Hyperpop

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AvoUhS84WBcnoztgp0oej?si=f7b02e6cf09e4677

i could never go back again
to meet u when we're together
i confesed that's all my bad
why i cant take u out my head 
i hate the fact that im full of myself
manipulation is not good for our health
i undrstand why u want to leave me
so may your wishes be granted by me

hooo im blinded by myself
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u
hooo sitting, crying on my sofa
thought i was your hero but instead was ur villian
n i tried to understand u
but i couldnt and i didnt mean to hurt u

i look at myself everynight
thinking bout the things i couldve done 
to save me from myself but i cant
it's too late i hate myself too much
ye i cant ever go back to the past and meet u
because all  your past wishes and visions have all come tru
tried to go back up but i keep crashing back down
force my self to be happy instead i look like a clown

heroes n villains

heroes n villians

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

confidential + avast

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

my verse is ass
i wont be posting this on all plats

w/ https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
prod https://soundcloud.com/prodmino

lyrics :

[me]
i was in love w her and she was in luv w me
n i cant keep my composure when she was around me
so the two of us would talk and chat we were so carefree
it's like we're kids again with zero responsibility
looking up high i was thinking about the two of us
idk why im falling head over heels for u
and starting to love u more n more n more
dont worry youre not a bore a bore a bore

time stopped everytime i look at u
and my heart stop hurting your presence feel so comforting to me
and sometimes i feel so embarrassed when youre standing next to me
cuz i feel like our relationship is like beauty and the beast
and i kno no one can compete with u, youre just like strawberry
and u are the sweetest thing, sweetest thing ive ever seen
oh idk what im feeling but i wanna keep feeling it
and i will always be by your side, ill be your guide

[vic]
i dont want u to leave 
i just cannot help myself 
to throw that overwhelming jealousy
bby cant u see?
youre the only one for me
yea i just want u to stay w me
baby dont listen to them im not that toxic
running outta ways
yea im running outta options
to tell u that youre worth it
im running outta logic
im struggling to breath
im feeling real hypoxic

[me n vic]
and now im running outta things i can do
i just really want to get my point to u
bcuz bby this is nothing new
youre in love w me and im in love w u

two of us w/ victxrw (mino)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

Music Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_inEf6bOL2g&ab_channel=Noahh

I fixed your self esteem put crosses on my head
You forgot about your momma left her dead
You got a new boy knowing
He can't erase how you feel
I wonder if he knows that you still love me for real
You lost your touch with your mom's side
Broke yours how you did mine
Suddenly you feel all alone again

We're way beyond just the end
It hurt me more being friends
You went out drinking again
Say you feel better depends
Say it you feel it?
Oh you don't feel it
It's more than just a feeling
It hurts that I can't be ah ah
It's not the same no at all
Hate to blame it on ya
I'm so much better alone
I feel like you were so gone
Say "i don't need you at all"
It hurt me more you were wrong
You fiend for love like withdrawal
I know that you feel so lost

Got you outta your depression
Now it's me you wanna kill
Never said a word you meant
You're just as numb as I feel
And when I took that shroom
And when I did you wrong
Why did you love me more?
I think your heads lost
It's way too hard to try again
I can't go back can't be friends
Can we meet up at the end
Need to re up on your scent
I'm so out of touch with life
No more tears that I could cry
We're still in love that's in my eyes
The glass so broke I can't deny
So high
It was never love
you're loving me to past the time
I can't even re run
Just tryna feel a feeling
I hurt you more than you can heal up
I'm so sad I cracked a seal up

We're way beyond just the end
It hurt me more being friends
You went out drinking again
Say you feel better depends
Say it you feel it?
Oh you don't feel it
It's more than just a feeling
It hurts that I can't be ah ah
It's not the same no at all
Hate to blame it on ya
I'm so much better alone
I feel like you were so gone
Say "i don't need you at all"
It hurt me more you were wrong
You fiend for love like withdrawal
I know that you feel so lost

