The Upload 34

Gates and fences

https://open.spotify.com/album/5zP4gjKbtGWoXfLTi1lY8y?si=Zzr7nFJLRkul55LIMjo3yg&dl_branch=1

@valious - Dream

She only text’s me in the nighttime
Still drunk can’t read don't feel right
And I swear i could never act right
Still left on read like ghost time 
And i swear that I’m trying 
Two shots to my head now dying
And he acting like she bribed him
No love just sex now crying

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
Oh I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And I smile when it’s fucked you cry with me
Still feeling like a burden
Two shots been lost now dying
Been thrown been left so ride with me
No thoughts no trust no time for me

I’m easily replaceable
Don’t have another way to go
I’m lost without a reason 
Time to stop my breathing
Heart be running fast within my chest it gets to beating
Found another way to make it out i swear I'm leaving
Pain been pushed aside i lost my friend and now I'm grieving, grieving

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
I lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me

I tried but the pain feels nice to me 
Oh i lied but i just can't hide a thing 
And you like when we’re broke you lay with me
And i smile when it’s fucked you cry with me
Still feeling like a burden
Two shots been lost now I’m dying
Been thrown been left so ride with me
No thoughts no trust no time for me

gemini (prod. siem spark x gavinhadley x milesjulian)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3eyLDTi5PCzs4R3Cxa8OkZ?si=rS2_t_cwQFydpkIa7AebyQ&dl_branch=1

Cobejordan - Autumn Is Coming Ft. Koi [p.Stevienel] out on all platforms

Don't Feel Right (Prod. Ryan Bevolo x Nico Baran)

Thoughts Under My Hat (feat. KID E$S)

how does it feel to be loved I can't imagine that
prod. Guala Beatz
mixed by @nolliejaw on IG

Imagine Ft. Guardin (Prod. Guala & 5head)

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

Do You Feel The Same? Lyrics

Breathe in new air
I'm just hoping that you understand me
I've been spending many nights here lonely
Waiting for someone to call my only ...
You got me thinking a mile a minute;
If you do not care just admit it
I'm always committed, I'm never gon quit it
I'm always conflicted.
Cause if you ain't giving back what I've been putting in;
Problems come flooding in
Yes I'm gon put in alot;
Working and working ain't smoking no pot
Promise I love you with all of my heart
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
~
It's been a long time
I'm taking my own time
To put trust in another and forget the faults of the past
This life's moving fast
I'm flooring the gas
I hope you're riding with me;
And I hope that we do not crash.
I hope that we last.
~
Ohhhh but do you feel the same?
Leave me to soak in the rain
Screaming to ease all my pain
Don't know how much I can take
x2
~
UNKNXWN
Gave you my all but you still did me wrong
I know you're not what I need but you're what I want
I would die by your name but do you feel the same?
It hurts to love you but I'll take the pain,
If it means I can be by your side for another, minute
You make me feel unlike no other
I know she hates me but I know I love





Written by Weepings & Unknxwn
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Do You Feel The Same? w/ Unknxwn

luv yokai <3333 luv yall <3333

lyrics:
[shizu]

95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

[yokai]
zooming by
yeah watch how quick i start to fly
don't feel alive
until collision is in my sight
80 on the dash i just ran another red light
hit the fuckin gas run my problems like a stop sign
maybe when i crash i can finally feel i'm alright
feelings from the past never last, i'm left behind

[shizu]
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that
95, only feel alive after the fact
smoking on thrax for a better high after the crash
do the math, im not coming back when i collapse
wasting my time
im not doing fine, thought you knew that

crash w/ yokai dreams (kuboi)

~2300~

Produced by myself and Ezra Martin 

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
It don't get much worse than this uh huh 
One more turn I missed uh huh
Frostbite on my lips uh huh
It’s not like I’ll forget uh huh
Scars still on my wrist uh huh
Show you where I’ve been uh huh
The hearts I’ve broken since uh huh
Some things I can’t fix uh huh
It’s alright just let go
A fading lie just an echo
The state of mind that I fled to
When all the love for me left you
I fell apart in that bedroom
And I’m seeing all that we’ve been through 
There’s so much you need that I can’t do 
But now thankfully I don’t have to

[VERSE 1]
Shield myself from
The outside I don’t feel welcome
At this time I hate what I’ve become 
But you rely on me for a reason
And I’ve grown so numb as of recent 
But I feel my lungs when I’m breathing 
Know I fill my cup full of demons
So I don’t feel lost when I’m leaving 
I’m a collection of faces
I hide in familiar places
I’ve seen the karma get wasted
I don’t acknowledge that I’m vacant 
For every promise that I’m breaking
I blame it all on my impatience
I’m selling out for a paycheck
‘Cause I told myself I’d never make it

[HOOK REPEAT]

*character limit lol*

Echo

9TAILS mix/master, not the final previewed by shini on instagram live, minor differences though.
official art

I will never be a memory

Shinigami ~ right now (feat. 9TAILS)

when the grub in the mud loses grip, will it beg to be dug up?
coreless, they deject.
"let it writhe 'till it's gone," nothing less.

choking up on my tears
it's not very kind here
patience wouldn't make it, so i guess i'm living lightyears
nature couldn't shake the foreign waste and counterweight of tainted goods
haven wallowed in a rain of thought,
have i become a flood?

it's not terrifying if struck by the lightning 'fore you should come to hear it
i'm cowering, yet fearless
prone to eject, so what should i expect if they follow me back one day?

who'd know i wasn't here?
for the sake of appeal, cover up any scent that should emit from the kiln
cut the burden in twine, make a lavender pie
though may it taste of refinement, you are eating my life

when i don't wanna feel, it make me feel some more
quiet mind is bloodshot, figures striking horror
try you may to heal, though should it turn to gore
it's futile to recall of what is all that i deplore

choking up on my tears
it's not very kind here
patience wouldn't make it, so i guess i'm living lightyears
nature couldn't shake the foreign waste and counterweight of tainted goods
haven wallowed in a rain of thought,
have i become a flood?

it's raining, it's pouring
importance is snoring
so write me a story of you, and i
where this evisceration replies with elation
and guts every morsel of spite

(why do i try)

the flood

In yo Dreams (p.crow_ )

flowrpot

MONSTER

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

gemini (prod. siem spark x gavinhadley x milesjulian)

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