Hyperpop

suisei - Past Tense (Sendeljer Remix)

@josuanatanaelll
@remiliaxd

note: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Art by me btw <3

Lyrics:
Noya:

i just wnna breath
but i dont wnna live
want 2 give u hug but u kiss my friend
(give u hug but u kiss my friend)

i cant see the world
cuz my eyes was closed
and i start crying and screaming, telling you "where's my mind"

Jnz:

I cant go on with my life
seeing you with him is the last thing i wanna see
doesnt matter what you do 
doesnt matter what you choose
i just cant just cant hate you

then i think to myself everynight
will u still think of me if i die
cause i know that u still want me
u just act like u hate me so i can make the first move

*Hook

Remilia:

and i don't know
where my mind is at, i'm starting to lose control  
stole his heart and leaving mine
it hurts its painful
i don't want to see your face because it is painful
baby it is shameful

but was your love true
i had feelings for you
i don't know what to do
it hurts whenever i think of you

*Hook

Kiara ft. Jnz, Remilia (lileffort)

it was okay until you left

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa
@7ick
@echichi
@class_shift
@yukiriito
@wistual
@jrova

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remilia:
yeah, show me love now
baby this is not a couple it's a showdown
cut my wrist, let it flow out
all this pain washing away i'm letting go now

yeah, never thought i'd go so far down
been hurting the ones around me for too long now
yeah, i've been wondering if i'm wrong now
maybe this is what it feels like to be heartbound

noya:
yeaaa i just wanna be the one
cant control myself and now i lost my mind
i just wanna b enough for someone
and i know i cant be the one

find myself in the mirror
u break my heart, i cant take this anymore
baby can you save me from this bad dream?
baby can you save me from the abyss?

lick:
i been so scared
theres a goblin in my closet
im jus paranoid
all the drugs i been off it
i can n0t stop omg im feeling nauseous
its all that i know 
oh
im staring at my phone
feelng so alone

echi:
i really dont know what to tell u 
i just wanna be here with u 
realized it should be with u
realized it should be with u

felt alone in the dark i just wanted ur heart
didnt take too long for u to scare ur heart
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now

class_shift:
im still falling down 
from the nest that i 
green fields and blue skies

i think im still holding on
even though you were gone

it's a dome we're part of it
before you're gone

kinji:
n i built it all, now i wanna end it all
i turned nothing into something
but im still feeling empty
omg everyday shit omg i can not breath 

idk whats wrong with me today
im ready to meet my fate
n im sorry for the other day
its not my fault i know im not okay

wistual:
but im not okay 
 
i just want you to stay

i just hope that one day 

you be in my arms
hold you tight
everything is okay okay

please dont away

things dont go my way

i just that you find love 
leave me in the dark 
i will be okay

before you're gone ft. remilia, noya cl, lick, echi, class_shift, kinji, wistual (remilia x jrova)

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Back to Sleep remix w/ Dejhan (prod. failbp)

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
know tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more

i acted out of love
i cannot help but to be with u
not looking back is hard
when all im thinking bout is just u
i hate to see u cry
i see it all the time
i see the pain when i look into ur pretty eyes
dont kno what 2 say
i like u too much
tell me honestly
is this just a crush?
i hate this feeling
of loving someone
that dont love me back,
my heart weighs a ton!!!!!

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know u too well
kno tht u cant let go
was it all just a game?
that we cant win no more

was it something i said?
is it still all my fault?
i look back at whts left
were we still here before?
and i know you too well
know that u cant let go
were your smiles all just fake?
i feel nothing no more!!!!!!!!1!

your fake smile (recyclebin + irby)

lyrics <33

akura:
everytime we talk u just make me wanna stay away
ive been feeling nauseous i dont think that im okay
youve been on and off so i dont think that i should stay
ik u dont want me so i guess ill run away

im falling so far down
you make me scream out loud
i gave u all my love
what is this hate about

youve been worried about me ive been worried too
and if your love is just a game then i think i might lose
and ive been stuck up in my mind i dont know what to do
and ive been falling for your traps i think that im a fool

Noya:
stuck here in my bed
cnt get u out my head
It's like a wind, we're fly away
hope u kno im nt okay

Aaaaaa
Im jst a lonely girl who needs a hug :(
I feel like im not enough
Im not enough
Woahh

I've been feeling so alone
Pls be my home
how Im gonna walk
when i cant get up
ur the one, cant even lie
i kno i kno, u don't like me, i don't like u

Echi:
yeah... its my bad that i fell like that
told u the truth guess u dont want me back
gave me scars, counting stars, singing star.. 
wish u back, in the night, hold me tight now.

