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Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Sang Joon - Hapus Memori (VIP)

Lil $ilit-overthinking pt 2

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

//loserboi

prod. qiio
https://instagram.com/1toqiio

art by dhevin
https://instagram.com/gyroxtry_

lyrics
[qiio]
stay with me for a while
here with me by my side

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

i dont want you go
i dont want you leave
you are all i need
i want you believe

cause i need you i need you i need you right now 2x

rasa ini, takan pernah berhenti
sakit ini, slalu ku pendam sendiri
hanya kamu (hanya kamu)
cuma kamu yang bisa mengobati

Need U RN

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

Lyrics Video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDHJgpFmMhk

luv @txqiio

give up +ajixxx (fum1ko x qiio)

[skesh]
ill do everything just for u, just for u
every words i say is all true , is all true
baby i would die if u want me to
dont wanna see u cry cause i'd feel sad too
when im all alone, without u by myside
i cant fucking focus and my thought always fight
baby i need u right here
cause youre my everything
[nuzzi]
takkan la kau lupe kau just tunggu sana 
u torn my heart in two now i cant forget
semua benda yang kau buat kau just nak tiru aku 
now it hurts me so bad
I cant forget
after all the shits u did to me 
i hope u learn the best of me 
banyak benda ure not supposed to know 
about me yeah now u know
now ure the guest in my head 
guest in my head

Everything feat. NUZZi (prod. skesh)

certified josua type beat

with https://soundcloud.com/noyaclarissa https://soundcloud.com/phxlxppp & https://soundcloud.com/xora09

eng x idn x jpn

(me)
ill admit it im a little jealous of u
when i see u two together, u look so good
i rlly wanna be w you but i dont want to
ruin your story that's being written

and i confessed b4 tht i wnt u
i told u b4 that i wnt u
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)
sometimes i feel like i hate myself cuz im full of myself
oh my god..
but i wnt you
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)

(noya)
malam itu
(that night)
ku melihat dia sedang asik bersamamu
(i saw him spending time with you)
satu sisi aku sedih saat aku tahu
(i was sad when i saw that moment)
kamu tak tertarik denganku
(and the fact that youre not into me)
tapi kau tahu? ku bahagia saat melihat senyumanmu
(but u know what? im happy when i see you smile)

ku tak peduli walau aku harus
(i dont care even if i have to sacrifice myself)
berkorban demi dirimu, sayangku
(just for you)
namun ingatlah saja bahwa aku,
(but please dont forget that i)
mau kamu :)
(still want you)

(philip)
here we go again, 
i thought we were more than friends,
guess it's time for me to let you go, 
go away with him,

i find it hard to believe you don't,
want to make amends,
you think that you're not so good for me,
but you're good for him,

i said,
baby, i be losing my mind,
going mental,
you're taking, everything i once thought,
was essential,
breaking, everything we had,
was incidental,
you're making, my heart fall apart,
from the middle,

(xora)
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
君の事、大好きだよ
Really loved you
これかも幸せでいてね
Hope u have a great life

今までの時間ありがとう
Thank you for the time that u gave me
君の事が忘れないよ
Cant forget about u
ほんの少しだけ,君に愛されたかったよ
I wanted to be loved by u just a little

cheers2u w/ noya phxlxp & xora

ilusi feat. stains (prod.skesh)

Noya Clarissa - Aku takkan mau prod. txqiio (rmx)

@txqiio
@prodarisu
@hazedivision

ku ingin kamu
ku hanya ingin kamu
hanya kamu yang bisa
obati semua luka 2x

terjatuh dan ku terjatuh lagi
tak pernah lelah tuk coba lagi
meskipun ku tahu bagaimana akhirnya
ujung - ujungnya pasti aku yang terluka
kau mulai hiraukan chat ku lagi
takkan ada facetime sampai pagi
ku coba bertahan namun aku tak bisa
ku harap kau bahagia walau ku tersiksa

hanya kamu yang bisa (prod. qiio x arisu x skesh)

Written By : Skesh x Loch
Mixing & Mastering By : NG TY VERY MUCH!!!
Prod By : warheart / @ripwarheart / wintfye

Follow at :
Instagram - @skeshbtw / @loch_sa / @ananggasd
Soundcloud - @skeshbtw / @lochwastaken

tell me mira!!!

