『 0004 2021 0502 』「Q」
[Further description below]

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Gloomy Melancholic
Sad Boi / Sad Gal
Emo T/Rap Chill
Singer Piano
Acoustic

[FEATURING / LINE-UP]
Ghosty
Benedhixion
YungxHarm
Lil Peep
Machine Gun Kelly
Lil Xtra
Lil Shogun
Zheani
Princess Bri
M1V
Desolatia
I'm Geist
Venus Rose
"Sad Boy Vibez"

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 1
Moar Sad Boi Sad Gal Emo Vibez
by Artist & Mashup Compilations.

singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
female piano emo singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/245-q2-a-juli-alexa-ch-singer
melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1
weltschmerz swag rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/007-q2-va-de-rap-emo

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 2
Misc. English Hip Hop Rap
Trap Reggae Jazz Lofi etc...

american newcomer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/029-q2-va-hiphoprap-prod-usa
2pac biggie xzibit rza
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/376-q2-va-us-rap-re-masters
rastafari irie tunes usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/101-q2-a-sennid-rootsreggae
bootleg rap america usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/434-q2-remix-us-rap-hip-hop
downtempo rap remix
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/094-q2-q7-vocal-lofi-jazz

[FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes...

voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east
voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's!

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023!

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts!

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[VA] Sad.Boi Emo Trap, Lofi Chill & Singers | Q2 (4)

main, updated version of ##d✦g on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5UY0zD2CXI7Jk3YEcwbtkr?si=UiPtGzrjRFOQbjLZbGGlFw

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tracks on this version of ##d✦g (soundcloud) are unorganized & sorted by when they were discovered because soundcloud ui is the worst for customizing/ordering playlists..along with not having a desktop app

##drugstargirl✦

SuperIceWolfActual

Gleam

he.ownstar

prod @chemboysp4des + @prodtwilight

i love you guys yall make this shit worth it :)

instagram

salvia (me + twilight)

infectious

Infectious (space)

vghs in da intro?

lyrix:
i think im melting
i think everything i built is gone
i think im drowning
cant fall asleep
when you are gone
i wish we'd found it
found everything
were looking for
we got so close
we got so close

i dont mind
i dont care
i dont give a fuck
if you're happy then im happy so lets live it up
3am on my phone
always think of u
im depressed
my mind undresses you
and your tattoos
glow and glistened
like a vison
of the other side
lighting up the world theres no where left for me to hide
burning pages in a book i never got to finish
but maybe if i did the love i had would soon diminish

i think im melting
i think everything i built is gone
i think im drowning
cant fall asleep
when you are gone
i wish we'd found it
found everything
were looking for
we got so close
we got so close

so i dont mind
i dont care
deep breath in
exhale clouded air
feeling dead
this isnt fair
this heart of mine
cant seem to bare
all this bloodshed
gunshots
old friends dead
new ones drifting in my head
theres some things better left unsaid
so i wont bother speaking to u

i think im melting
i think everything i built is gone
i think im drowning
cant fall asleep
when you are gone
i wish we'd found it
found everything
were looking for
we got so close
we got so close

who am i
who are you
idgaf
know i love you and im praying that'll be enough
things are changing
i cant take it
know youre feeling off
but i dont have much else to lose so maybe we should talk
about the problems
we could solve them
at least some of them
never one to call it quits before ive done enough
but as of late
not feeling great
i think i did too much
no matter what i felt the love

i thank you for that rush

soclose//sofar

Stream on Spotify

soclose (p. splashgvng x 5head)

lyrix:
somehow everything feels distant
am i losing my control
i think someones on a mission
and their mission takes a toll
it feels so

far away
feels so far away
feels so far away
feels so far away

on the move
someone cut me loose 
yea
got the fruit
now im bouta get the juice
run it back
now im back
on my own two feet
i dont know
how i ever gave a fuck about this geek
so far i been living like a rockstar
never sober
im slumpt over
till i fall hard
its the cycle 
i cant fight it anymore so
ill say fuck it if u want ill close the door
(it feels so far away)
taking it back to the old shit
water drops to an ocean
love is lost in emotions
i am just doing the motions
i am not seeing enough (shoutout ninja)
this world we live in has seen way too much
this place is dying
we're living the rush
high on a feeling
the feeling of us

it feels so far away
feels so far away
i feel so far away
feel so far away
and this silence is cutting
at the strings in my soul
the ones keeping me together
lost my marbles they rolled
underneath all of the places that ive built in my head
the places i go to when id rather be dead
cuz they feel so 

far away
feels so far away
feels so far away
feels so far away

feels so far away
feels so far away
feels so far away
feels so far away

sofar (p. splashgvng)

the serpents pit

pitfall + kiryano - no feelings (kir 3ds)

Forestdale

dom corleo - telfar (p. marti) **calvin exclusive**

THERMONUCLEAR ##NUKETEARS2 (LILAC+YANDERE) HOSTED BY DJ SMOKEY

Protect - Arms & Hands (prod. Jdolla) [Ball Hog Radio Exclusive]