@noyaclarissa @echichi also ty @saveinori for mixing my part <3

falling down +noya clarissa & echi (icetrouble, tenoji)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
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Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

@jacynyte
@josuanatanaell

(jacy)
dont say ur fine i know ur not okay
been up all night thinking bout that day
we could never cross paths im just in the way
no im not that hard to replace
and its not that hard to say
that lifes a constant heartache
and its so easy to blame
the bad weather or the rain

but i dont rlly mind it
doin what i want give a fuck if u dont like it
and theres no point of hiding
when theres no point in trying
high pressure gets hard to manage
lay in bed, i just cant stand it
my head just cant fix this damage
eyes red and im feeling manic

(me)
Why don’t u look at me just once
Just a single time
What better bout him?
Ohh its bout the money

I gave u my everything 
i tried my best to keep u 
Oh, I failed again
end of my love story

Gotta let go gotta move on
Let’s forget bout the past 
Broken heart broken home
My life is just fucked up

Do I regret? No no no
I feel better by myself 
Ill restart my life
Ill make u regret

(josua)
and ill make you regret
cause you did something that i cant forget
i dont want to be with you anymore
i broke down, i fell down to the floor
and ill restart my life
ill find a better girl to be my wife
dont make me do something bad with this knife
and i hope youll pay for what you did in the afterlife

yea just leave me alone i dont want it anymore
i lock myself in my house
close the curtains lock the door
looking up, prayin to God
crying again on the floor
and again and again maybe this is all my fault 2x

regret* w/ jacy nyte + josua natanael (k4nji)

instagram 

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fafa_azizah
jammesnathanael2

Siomaygo

Siomaygo ft Om jem & Fafa azizah - Bersamamu

i lost my wallet.

lyrics:
a hellish weird kid
walk through past me 
out of nowhere
what the fuck was that outfit?

u dont talk much but im fine with it
sabrina tell me that we'll be going fine with it (fight with it)
i feel like we havent known each other emotionally
so i want us to open up to each other slowly 

she smells like home
moscow or rome
feels like my own
hang up the phone

break me apart
fast like go cart 
we dressed full in black
had a panic attack 

tell me that i have ur love
and im not a fuckin doll to u 
dreamed of u almost everynight
and im tired of sittin tight

wanna be in ur line of sight
and i dont know if im alright
i might just kill myself tonight
i just want ur attention

im just nothing to u
im just nothing to u
u dont know me i dont know u
as long as we keep being cool

not that important to u
such a stranger for u 
everythin we been through
u act like that u were new

what the fuck happened to u
we was the weirdo of two 
baby are u lonely too?
im alone here hanging blue 

dearly somber is my life
scruffpuppie got my like
anything what u decide
i cant do nothing about it 

maybe i should help my self
from falling apart
sabrina is the weirdest kid in this school

she smells like home
moscow or rome
feels like my own
hang up the phone

break me apart
fast like go cart 
we dressed full in black
had a panic attack 

tell me that i have ur love
and im not a fuckin doll to u 
dreamed of u almost everynight
and im tired of sittin tight

wanna be in ur line of sight
and i dont know if im alright
i might just kill myself tonight
i just want ur attention

cover by: @kisshufan94

sabrina is the edgiest kid in the school (prod. lesheff)

Girl / Bucin - Coldy+Pierre Lynx+Gace (Prod. Hellamase)

VIDEOGAME

🇮🇩 🧬(indo genes)
KAK SHADEE #SWAG af!! 
@shadeeqap

prod + guitars by me :))

(shadeeqap)
dont get lucky with friends now i got u 
u seemed a little too right it’ll go off soon
new school and nobody ever sits w me :c
im sad i find peace in you for leaving me 

never get lucky with friends now i got u 
ur going away just go i dont want you
ill sleep when i cry tonight cos it breaks my heart 
you know im not the type 

never get lucky with friends now i got u 
ur going away just go i dont want you
i can tell by the way you talk
can u tell by the way i walk?

