My Submission for Moonboy's remix. 

ALSO I CANT FIND THE ARTIST FOR THE ORIGINAL WARIO PICTURE!!! I edited this one for the cover. If you know who they are, pls message me so i can properly credit them! I found it in some facebook group weeks ago in a comment section taken by someone else. So my google image search doesnt work when I use it.

Moonboy - Have Faith In Me (Brodeathazine Remix)

So this isn't a new song or a demo, but it is a killer remix done by an old friend with a couple unearthed extra tracks thrown into the mix!  

New mix done by Michael at Airworks Audio!  Check them out :-0
https://www.airworksaudio.com/

Less About You, More About Self Loathing (2021 - Airworks Mix)

I don’t want you here if you don’t trust me
And I don’t want to hear that you might miss me

Mouthful of cherry pits
(It’s a nervous tick)
When one beer makes you sick
It’s time to quit
(But what if quitting doesn’t stop it?)


I don’t think about you as much as I used to, but it hurts to miss you all the same 
And trust me, I still do, despite what you’d accuse, but I thought by how I’d be okay
I couldn’t stay
Dreaming about you remains the sweetest thing

Now I go to the movies alone

I kept your broken guitar pick safe in my pocket until I moved back home
Then I went and lost it on a car trip I took up to Lowell
Why am I still talking?
What am I even doing?
Superstition has taken hold
You were the last thing that I really loved, so I know it’s time to fold

Survival Diet (Demo)

I can’t tell you how I really feel
Not that you’d even care to hear the news

The lillies bloomed again a week after I saw you
A week after I told you I still want to die
I don’t have it in me
The important parts are missing
You held me in the driveway as I started to cry
You have been with me since the start of the ugliness that’s part of being born wrong 
And you have said there’s a trapped door straight to heaven, but I can’t pry it open 
I still don’t belong

I don’t belong
Everything thing that I ever hoped it could be,  everything that I ever thought it should be, is wrong

9th Grade Poetry (Snow Day Version)

I’m always anxious when I leave the house
And I’m embarrassed when I open my mouth
Nothing changes
Patterns still weigh me down
I will protect you, I’ll just sit and watch you drown 

Everyone should know that I’m never really sorry
If I was, I would not keep on doing nothing 
Everything I do will always be self serving 
My anxiety is kind, it does the driving

I’m stuck writing the same song for the rest of my life

Phoning It In (Demo)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

This is rough cover of (a cover?) performed originally by Kind of Like Spitting and written by Dan Devriend (according to discogs). I had planned to do a better more thought out version but I’m actually pretty into how this came out now that I’ve had some time to sit on it.

Since I haven’t finished any new demos in a while I give you this! Enjoy

4-LETTER WORDS (COVER - ROUGH)

like were fading(prod. remghost)

ANX13TY REMIX (nothing,nowhere.)

Lyrics
I've been to kill myself
Just to disconnect from my iPhone
Where was you when I needed you
The moon looked way too close
I think it's apocalypse
I don't like your lips
Stop kissing me
Because I'm not as high as it gets
I need a crack pipe full of blood boiling
I'll need to simmer down
You look mighty different since the last time
I don't remember it
Last chance to cut me off

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me yeah
And it hurts me enough

I've been to blow my brains out from memories
Writing on the wall
You ain't forgetting me
You don't know yourself
Have fifty scars on your forearms
Glass full of whisky

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me
And it hurts me enough
Yeah it hurts me enough

I've been to kill these thoughts
I just haven't had the guts
Every time I start can't cut far enough
And I'm having dreams about bleeding
I told you the meaning
Just as fast as you receded
And were talking like it's something it wasn't
Or was it
And walking through me like you don't see nothing
Just  keep it under the rug
Just keep tabs on what's
Left on my forearm from what your whisper does

I've been to kill myself just to disconnect from my iPhone
Where was you when I needed you
The moon looked way too close
I think its apocalypse
I don't like your lips stop kissing me

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me yeah
And it hurts me enough
Yeah it hurts me enough

salem + spookybands (prod. tennis player)

you're such a friend to me

singer/songwriter & guitarist
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salem + spookybands (prod. tennis player)

hillamillion

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