got carried by @ice-strawberry <3
this was fun to work on so hope u like it :>
cover art from @ice-strawberry btw

(me)
i know ive been fightn w myself again
none of this shit makes any sense
losing my fucks to dispense
how many days will be like this

takin so long to answer the door
everyday is the same and i cant fucking ignore it
try so hard attempts unoticed

17 years ive been failing myself
hide away my tears just to avoid help
cant picture myself in 5 years maybe
i should try harder call me crazy

walking to ur place empty minded
finding my peace in an empty target 
none of this shit makes sense to me
my mental health is degrading and theres nothing to fix

(@ice-strawberry)
oh no
im losing my mind
oh no
im dying rn

losing my mind cuz all those pills I ingested
awake @ night thinking bout our fiction
good mental health is hard to get 
but i barely think about

i'on fallin love again
stg can we b just friends ?
killin my pain w the razorblade
yeah I FEEL LIKE IM DYING, o well

failing myself w/ ice (dercept, jolst)

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i cant see u cause im gone ORXSA23ON53SAZ3PMQQGS4ZAORXSA23ON53SA33OMVZWK3DG

殪幢緻Iii爰曷樔黎㌢´　　｀ⅷ
艇艀裲f睚鳫巓襴骸　　　　贒憊
殪幢緻I翰儂樔黎夢'”　 　 ,ｨ傾
盥皋袍i耘蚌紕偸′　　　 雫寬I
悗f篝嚠篩i縒縡齢　　 　 Ⅷ辨f
輯駲f迯瓲i軌帶′　　　　　`守I厖孩
幢儂儼巓襴緲′　 　 　 　 　 `守枢i磬廛
嚠篩I縒縡夢'´　　　 　 　 　 　 　 `守峽f
蚌紕襴緲′　　　　　　　　　　　　　‘守畝
f瓲軌揄′　　　　　　　　　　　　　,gf毯綴
鳫襴鑿　　　　　　　　　　 　 　 奪寔f厦
絨緲′　　　　　　 　 　 　 　　　　 　 ”'罨悳
巓緲′　　　　　　 　 　 　 　 　 　 綴〟 ”'罨椁
巓登嶮 薤篝㎜㎜ g　 　 緲　 　 甯體i爺綴｡, ”'罨琥
I軌襴暹 甯幗緲fi'　　 緲',纜　　贒i綟碕碚爺綴｡ ”'罨皴
巓襴驫 霤I緲緲　　 纜穐　　甯絛跨飩i髢綴馳爺綴｡`'等誄

#ZBC #sorrow #married
Hibachi, Benihana, Teriyaki
versatile

failing myself w/ ice (dercept, jolst)

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