barely breathing (EST GEE)

winter

1st part me
2nd part @saturrn
This Is Not Sad Trap!

neverending w/ saturn

drown in earth (secre x gusuck)

NOW I DIE SO SLOWprawjex

i sit outside
and smoke another cigarette alone
again it's just another day at home
it's nice to know i have somewhere just like this
to share with someone like you
i really like you
smokin all nite waiting 4 the sun 2 rise
passed out ,woke up you were looking in my eyes
we put the same album on repeat again
dry our eyes while we thinkin bout our old friends
i pray tht this wont b the end
were they really that bad when we think abt it again

dissection shirt with the white pants
the way you clung to me when we held hands
i know you never thought it'd be like this
and you fell in love with unsure and hopeless
you're better off with money not romance
but you're still here with me
waiting for another chance to slamdance
your pink guitar with the black strap
nodding out while you're playing death cab
we won't wake up this time
we could never feel fine 4 a lifetime

and i hated feeling sorry for myself
when im the one who could've helped
you feel better in your skin
cuz im so petty and so high
i never seem to get it right
and so tonight i've decided to
smoke myself into a coma
but you'll never even notice
cuz you're getting high and dying too

Fine 4 A Lifetime [prod. EpicHookBeatz]

crazy fun making song about tennis idk cool

Tenniis Bags (prod. Pretty Pacc) [tennis shout out]

lyrics:
when u go to sleep
do u ever question ur reality?
let go of ur day, 
convince urself that now ur free
burdens in ur life, slow down
register the flashing scenes
time is just perspective,
so i think im gonna take a week,

indulge in my habits tell myself,
im gonna get clean
suck up what i can, 
repress all my fragmented memories.
now im scared, i'm worried 
i'ma end up like my father 
schizophrenic, writing out the truths
inflicted on a martyr
its unbearable
got me on the floor
im feelin' terrible
had to lock the door
to keep the evil from my fragile soul
cant take it no more
i poured my blood out for a cannibal
set myself up for more
im masochistic im an animal

when you go to sleep
do u ever question elements in your reality?
let go of ur day, 
how u convince urself that now ur free?
burdens in ur life, slow down
jus register the flashing scenes

flashing scenes [prod. bmg + shelby ]

idrk, idrc

original: https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus/crusifye-cold-rain-p-kaktus
https://soundcloud.com/luvbackpack/renegade-prod-ol3zha
https://soundcloud.com/charlixcx/claws

cold rain (gamvae flip)

this is my self-test .

this is just how i feel right now

tape out soon .

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