Lyrics (starts at 0:35)


Its been a long day, its been a long week
U take the pain away baby when u next to me
When i start doing something i need to stay on track
I end up doing nothing atleast im still intact
I keep them pills right next to me in case i wanna go to sleep
Just wanna forget everything sit in my room play hide n seek
Lets get away go for a ride, me and you
I see the evil in her eyes, dont know what to do

If i fall i need some help from the angels
They know im coming back from hell im unstable
I got some stories i could tell they could save you
Lets not forget you stabbed my back thats why i hate you

I focused on them bands, baby watch me lift off
Fuck u in the benz, baby take your ricks off
But thats in the past now its fading
Im so stuck inside my head think bout you crazy
Im so distant from you, i dont wanna be
I been missing you, i hope you’re missing me too
Go walk a mile in my shows maybe you could see
What i been goin through im goin through it for you

I keep them pills right next to me in case i wanna go to sleep
Just wanna forget everything sit in my room play hide n seek
Lets get away go for a ride, me and you
I see the evil in her eyes, dont know what to do
If i fall i need some help from the angels
They know im coming back from hell im unstable
I got some stories i could tell they could save you
Lets not forget you stabbed my back thats why i hate you

FROM HELL

FROM HELL (prod. thislandis)

diegointhedark - paranoid

dying light (Prod. Sunrisess + Pitfall)

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

prod https://soundcloud.com/shrinex

Lyrics:
Put me in your pocket and we could run away
I feel so stuck every time you look at me
Turned to stone baby I cant look away
It wont get better, every day's a rainy day

Talking tough, you won't do nothing
He'd be mangled, body carved just like a pumpkin
Show your cards, I think you're bluffing
Walk me right into the street cuz' I'm a puppet
I'm a puppet
Seam ripper at my stitching are you done yet?
If I disappear, would that make you upset?
I'm just an after thought baby where my love at?

Swept under the rug or the doormat
I feel out of place what's the format?
I put chrome on my belt you can't afford that
See your fangs when you smile I adore that

You can come and go like it's clockwork
Cat scratch on my wrist, let's add another
Studded belt to my face, I need to suffer
I'm on a mission baby keep it undercover

New world just like Alice in-
It's a wonderland, I need more medicine
Heart attacks when I'm stepping in
This an all black suit, feel like the president

Key in my back, watch me wind up
I'm a clockwork toy, think my time's up
We're moving shady, you can't find us
You count me out but this tower I'mma climb up

Talking tough, you won't do nothing
He'd be mangled, body carved just like a pumpkin
Show your cards, I think you're bluffing
Walk me right into the street cuz' I'm a puppet
I'm a puppet
Seam ripper at my stitching are you done yet?
If I disappear, would that make you upset?
I'm just an after thought baby where my love at?

What's so funny? Ain't no laughter
Talk down, light you up like jack-o'-lanterns
Bullets at your feet make you a dancer
Already talking to the dead like necromancers
Your lame aesthetic spread like cancer
Put the barrel in your mouth, I'm getting answers
Icepick through my eye, now my head hurts
Put a gamble on my life cuz' nothing matters

wonderland (shrinemaiden)

prod https://soundcloud.com/shrinex
ft: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZxCRkcdQ3As1HS1X7

lyrics:

"Everything in the world is an experimental test subject, of course that include myself as well"

[gleam]
We sit in silence as you're looking at my arms
Stitch us together, I do want to fall apart
Cut and sew, turn my body into art
Watching us explode like two colliding stars

I think we're perfect
I'd do anything for you and it'd be worth it
You're in my heart like a surgeon
Patching up the scars like it's urgent

[coven]
Feel like I'm at a disadvantage 
Baby come cover me up with bandage
Baby you stole my heart just like a fuckin' bandit
Hurt me
Left me damaged
Oh my god
When I'm with you I'm full of life
Makin' me nervous might throw up
I'm a burden not enough
My stomachs hurtin I feel rough
She gon' fly to me just like a dove
I really don't accept your love
Your love, your love

What's the fuckin' word?
Stop tryna' play these games with me I promise it wont work
Tell me that you'll marry me and we’ll end up in the dirt
We’ll end up in a hearse 
We’ll end up below the earth 
Together
Lets go change the weather
Makin me feel better 
These drugs make me feel deader 
How can I regret her when I already forget her
Could you come and skin me and use me as leather?