Lyrics :

(Loch)

tell me
baby tell me that you love me
cuz im
waiting
waiting for you to answer my shoot
cuz i just want you and i know that you
you love me
you cant lie to me

(skesh)

baby i miss u i wont lie
i cant see the fucking light
when youre not by my side
i dont feel that im alive

and now im here just waiting for you
tell me that all the words that u said is all true
cause i cant believe when u said "i love you" (girl i love u too)

i gave u all my heart girl
i gave u all my love now
baby dont u cry, no
youre not alone now

tell me anything if u want (yeah)
ill buy everything if u want (yeah)

i gave u all my heart girl
i gave u all my love now
baby dont u cry, no
youre not alone now

tell me that u really love me (yeah)
cause youre everything to me (yeah)

(Loch)

woaahhh uwoahhh
dont have to hide it no more
your feeling to me
just say the word right now

cuz i really really love you
want you stay right by my side
you been with me for so long

baby stay right here
dont leave me alone

(flying moment)

baby, what you waiting for
you don't have to wait this long anymore
there's nothing to worry about
like i said

IM ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE!!!!

tell me
baby tell me that you love me
cuz im
waiting
waiting for you to answer my shoot
cuz I just want you and i know that you
you love me
you cant lie to me

Tell Me! w/Skesh ( p. warheart x wintfye )

@hildan-logic
@hazedivision

[HildanLogic]
selalu aku yang salah
kau tak pernah berubah
ku sendiri berjuang
engkau tak pernah ada
engkau tak berusaha
banyak yang engkau mau
tapi mana effortmu

mana effortmu oh
apa kau serius
sudah lelah
berjuang untukmu
walaupun begitu
ku setia menunggu
walau begitu

ku setia menunggu
kabar darimu
kadang engkau tak suka
saat ku tanya, kau sedang dimana
dimana 
dimana
dimana
dimana effortmu
dimana effortmu

mana effortmu oh
apa kau serius
sudah lelah
berjuang untukmu
walaupun begitu
ku setia menunggu
walau begitu

[skesh]
ku tak tau apa kau serius
jangan siakan effort ku yang tulus
meski hanya ku sendiri yang berjuang terus
ku tak mau hubungan kita putus

kamu takkan mengerti
perasaan ku ini
saat kau memilih pergi dengan yang lain
dan kini ku sendiri 
ku coba lewati hari
girl u broke my heart and now i just feel the pain

ku sudah lelah a a a a
tak ingin coba lagi i i i
ku sudah trauma a a a a
dengan semua ini i i i i

hildanlogic  + skesh - effort (skesh)

@1nuji
@hazedivision

(skesh)
ku lakukan yang ku bisa
namun semua sama saja
kau pergi dengannya
sungguh ku tak menduga
jujur saja ku tak bisa
tuk lupakan semua
disini ku tersiksa dan disana kau bahagia

(nuzzi)
kau tak rasa 
apa yang ku rasa
tanpa kau ku x semangat
tuk teruskan hidup
di dunia ini
kita kena tenang saja
(goyang galau sampai malam)

kau tak perlu rasa takut
aku disini menunggu mu
because i know
that you will be there when I need
unlike nobody else

kau tak rasa 
apa yang ku rasa
tanpa kau ku x semangat
tuk teruskan hidup ini

cuekerzz ft NUZZi (skesh)

https://soundcloud.com/traumacrawla
https://soundcloud.com/reduzi666

dont let go 4x
get to the room with me tonight
if ur not here i cant be fine
dont let go 4x
baby we can be sad together
its u and me combined

jangan tinggalkan aku
baby jangan jauh2
ku tak perlu orang lain
ku hanya ingin dirimu

jangan, jangan, jangan biarkan
jangan, jangan, jangan tinggalan
ku tak butuh orang lain
aku tanpamu sungguh tak mungkin
dont let 
dont let goo


aku tanpamu tak pernah fine
aku sibuk cari bag jadi tak punya time
tapi kalau kamu bosan u can call me anytime
jangan coba lari dari aku meski sebentar
jangan coba pergi dari aku meski sementara
dont let 
dont let goo
dont let
dont let goo

traumabby aku trau-
chromehearts on my baby, how can i even sorry
jari tengah
they used to call me crawla, but can call me tonight

