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this song is about wanting normal things like normal people


Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan


https://evangeline.info


I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

where i want to be

big thanks to the hidden contact server
cover art and additional vocals by @tevinmichaelr
additional ambience and textures by @oyeme-thomas

i'm looking out the window,
expecting you to stand up and run over
from below that

where is all the time for us within this line
within this line, within this line (from below that)
where is all the time for us, within this line
written decide (just run over now)

just run over now

low, from below that persimmon tree
and i'm messing up the symmetry
window, on the yard
how i give up, i give up

just run over

i'll give everything that i've ever had
i'll put everything that you ever had back in place

just for now, even if it's just for now
just for now, even if it's just for now

in the wind out on the yard, you died in my arms
where is all the time for us

for c.w.iii

for now

art by @kitefield
from the hidden contact server <3

i am spending every day
sad that you’re so far away
far away from me and other people

i hate spending every day
i hate that you're so far away
far away from me and all your people

i have been here 
counting the days
since i've last seen your face

how i wish you were around...
to notice it's all changing now

how i wish you were around...
to notice it's all changing now

can you pick me up?
i needed some time, 
some time to be alone
far away from you and other people

you have been there for me, every time i need
now you won't even answer to my crying

how i wish you were around...
to notice it's all changing now

how i wish you were around...
to notice it's all changing now

wish u around

thank you @tevinmichaelr for support and help :>


you have got it figured out
what’s this transformation about 
i wish i knew what you knew
i wish i do what you do
maybe casual and in passing
but i reckon i’m just wasting too much time

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

what can i do, if i’m not the one
do you rather want me on the road, if i’m not the one

think i could be your boyfriend
the one who’s too afraid to sing
cuz i see you often 
trying to do the same thing, as me
waiting for you to ask me
the part that i could have played
that i could have played 

and now, would i make you my boo thing
and you’re asking me why like you’re clueless
cuz i got feelings and the truth is
i want you to be mine
so stop playing around with me
my hearts breaking can’t you see
all the love you want, i’d give it to you
but when it’s my turn, you’re acting brand new 

i can do better, be better

not the one

Session2

searching for it like a lighthouse with the lights on
tell me if it’s too late to be waiting for my escape

lighthouse

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚

sample by @periwinklepopo

~

He counts heads on his fingers and finds they're all surviving. So what if he'd rather be remembered in the dreams of strangers?

korembi

damn, it's been a while since i logged on here, sorry about that.

found this one digging through his old hard drive, there's a bunch of songs i want to upload from there at some point. Never even knew he made this until recently though, makes me wonder how much other music of his remained unfinished or lost.

anyway, from the lyrics i can kind of piece together the circumstances being written about here, but i think it would be better kept a personal matter. I will say that it's something me and him both had to deal with, and it was probably significantly harder on him. That kid went through an amount of hardship that would break most people.

come to think of it 2011 was just a bad year in general for us. Mom was really struggling to make ends meet, dad's health was getting worse, and we'd basically been forced to sell the couple acres that our grandpa gave us in his will. Good news though was our older sister had moved back from out of state, so she was supporting us in any way she could.

Zion had also lost a close friend that year unfortunately. Everyone had said it was a vehicle accident, but i learned later he'd been fucking around with inhalants, and that was that. Can't even imagine how hard it must've been on his parents. Sadder part is it wasn't even that uncommon, around that area at least. Even the most unassuming blue collar neighborhoods can be hiding really deplorable shit. I do hope that wherever Zion is now though, he has better friends. Because he deserved them.

i saw a seraph on the street today. he was laughing and crying, cause nobody knew his name

i saw the devil on the promenade. bundled in flagstone, writing checks that I can’t pay

and I’m watching the couples huddle up
and I wonder how much is not enough
but if you’d answer that question for me baby
i might not wonder if I’ll ever be loved

carriage, brim your bones

i saw my father on the news today. he was tracing his prayer beads, as the red and blue took him away

bevel the whipsaw for the cavalcade. I’m eating your bullets, with a spoon made out of clay

and I am a lamb wrapped up in thermogen. shear off all the stope you take

keep her there, failing throne

and I’m watching the couples huddle up
and I wonder how much is not enough
but if you’d answer that question for me baby
i might not wonder if I’ll ever be loved

i know you're starting to get scared of me
the more i try, the worse it gets
and i can't stand the way they stare at me
but i'll try to live with my regrets

flagstone𐂂𐂂𐂂nov2010.wav

121824

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I don't talk about relationships anymore
We don't even think about relationships
I'm just focused on the here and now
Baby I can't settle down (Baby I can't settle down)

I wanna ask you out but I think we're only friends
We could try it for a bit but we know how it'll end
Did you feel a little nervous when I held you by your hand
And you fell onto my shoulder I don't think you understand

Please sit beside me baby
I got something that I want you to see
I can't stop shaking baby
But you can leave whenever you want to
I just want a little more time please

I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please
I just want a little more time please

we need more time

what made you go back
so glad I found you with a new face
how should you know that I waited so long for you
go back
go back

go back

i just came home from uni 
i been breaking my bones for my degree 
my bredrin called, it’s half past 3
can we talk for a minute
can we speak for a minute 

i wish i weren’t a heavy sleeper 
and i wish i knew my parents deeper
now were underneath the underpass
and my bro spilling secrets 
i’m a shoulder you can cry on 
let’s talk about it

i ain’t been held in about 3 years
a victim of my teenage fears 
seen a tear fall from my brother’s eye
i’m a shoulder he can cry on 
let’s talk about it

and i heard your grandma passed away
i can’t even go shops no more she was friends with the bossman, what would i say
i’m just tryna get close to God, bro
let’s talk about it
i’m a shoulder you can cry on 
let’s talk about it

i know you’re scared of getting older
let’s talk about it
i know your marj been going through it
let’s talk about it
i know it’s hard to come back home
let’s talk about it
always got a shoulder for you bro
let’s talk about it

i’m a shoulder you can cry on
let’s talk about it

let’s talk about it, let’s talk about it
let’s talk about it, let’s talk about it 
i got a shoulder you can cry on
let’s talk about it 

my shoulder

shoulder (prod. michael harrison)

(lyrics)
about a million conversations in a day
i give up, i give up
head screwed on the wrong way 
don't know what I'm supposed to say
another awkward moment sitting here
i guess silents been okay
I wonder what i'm so afraid of 
what i'm so afraid of (so i)

so afraid of

medicine

Try not to repeat it
For I am closer to the edge

Than/Then I think

About the snake that’s been eating
Its own tail

What is left in its wake?

There doesn’t have to be much meaning
No pinning down a force that’s fleeting

for now

hidden contact

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