what kind of music is this ive never heard anything like it

produced by hiraeth


just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

you left me in a pool i swim with agony
crying at the bottom what is happening?
you tell me be more open never let me in
im drowning in my sorrows guess ill die again

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

anor

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

produced by hiraeth


I caught you using what was left of me 
and my god its dumb what you mean to me
And you just can’t see what you did to me
No heart no soul 
Nothing left of me
And my god its embarrassing  
no thoughts just lay til im out of it
Now there’s snow where I used to be
Can’t you see you’ve taken every single part of me

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared
 I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Do you really believe that ? 
you love but its so bad 
And I should’ve seen that
 all i want is is a call back 
but i couldnt show that
now talking is so sad

i miss what we both had
but nothing in love lasts
and i should have known that  

AND MY GOD MY GOD ITS EMBARRASSING

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist
 we where done when we started

Don’t go now im so scared 
I’ve waited for 2 years and now ur not there
My bones never harvest  call me an artist 
we where done when we started

alaska

prod @wisssery 
@speedlmt
@sleepywater

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

im not even hearing what youre saying 
cut through me  
all the lies they leave me aching 
you never understand all the breaking 
break me down to nothing its so fucking berating  
and i dont understand what you say to me 
feeling sick, turn me blue just like an artery 
turn to ice you hit your target, archery 
tryna look forward, find myself but its hard to see

baby in the end i was loosn focus dissapearn act is my hocus pocus
if i was magicionnn i wud b gone in a munite
u aint a part of my life so dnt tell me how to liv it
baby in the end i was loosn focus
my dissapern act my hocus pocus
i open up the portal to hell
and i dont wanna close it
i been livn w satan this the life that i chosen

and i dont want to live now
two shots been lost and im let down
crying out for a lord what you say now
dont need no hope im alone now

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

magician w/ speedlmt, sleepwater [wisssery x sharp]

produced by hiraeth


You know I won’t change
I’ll go I won’t stay
Cut me in my face
Bleed out, I’m the same
Tend me to my grave
Dig me, I won’t stay
Slow me from my pace
Can’t find my place

Take me outside let me die to my sword
Hunt me inside leaving blood on the wall
Push me away bitch I’ve done this before
Crying for help everybody ignores

Leave me alone Keep your shit at the door
Tell me you love me and message ignored
I wouldn’t cheat and get fucked when I’m bored
Nothing to say cause you’ve done it before
 
Covered in ashes and mold
Leave me outside in the cold
Bloods running down to the snow
Tell me you want me to go
Ive got no faith 
lost my hope
This crushing I feel on my bones
Send me to death
Watch me toll
Eaten alive 
Im alone

gravetender

produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

Spotify

Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

sing me lullabies (feat. ghosthands)

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@torvamia

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & torva [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

prod me
no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

anor

hiraeth

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