immaliveagain

aka exit 52 (reprise) [09-14-2022]
thank u @blackwinterwells for putting vox on this ilu mwah

presave or preorder kydnc.
kaydence.bandcamp.com/album/kydnc
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(kaydence)
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

i turn 21 in a few months and i dont think im ready for the change
if i wanna live on my own then i need to shift my ways
i apologize and u say it's fine
i wanna face it by the time im 25
cause getting high on ur own really isn't the vibe
i'll do my best (i'll do my best)

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

(wellsy)
what am i to say then?
u said it would be painless
i cant stop myself from wincing
when it slips under my dermis
and i can't fall asleep
with the lights off when im lonely
im so frightened of the creatures i can't see
cause they can hurt me
not ur job to ease my mind
yes, i know i understand
but this emptiness inside me grows with every passing glance
when i see u on the sidewalk
in this small small town we live
this place only ever shrinks
what do i have left to give?

(kaydence)
why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

why don't u kick me when im down
spit in my face as i fall to the ground
i guess the hint was overstated
at my limit, i cant take it
i wish i never took that placement
guess that means that im complacent

i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces
i need to have more self respect or i'll explode into pieces

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merry draincember

@musictravels
@clovehitch
@astersterling

Noblest Strive

Everything by me @22hereknowswhen #StopCaringAndBeHappy #ItWillAllBeOkOneDay

(Yea yea yea uh swag uh yea uh Idgaf uh yea Idgaf uh yea)

Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
What's ur motherfuckin motherfuckin problem
Get a bag everyday yea and then I deposit
I do it electronic
You shoppin at Hot Topic
You not goin up you floppin
Recording and I chop it
I like talkin shit but it doesn't rly matter to me
It shouldn't rly matter to you
All my friends are gassed up on shrooms
I'm just an average dude
Makin music yea in my room

Sticks and stones may break my bones
And words will sometimes hurt me
But it doesn't really matter
Because I know that in thirty years
We'll die and all our memories will fade away
And people will forget all of the words they've said
And things they've done or seen or heard
So even if you're in a lot of pain right now
I'M CERTAIN THAT IT WILL ALL BE OK ONE DAY
And everything will disappear
And that should be ok
Cus even if all our accomplishments are fleeting
We can still enjoy them presently (awesome)
Yea I wouldn't give a fuck

Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
Who tf give a fuck
What's ur motherfuckin motherfuckin problem
Get a bag everyday yea and then I deposit
I do it electronic
You shoppin at Hot Topic
You not goin up you floppin
Recording and I chop it
I like talkin shit but it doesn't rly matter to me
It shouldn't rly matter to you
All my friends are gassed up on shrooms
I'm just an average dude
Makin music yea in my room

Who Tha Fuck Give A Fuck

prod me

i've been running running running from the darkness
ain't nobody ever ready for life at its hardest
so dont you start shit
pushing anyone away i'm feeling heartless, no

i've been trying to fix it all but i do nothing
now i gotta deal with problems that you pushed on me
you're disgusting
you went too far i should've never let you trust me, no

push it all away, away, away
but now it's all piled up
i realize that im trapped
and now there's nowhere to run
as it all starts to collapse back down on me
waste up another day, a day, a day
and it's the same everytime
feels like i'm living the past
i need to change up my life
before i turn to a passing memory

there's really no point at all
blinded in the maze running to the walls
swear there's no exit
i should've guessed it
i should just never try again and just accept it

and there's no point trying to save face
i can't ever go back i got no savestates
i cried to you, you gave me blank face
so i'll be smiling when i see you get the same fate

i've been doing anything to get rid of this curse
thrown myself against the wall cuz i cant deal with my hurt
it only gets worse
and every time it's multipled it cant be reversed, no

i've been so annoyed i'm screaming when i'm in my room
every day when i wake up and i know i wont get through
i'm broken in two
you said you miss me well i'm fucking missing me too, no

push it all away, away, away
but now it's all piled up
i realize that im trapped
and now there's nowhere to run
as it all starts to collapse back down on me
waste up another day, a day, a day
and it's the same everytime
feels like i'm living the past
i need to change up my life
before i turn to a passing memory

i miss me

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see ahead of light

Melody by @concerninggggg (fka @vvvincenttt)

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