(eggboi)
yeah i dont wanna talk alot
im tired of everything that ive been through
wasted all my life in just a year 
i feel like
noones been hearing me talk alot
guess they just never cared along
yeah i stay up every night
i dont wanna life but im running out of time
fuck me im just toxic and poison
block me its the best let me tell ya
im tired of being shit yeayeuh
this time we’ll be different i swear
still got time to grow
if u give me this chance
dont wanna be all alone dont want to do this again

(shadeeqap)
dont get lucky with friends now i got u 
u seemed a little too right it’ll go off soon
new school and nobody ever sits w me :c
im sad i find peace in you for leaving me 

never get lucky with friends now i got u 
ur going away just go i dont want you
ill sleep when i cry tonight cos it breaks my heart 
you know im not the type 

never get lucky with friends now i got u 
ur going away just go i dont want you
i can tell by the way you talk
can u tell by the way i walk?

friends +shadeeqap

i'll be with you until your light burns out

https://open.spotify.com/album/0Za7Yg435fkJwUQwyvc9H5?si=iLyR0tE0SNWU145q7WugPA

@noyaclarissa https://open.spotify.com/artist/1lMzaA8LkKlY5UmD9tg4nf?si=aaCC5jEoSZOHbdXUxTdTNA
@kyxtsnxwy https://open.spotify.com/artist/3H5y1zvc5EGPKfNFy8umHY?si=-cHAv3BzQRW1Ywc2GDF2PA
@kyoakyo

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@remiliaxd : 

(it was wasted)
(all of the times that we had, it was wasted)
(and i don't want to fall down on the pavement)
(is this my payment?)
(for the times that we had, everchanging)

but i can't face it
everything is changing
idk who's left in the world
who's remaining?
i let the pain reign
hear your voice, it's so faint
cause when the sun shines
indicate it's way too late

yeah i do nothing well
all the signs point my fate to the wishing well
it's like you cast a spell
constant fear running down, i'm not doing well

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness and you're so far (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

@noyaclarissa :

everytime u say u hate me
u never said a word to me
everytime i tryna talk to u, u always ghost me

yeah, yeah u never wanna talk to me
and everynight i always wonder why u hate me?

uh ... i cant ...
i cant ...
living alone in this world

im stress ...
im stress ...
how cruel u are, u even wanna haunt me like that :(

@kyxtsnxwy :

(baby, im blind)
(you’re so far away, i’ll see you in another life)
(hold tight, please don’t ever let go)
(hold tight, fly away together)

please stay, please don’t runaway, stay and hold me
i’ll fade, i hope it’s not today, i can’t see
you’re far away, i don’t think you’ll come back
so far away, anxiety, heart attack

heart attack, getting used to stab wounds hurting up my back
knowing that you’re gone, felt my heart shattered into glass

sana bumalik ka agad mahal ko
ibigay mo ang pagmamahal ko sayo

@remiliaxd :

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

so talk to me
i'll talk to you
just talk to me
we'll make it through our lives
our lives

far away +noya clarissa, kishi (kyoa)

Prod. BunnyTown

Lyrics : 

[HOOK]
setiap malam terlewati
hati ini masih sepi
kutunggu kau masih ku nanti disini
ku harap kau tak lupa
janjimu tuk kembali
jangan sisakan ku luka
kau tetap ku nanti

[VERSE 1]
kau selalu ku nanti
kemanapun kau pergi
sejauh apapun kau lari
ku masih disini
kau telah ikatkan janji
pada waktu yang tak tau kapan berhenti
tak tau entah akan kau tepati

menunggumu entah sampai kapan
kulihat bulan bintang
mulai resah, sepertinya sudah lelah
hingga kau putuskan kisah kita sudah
berakhir namun kumasih disini penuh harap

jangan kau kira ku kan cepat menyerah
jika saat kau kembali, lihat ku berdiri
kau mungkin kira ku sudah berubah
ku masih sama sejak saat kau pergi

[HOOK]
setiap malam terlewati
hati ini masih sepi
kutunggu kau masih ku nanti disini
ku harap kau tak lupa
janjimu tuk kembali
jangan sisakan ku luka
kau tetap ku nanti

[VERSE 2]
kau selalu aku nanti
dari malam hingga pagi
tetap saja kau yang pergi
ku disini sendiri

walaupun tak bisa kembali
rasakan hadirku disisi
setidaknya ku pernah berdoa
untukmu yang mungkin kini sudah bahagia

ku meminta, tetap saja
takkan ada yang berubah
ku meminta, tetap saja
ku disini dan kau disana

[HOOK]
setiap malam terlewati
hati ini masih sepi
kutunggu kau masih ku nanti disini
ku harap kau tak lupa
janjimu tuk kembali
jangan sisakan ku luka
kau tetap ku nanti



kau ku nanti.. (prod. BonnyTown)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

Hyperpop

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