Rick Owens di kaki
Aku terbang tinggi
Terbang bersamamu
Ingin kamu, hanya kamu
Dihatiku
Baby yeah you know that im the one
I'm so in love baby let's have fun yeah 
I just wanna love from u 
Even u are gone yea
I just wanna love baby I just wanna love

traumacrawla x hildanlogic x red uzi - dont let go (offsen1)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

surga & neraka feat skesh (prod skesh)

Hildanlogic

kan ku kejar, kan kugapai
bitnang yang bersinar
kau bidadariku, ooh
takanku lepaskan kau lagi
sampai jantung berhenti
kan kujaga dirimu
semampunya diriku

Chūsha

Semampunya diriku, menunggu musim berganti dari waktu kewaktu
tapi aku sendiri lupa belajar tampa dia, dipikiranku sendiri hanya fokus dengan dia
kan ku kejar, kan kugapai
walauku tau kau hanyalah sebuah mimpi
bawa pergi lagi kenangan ku saat ini
ku akan menghilang darimu hingga kau mati

kan ku kejar, kan kugapai
walauku tau kau hanyalah sebuah mimpi
bawa pergi lagi kenangan ku saat ini
ku akan menghilang darimu hingga kau mati

aku tak akan muncul, dihadapanmu lagi
walau kau tinggalkan luka hatiku asal kau tau
sempat berfikir apakah kau benar bidadari?
tapi setelahku kenal ternyata kau itu iblis

Bidadari 2 *Exclusive*

Music Video : https://youtu.be/OLTvX3zruMo

mixing: me
prod: number48
coverart by alifika

Ku terus berjuang walau kau tak pernah anggap
Atasi egomu tapi ku hanya bisa berharap
Berlalu hari tanpamu, berlalu hari tanpa sakit
Kini ku sendiri menahan rindu meskipun sulit 
Kau dan aku
Tak pernah satu
Seringkali kau pergi, lari dariku tak mengerti
Menghilaaang malam hari ku tenggelam

Ku bertahan walau kau tak sadar
Seringkali kau paksa ku bersabar
Kau pergi dariku kau dengannya
Ku mati mungkin kau kan bertanya
Berharap kau tak kembali
Bersamamu tak pernah terjadi
Ku di sini menunggumu
Menahan rindu tak lagi bertemu

Ku berjuang dan kau pergi
Ku bertahan namun tak berarti
Beri rasa sakit dan tinggalkan pergi (2x)

Ku terus berjuang walau kau tak pernah anggap
Atasi egomu tapi ku hanya bisa berharap
Berlalu hari tanpamu, berlalu hari tanpa sakit
Kini ku sendiri menahan rindu meskipun sulit 
Kau dan aku, tak pernah satu
Seringkali kau pergi, lari dariku tak mengerti
Menghilaaang, malam hari ku tenggelam

Ku bertahan walau kau tak sadar
Seringkali kau paksa ku bersabar
Kau pergi dariku kau dengannya
Ku mati mungkin kau kan bertanya
Berharap kau tak kembali
Bersamamu tak pernah terjadi
Ku di sini menunggumu
Menahan rindu tak lagi bertemu

berjuang_(%prod.number48]}}}

eternaldeathgang

@me
Jangan tangisi ketika ku mati
Kau tak ada di sini ketikanmu buat ku sakit
Jangan tanyakan kabar ku hari ini
Saat ku sendiri kau tak ada di sini 
Buka kenangan Whatsapp ku tiap pagi pastikan ku hapus semua kenangan tak ada lagi
Kau chat ku di Facebook
Dan kau ku hubungi selalu pura-pura sibuk

@chusha
Jangan tangisi saat ku pergi
Keindahan sungguh tak berarti
Tapi di Whatsapp kau bilang sayang
Tapi nyatanya kau pergi hilang
Kau pergi dan hilang 
Entah ke mana ku tak peduli sayang
Bagaimana pun sudah ku bilang kau selalu abaikan saat ku sayang

@me
Jangan tangisi ketika ku mati
Kau tak ada di sini ketikanmu buat ku sakit
Jangan tanyakan kabar ku hari ini
Saat ku sendiri kau tak ada di sini 
Buka kenangan Whatsapp ku tiap pagi pastikan ku hapus semua kenangan tak ada lagi
Kau chat ku di Facebook
Dan kau ku hubungi selalu pura-pura sibuk