell her back and tell her don't you ever leave
she has to go oh no
if you ever come back
will you let me know?

everyday fucking sucks because I'm not happy
cannot sleep cannot dream
cuz you come back right to me
I'm in pain cant complain
all i do is think all day
my minds a fog all day long
please come back it wont go wrong

Girl In My Dreams -(NotOkGhost Cover)

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