old title: goturback2022.14.02

released on: 14 February 2022

goturback

the original song is Carly Rae Jepsen's Call Me Maybe

call me maybe rework

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left and I couldn’t tell

I couldn’t tell you.
in my worst moments, I was a selfish stupid person
No I dont need truth, I got myself now,
I am so see thru, do u know how I feel now??

Is that what I really wanted all this time,
 I swear I knew the truth, still I can’t get close to you

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left then I couldn’t tell

Pick on putting it down 
plead on, suddenly buffering out
Fluff of lightnings south
Seeking sense, god help me now
Pas iptonodinjo ipa cheno nodingu ay
Gude sennon omlam blyo sol

im beginning to lose all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it or you dont

Psyche

oh friend you fell again
and im trying to keep distant
youre calling for an ear i know
how you cry and how you mope

about how he doesnt love you
and i can but you dont want me to

oh friend

engine searching within your quotes
add up your words and ever specify
it's on the edge of light, dug up the history
without saying a word
and without the centerpiece

i pry, what a weird ass thing to do
to know you without knowing you
i pry, just to stand in your sneakers
im sneaking in maroon

and i don't know your name so that's what i have to find
and i don't know your number so that's what i have to find
and i don't know your image it's only half defined
i have to find, cus its only after i

go to sleep, hoping you notice me
in my dream, don't defeat me

leave me alone, still have to know about me
i just want to be safe, feel like i've been chased
intruder in my space and all

i've to find

letting this one go for now

[Verse 1]
I can see it in your eyes
We’re falling half asleep
It’s time to rest your weary head
It’s time to stop the bleed

[Pre-Chorus]
This couldn’t be
This couldn’t be
This couldn’t be

[Chorus]
This couldn’t be
What you dreamed of
I’m sure this isn’t it

And it’s alright
There’s always tomorrow
To try again
To try again

im sure this isn't it

this song is not finished

observer is comprised of taur and Little Faith and dylazy and Oncill and hidden contact and clovehitch and charlie zacks and aso and mossgarden and evangeline and fyoum and jacob travels and an_isopod and close-knit and friends


produced by evangeline, clovehitch, close-knit, charlie zacks, jacob travels, hidden contact, taur
mixed by close-knit, dylazy, and clovehitch

TRAVELS:
I don't mind your way
 
DYLAZY:
Feel the rush as I fall and I decay
Ego death I'll go and learn to stay
 
FYOUM:
Yeah, what you up to dude
I could have swear I saw you
But you don't want to talk
Nevertheless I'm cool with you
Not hanging around now that you are so far away
Nobody else nowhere to go and I'm way too close
And I don't know why all these people change and these people fake
And these people claim what was

Once mine and I'm not even joking
My free time ain't for free when you smoking
Goodbye don't forget that I don't care
About you cause your smile makes me broken
 
CHARLIE ZACKS:
I looked into your eyes
And I knew that you would wreck my night, wreck my night
I saw ten thousands reasons
To trust my gut to trust my fight or flight, fight or flight

But you told me that you liked my smile
So I fell in love with your last name
Every look you gave me
It meant so much more to me than you think
 
TRAVELS:
When I'm alone the self is a mirror
Water crystal but I need it clearer

When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
 
GALA:
I don't mind your way now
You wouldn't fall and stay down
Felt the rush decay out
Spilled my guts and I left them out 
To clear your doubts and I'm shouting
 
GANG VOCALS:
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY

TAUR: 
I don't mind your way now, 
trust me now, 
through the rise and fall you are yours not the all I've escapen all control

observer - IDMYW

lyrics:
can’t even open an e-mail
can’t even string along the thoughts I
leave too far behind my compass
leave too far behind the dumpster in the back

cause you know
I just sit here
pulling gumballs out my hair
pulling gumballs off the chair
and I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip
I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

Compass

to recognizing and getting better

subtlety,
i will make
a million of you

trapped inside your body

it’s a cold,
cold,
world

the odder mirror,
who your scream hears


the reflections offer little,
when it’s screened and sheltered
dimmed and darkened

how’s the light here then?

how’s the light caved in?

and
which of you will choose
to waste your time?

you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine
you’re one of mine

I will leave the door open for you at night, no matter what is let in

purity of heart,

i am my false alarm,

my good impulse does bad,
my bad impulse does wrong

tell me if i’m strong
so i can play my strengths for you, love

17 pieces of an angle that i never pictured,
sunlight on a ridge,
a sketching of my near prediction

i don’t know what you call that?
i don’t know what you’d call that?

i don’t know where i’ll go but you shouldn’t be there alone.

my good impulse does bad
and my bad impulse does wrong

we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song

impulse

rest in peace 2003-2022 <3

i remember shaking on the couch
screaming till my lungs wore out
i had to be held down
everything quiet was so loud 

every so often i see someone 
who looks just how you used to
maybe a year or so older
like how you were supposed to 
 
you were once a kid
lost in the department store 
wonder what all this is for
im two years older than you were

probably from "songs for sleeping"

survived by

Gala Unurbatar
June 7, 2000

rooting for you

oh friend

hidden contact

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