Way Beyond The End  (Rosesleeves) (Music Video In Description)

prod @altbeats
feat. sakuta
I wish
I never meant it to be like this
Got me asking where to find it
I just wanted you alive, yeah
But you're nowhere, yeah


Life is
When I'm with you every time
Stay in my arms until the night ends
I just want you to be right here
But you're nowhere, yeah


I'm just waiting here
Please don't run away


And I love the way you curl your hair
You're so pretty, oh my god, I'm falling
And I love the way you care for us
Every day I'm falling down to my knees
Every day I fall in love with you, darling
Every day we fall in love
Every day we make it fun
My darling


Running round in circles, here we go
I've been swinging around you, to and fro
And it's been a while since we last spoke
(Like I really miss you, girl)


And I just wanna be with you
I don't even need to think it through
Oh, love like this could get you screwed
I just really wanna be next to you


I'm just waiting here
Please don't run away


And I love the way you curl your hair
You're so pretty, oh my god, I'm falling
And I love the way you care for us
Every day I'm falling down to my knees
Every day I fall in love with you, darling
Every day we fall in love
Every day we make it fun
My darling

close to you w/sakuta

self prod ofc, if you wanna make beats like this then buy the saranghae drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

insane!

w/ @crossnecklace ++

his lyrics:
out here w my squad
get the money in the car,
bish youre going down
i be getting all that guap

b-bitch could neva say shit
ive got 7 digit pay roll
out here tryna make a hit
i be countin up my dough bro
they say im a quitter
but she said im a fighter
b-bish you just a shitter
i be sippin on my fckin liquor

ion want u touchin my guap
i be sippin liquor
she be askin me why u sitting like that? 
she want me so bad
bitch im out here w the squad
i be countin up my d-dough now
out here w my bro now
bitch this is a showdown
baseball in my hand
bc this finna be a throwdown x2

guap! w/ crossnecklace  『siem spark』

otsu ame otsu myth o7
thank you for everything.. we will miss you<3
my first ever compostition i made

until we meet again

shoutout @1jahvi for the beat !! 🔥🔥
shoutout @tanahmelayu and @gtzest 😜🔥🔥🤑
additional mix by me :3

Lyrics : coming soon.....

๋࣭  ⭑ ⚝ Wasted .  ݁₊  ⊹  .  ݁˖  .

๋࣭  ⭑ ⚝ Wasted .  ݁₊ ˚ ⊹ ♡ ݁ ft. @gtzest ( 1jahvi )

prod me
out now on all platforms: https://linktr.ee/reiddddd

*lyrics*

Think i'm breathing but I cant get no air
Watching me like you care
You try to help me out
I look at you like you are not there
Crazy how fast time goes
Seconds float in despair
I turn to ash
I'll fold right when you say you're scared

Try another way
Focus on some other things
Heart is racing, in a place that you can't really formulate
Uh
It's not going away
Please get out my face
Entertained by my pain
Makes it safe
Just

Look in my eyes
And please don't tell a lie
That everything will be okay
And i'm gonna survive
I been running outta time
Better that I leave your side
You got me stuck under your control
In my demise
Can you see through my disguise?
I'm breaking down atomized
The color fading
Feelings vacant
I'm so camouflage

And i've got to find my way
Back home
But it takes me to a place unknown

Time won't stop
Is it all fake?
Thinking that it all was a mistake
I'm just tryna do this my way
Anything I can for an escape
But I have to learn my place
To say my saving grace, i need space
And the background seems okay
It's all a waste to chase the fame

Look in my eyes 
(Camo)
And i'm so camouflage
(Camo)
Everything will be okay
And so camoufla-
I'm so camouflage
I'm so camouflage
I'm so camo
So camo
So camouflage

Look in my eyes
And please don't tell a lie
That everything will be okay
And i'm gonna survive
I been running outta time
Better that I leave your side
You got me stuck under your control
In my demise
Can you see through my disguise?
I'm breaking down atomized
The color fading
Feelings vacant
I'm so camouflage

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

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