[gleam]
It might be best for me to go
Stepping out the house in all designer clothes
But you're my everything, I want that to be known
I'd throw it all away to kiss you in the snow
I'd throw it all away to interlock our bones
I'd throw it all away to get you out those clothes
Every time you look at me my heart is froze
For you I'd pick out every thorn on every rose

[coven]
Baby you're so
I'm so damn vulnerable 
When I'm with you I'm out of control
But not enough
Cut me with your blade and keep it dull
Cut me in the face and lay me out
I think I lost my mind 
Fuck me for the last time
Touch me for all the times I've died
In your arms
When I'm with you I wont harm

cut & sew w/ coven (shrinemaiden)

prod @m2monroe and https://soundcloud.com/https://on.soundcloud.com/WKBZ5RhB9ZXGjQKF7

lyrics:
Baby look me in my eyes
Wanna see you glow in the starlight
Everything is black, everything is white
I feel like a failure, can't keep up with life
Someone's in my head telling me to roll the dice
Body made of glass, so I can't put up a fight
Put my body in the bag, we gon' reach the other side
Told you I was fine, all I ever do is lie

You sit back and wait for it to fall apart
You destroy me perfectly, it feels like art
Open up my chest and try to fix my heart
You just pull the strings and you control my arms
Withered heart, but it beats for you
Fall apart like I'm missing a screw
Patch me up like you always do
Best hand, but I always lose

You explain in ways that I don't understand
Let you feel my heartbeat while you hold my hand
Tryna' hold my breath, but I don't think I can

Baby look me in my eyes
Wanna see you glow in the starlight
Everything is black, everything is white
I feel like a failure, can't keep up with life
Someone's in my head telling me to roll the dice
Body made of glass, so I can't put up a fight
Put my body in the bag, we gon' reach the other side
Told you I was fine, all I ever do is lie

New life, new face, I hate me
Everything has been backwards lately
New stripes on my skin, I'm shaking
Staying home, missing plans, cause I'm flakey
That message sounded like you're pissed off
I feel like a burden so I kick rocks
You just see my mental as a hitbox
I missed my potion so I quick dropped

i can't keep up (kyoa+monroe)

prod @hemovibe

all plats

lyrics:

[gleam]
Struck in the head, I'm bleeding out
I don’t even know how to feel about you now
I put sharp things in my skin when I'm down
My life's a fucking joke so they treat me like a clown
They said they don’t like me, their heads are on the ground
Red stains on my jeans, baby these ain’t coming out
You're asking me for help baby I just make you frown
I'm a fucking burden, you don’t want me around

[tigerlily]
And down we go, all alone
Don't need a stylist, up the mileage
Stay there, unless you say I don't care
Lets go move on be fair, I don't wanna leave, leave you in tears
Grip my hand so you know I'm near
In your hands is the heart you tear
Got bloodstained clothes, and your sense still bare

[gleam]
You’ve been moving backwards
Baby won’t u tell me what you're after?
I wish life was moving faster
Feeling sick in the head, tell me what's the matter
Tell me what’s the matter, when I'm feeling down, I just hear your laughter
Baby tell me what’s the matter, body made of glass, feeling like I'm shattered
I'm shattered into pieces 
You never picked me up, baby I'm not what you needed
You keep me like a secret, your words are engraved in my brain, did you mean it?
Did u mean it?
Baby did u mean it?

shattered w/ tama (tama)

prod @lilac

lyrics:

I get the feeling that you're bored of me
I'm feeling sick, like I caught a disease
Maybe its nothing, maybe it's all on me
But something feels off, I mean like obviously

I think you're all just too late
You grab my hand, lets run away
Close my lips, I have nothing to say
Close my eyes, I can't look at your face

You're tryna' play me like a fool
You must think I'm stupid, I can see right through
Hanging in the background, you gave me the noose
Falling from the building, you let me on the roof

I just feel so paranoid
The little details make so much noise
I can't get my mind off it, like I'm stuck in the void
I guess I'll look past it, I'll keep playing the toy

You think I'm stoic, but I'm just overthinking
Wearing a mask so you don't think that I'm listening
I keep checking again and again, did I miss it?
Tell me I'm tripping
I'm going insane, tell me something ain't different
I'm throwing my life down the drain just to fit in
Why did I stop reaching out to my bros? God I miss them

There's a voice in my head saying I need to suffer
I'm so afraid, I'm hiding under the covers
Internal calamity, like I'm from another
My brain is so crowded, I can't help but feel flustered

It's like you don't know how to hide
I still noticed, even closing my eyes
When it all comes out I hope you don't act surprised
I think it was obvious I've given you signs

calamity (lilac)

lyrics
--------
i want it all and i just couldn't say no
but you're the only thing that's hard to let go
i want it all and i just couldn't say no
couldn't say no
i want it all and i just couldn't say no
i know it's hard but we just gotta let go
i want it all and i just couldn't say no
couldn't say no

rip into me
if you knew me
you wouldn't like me baby
where you are though
isn't far no
you like the way i bite on
your thighs, grip em in the backseat
oh my you don't have to ask me
slow time down enough in passing
cold life honey i'm just snacking

oh my god i'll amount to nothing
and it's all my fault if i don't do something
i need all the lights flashing till i'm blinding
tear me all apart

leave me where you left me
leave me where you left me 
leave me where you left me
leave me where you left me
leave me where you left me 
leave me where you left me

i want it (prod. morecalcium)

til everyone is singin la, la la la, la la la

XiaoHongShu (hi hao fine shyt) [prod. yoon]

peezy + exodus1900 - mudslide (p. exodus1900) *calvin exclusive*

My new Lofi track called "i don't wanna be" is out on all major streaming and download portals. 

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